Plateau soldiers see the last side of my father, in the ICU

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Plateau soldiers see the last side of my father, in the ICU

Author: Fu Yu, Ni Tanghai

Anchor: Jingyi

One morning in the fall of 2020, the soldiers who had just returned home from the plateau, Fu Baojun, were wearing a straight military uniform. She begged the doctor to see the last side of his father. He wanted his father to look at his military uniform. But the doctor told him that he had to wear a protective clothing!

The protective suit was wrapped in military uniforms. The moment Fu Baojun stood to his father's bed, his teeth began to tremble. He wanted to embrace his father, but the doctor told him that his hug would make his father feel pain; he wanted to hold his father's hand, but his father was filled with a needle on his two hands. He called "Dad, Dad, I am Bao Jun, I came back to see you! "The father who died at the time of the call had no response to his call ...

Fu Baojun couldn't think of it, and this was the case with his father's last meeting. In the eleven years of joining the army, Fu Baojun went home to visit his father only 7 times. In the last three vacations, his father's body was withered at the speed of visible to the naked eye.

In the summer of 2018, Fu Baojun went home on vacation. His father was busy and made a large table for him. But when he was dinner, his father lied that he had breakfast for breakfast. He didn't want to eat at noon, and turned back to the room.

Fu Baojun, who felt wrong, followed him all the way, only to find that his father's forehead leaked from his forehead, and his expression was very painful. He knew that his father had suffered from diabetes for more than two decades, but his father's state was not so weak in previous years.

When sweating his father, Fu Baojun noticed the puffiness on his father. He pressed lightly on his father's legs, and the sunken skin did not recover for half a day. With the doubts in his heart, Fu Baojun specially called the military doctor after his father was asleep. After asking, I learned that patients with severe diabetic disease daily infusion is much higher than the excreted urine, so the body will swell.

During the subsequent holidays, Fu Baojun changed his pattern every day for his father to make a low sugar meal, chat with him, take him for a walk, and he couldn't wait to accompany his father to filial piety at all times. But who had thought that his father's body was difficult to recover at this time, and he couldn't keep care of it.

Fu Baojun was a filial child. After joining the army, he paid a salary every month and only left a small part of himself. The remaining ones were sent to his father and asked him to see a doctor to buy medicine. He always said to his family, "The troops are controlled, and the clothes are all issued, and the money I stay is endless." He thought that as long as his father looked good at the doctor, he didn't tighten himself.

But when Fu Baojun returned home to buy a house on vacation, his father suddenly took out 350,000. Fu Baojun was stunned, and repeatedly asked his father's money from where money came from. In the end, his father admitted that it was the money sent by his son over the years.

Fu Baojun thought that as long as he sent more money for his father to buy a little medicine, his father's condition could be controlled. It is expected that when his father's white hair and old illness were old, Fu Baojun understood that his father's condition had never improved because his father always bought cheap medicines and was reluctant to spend money.

In 2020, when he received the news of his father's illness, Fu Baojun hurriedly asked to go home and met his father's last side in the ward. Within a few days, my father left. At the funeral, the sound of sorrow broke the intestines, and the black paper ash fluttered, as if the father was unwilling.

As Fu Baojun wiped his tears, he threw it into the two -halo pill and threw it into the fire. The pills were discovered when he sorted out his father's relics, and it was the secret of his father.

That day, Fu Baojun opened his father's drawer and saw a piece of pills that were opened from it. He was very puzzled. After asking his mother, he learned that his father was to save medical expenses and divided the dose of a day into two days.

"These things, your dad will not let me tell you, for fear of worrying about your family, affecting your work in the army." Listening to your mother's words, imagining that his father poured out the entire bottle of pills and opened one by one. Then put it back into the bottle one by one. Fu Baojun had a swollen and dry eyes, and once again shed tears of remorse.

Nowadays, my father has died for a year and a half. Every midnight dream return, and the past with his father, he still inadvertently rushes to Fu Baojun's heart. It was his father who said to his father with a tender voice when he was a child. When he grew up, he must be filial and filial to his father's warmth. When he was a soldier, his father sent him on the train and turned to tear in tears; it was the first time he drove his father to take his father. The happiness moment when the seaside tolls; it is the last time, and it is also the first time that I salute my father in front of the bed ...

It's just that no matter how much dry and wet tears on the pillow, you can't return to his father. Fu Baojun often asked himself: If he urged and cared for; if his father had a good medicine every time, he didn't deduct half of it. Is there any hope for his illness?

He will never get the answer to this question, and he will leave his life's questions and guilt for a lifetime.(Some pictures come from the Internet)

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Author | Fu Yu

Fu Yu, a soldier soldier in the Western Theater, loves writing, and has more than 50 articles in various media in the army.

Anchor | Jingyi

Respect, a cadre of a department, loves to host the broadcast, broadcasts more than 1,000 programs for many online platforms.

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