Jia Huan, a sense of oppression from Tanchun

Jia Huan and Jia Tanchun are biological sisters and brothers.

To say that in ancient times, the big wife and his wife and grandchildren were full of children and grandchildren. Miss Miss and Miss in Jiafu not all have such blessings. Jia Baoyu once poured in front of Lin Daiyu, saying that she had no relatives and sisters, and she was as lonely as Dai Yu. Of course, Baoyu has a relative and sister Yuanchun, but when I entered the palace door, how many opportunities can I meet?

As for Yingchun and Jia Yi, there are different mothers, and it is no wonder that the couple of Jia Yi are faint about the girl, and they do not ask. Although Xi Chun and Jia Zhen are also the closest brothers and sisters, they come from the same mother, but the two are too old. Xi Chun has been raised in Rongguo since childhood.

And Jia Huan not only has Jia Tanchun's sister, but the age gap between the two is not large, and it is not far away. It stands to reason that it should be close to each other.

But the reality is just the opposite. Jia Huan not only couldn't get close to this sister, but felt a particularly great sense of oppression. In that situation, it seemed that Tanchun was not his sister, but the mouse saw the cat. What is going on?

Although Jia Huan and Tan Chun are the sisters of a mother, the growth environment of the two is very different. Tanchun was raised by Mrs. King of the main room since she was a child. She received the best education, obtained the best conditions, and had top resources. In addition, Tan Chunsheng has the outstanding, and people are intelligent. After being cultivated by Mrs. Wang, they are outstanding, powerful and courageous, and have become the famous "roses" of Jiafu. Tan Chun was praised and recognized by everyone, and even Wang Xifeng appreciated her, showing how good it was.

Besides, Jia Huan grew up following Aunt Zhao. What kind of children can Aunt Zhao do not have two do things like that? At a young age of Jia Huan, he learned selfishness and viciousness, daily love made bad, inferiority and suffering. Wang Xifeng scolded him as a small frozen cat, hated him without fighting, and did not look like a grandfather. Moreover, the people in the house look down on Jia Huan, let alone the masters, that is, the yuhuan underneath, and the three masters of Jia Huan are in their eyes. Growing in such an environment, Jia Huan became more psychologically dark, full of thorns, blame at every turn, and let people go away.

The same two people in the belly of a mother, but there is a difference between the sky -high separation. Tanchun was praised and loved, but Jia Huan was disliked everywhere. In front of such a sister, don't say Jia Huan, it is individuals who will feel a great sense of oppression and will feel unfair. What's more, like Jia Huan, it was originally taught by Aunt Zhao to be uniform, and the children who had a bias had a bias. In front of Tanchun, Jia Huan only felt that he was nothing, a lot shorter than the other party.

Of course, Jia Huan would not think that it was his own fault, let alone a self -introspection. He would only find the cause from the outside world. There was always only one reason. He was not raised by his wife, so others dared to bully him. Although he and Tan Chun are the sister and brother of a mother, but Tanchun was raised by Mrs. Wang, and was well -known and good. Since childhood, he has excellent treatment. Not going to the spring.

Jia Huan was inferior because of his emergence. This strong sense of inferiority allowed him to face the mainstream exploration spring. It was not raised by the same mother, this is a huge gap between them. Jia Tanchun's sense of oppression, in fact, is also the world that is opposed to him, brought to him. Jia Tanchun represented the world he couldn't climb, how much light was, how dazzling, or even stabbing.

For Jia Tanchun, it is also her biggest pain in her heart. There is an unreliable biological mother, and a brother who is obedient, which is a reality she can't escape. Jia Tanchun worked hard to make himself better and live his own light. But under this light, Aunt Zhao and Jia Huan have always been a shadow -like existence, reminding her where she comes from.

The relationship between Jia Tanchun and other sisters is much more harmonious than Jia Huan, especially the interaction with Jia Baoyu is quite a lot. In front of Jia Baoyu, Tanchun took a bite of "second brother", with endless words, and Tuo Baoyu brought her a small gadget, and it was a shoe for Baoyu. This is more like a brothers and sisters. At this time, Tanchun was soft, playful, and happy, and it was a favorite girl. Jia Baoyu is also very good to treat this three sisters, but in this harmonious relationship, there are more active components in Tanchun.

However, in Jia Huan's impression, Jia Chun felt only one word, "afraid". Why are you afraid? In fact, it also stems from the sense of oppression brought by Tanchun. Jia Huan can not be afraid of Aunt Zhao or Jia Baoyu, but he is afraid of Tanchun, and he rarely play with Tanchun.

Although Jia Huan was bad, he was still a child, not for ten evils. He also needs to be concerned and has emotional needs. Jia Huan likes the object of playing with him. She will not blame him, a gentle lady. Such as Yingchun, Baodi and others. Yingchun is the most temper. Of course, it is not that Jia Huan is not, and Xue Baodi is smooth, and Jia Huanxu and the commissioned snake who are also disliked by others make Jia Huan feel warm.

In fact, Jia Huan lacks a sense of security, and he is not a natural bad child. Jia Tanchun is a stabbing rose. He can't blend the sand in his eyes. Naturally, he will not open his eyes for Jia Huan.

Under the influence and guidance of Aunt Zhao, Jia Huan learned Fox Meisiko domineering, how can people look down on? As a sister of Jia Huan, Jia Tanchun naturally hates iron and steel, and he will definitely train Jia Huan from time to time. In fact, this is for Jia Huanhao. No matter how Jia Tanchun doesn't like her origin, but the natural blood, let her have a complex and subtle emotion to Aunt Zhao and Jia Huan. As she looked down on them, she couldn't help but pull it. They were fine, and their drag would be reduced. In the final analysis, Tanchun also understands that he has a constant relationship with them.

The sense of oppression that Jia Huan felt, both Jia Tanchun's negation of him, as well as the expectations of Tanchun who did not say. After all, Jia Huan and Tanchun are sisters and sisters. In fact, for Tanchun, Jia Huan wanted to be close, but the sense of oppression made him have to stop and he was embarrassed.

He felt that he couldn't talk equally with Tanchun. He knew that Tanchun didn't like himself. The reason why he was afraid of Tanchun was actually because he was afraid of the disappointment of Tanchun, the disappointment in the eyes of the spring, and the severe words of the explorer. He couldn't accept that his self -esteem was gradually awakened, and he didn't know how to face it.

What others say Jia Huan, he can depend on playing, crying and making trouble, how others think of him, he can't control it, it doesn't matter. Even if the biological mother Zhao said he scolded him, Jia Huan didn't care much. But at Jia Tanchun, no. Jia Huan started to face, and he became careful. The reason why he felt the sense of oppression came from, in the final analysis, he cared about it. He didn't want to cause trouble for Tanchun, and he didn't want to be seen by Tanchun anymore.

Jia Huan is also gradually growing. Although this process is very slow, Aunt Zhao can't get positive guidance, but fortunately, the existence of Jia Tanchun made Jia Huan gradually understand something. Jia Huan no longer listened to everything in Zhao. When Jia Huan was deceived by the drama Fang Guan, and using Jasmine Powder to go to the rose nitrate, Jia Huan didn't care about it, holding more things as much as one thing, and he did nothee with Fang Fang. Officials. Aunt Zhao was going to be in his early age. Jia Huan refused to say, "If you are not afraid of the third sister, you will go! Jia Huan already has his own thinking and judgment. Compared with Aunt Zhao and Jia Tanchun, he is obviously more inclined to the latter.

Between Jia Huan and Jia Tanchun, they have not been close enough and even have gaps. For a long time, Jia Huan looked up at Jia Tanchun, like the moss in the dark looking at the roses in the sun, and he must also secretly envy the sister and resent the unfairness of fate. Tan Chunyue is excellent, and Jia Huanyue is far away from her.

Although he did not get enough sunlight and nutrients, Jia Huan also grew up in the corner. This process was too long. Fortunately, he knew how to work, and had an opinion, and no longer referred to the style of Aunt Zhao. Tanchun, while bringing him a sense of oppression, has also become his driving force. Although he could not completely change him, he played a positive role.

It is sighing that Tanchun has to marry far away. After many years, when an adult, you can face Jia Huan of this world alone. In the luminis of Rushui, I think of the three sisters who had been afraid of themselves. There will be a warmth in my heart, and will I miss the explorer of the end of the world? There is a lot of regrets between the relationship between them. In those years, they did not accompany them well. It was also a kind of sorrow.

Author: Awan, this article is the original works of the Red Mansion.

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