I don't know if I am a guest in the dream

Text/Zhao Yancheng

After a long wandering, he often forgets where he is.

I accidentally read the "Suzhou District Chronicle", hurriedly found the "Linshui Township" entry in the township chapter, and wanted to know the origin of the place name of "Linshui", but there were only a few words: "Linshui, because it is located in the flood river and the dedication The name of the river is named. Shi Zai, the Ming Dynasty built a castle on the east bank of the Hongshui River, set up a station, called Linshuiyi, and later changed to Linshui Castle. "It can be seen that it is named after the water, but it is also famous. The Silk Road has used the important fork of the Silk Road to the shoulder water pass to the Juyan (now Elina Banner), and it is an important collection and station of Jiuquan, Golden Tower, and Gaotai.

Born in Sri Lanka. On the salt -alkali land on the edge of the deserted beach, two deep and wide flood ditch, a humble small village, woke up in the dog scream every day, and slept in the smoke of the kerosene lamp. The magpie nest on the white poplar tree along the upper half of the east gap has been there for more than ten years, and the yellow water in Xiagou Bay has been covered by Pucao. In addition to the fewer and fewer folks a day, leaving more is hungry memories, but this is my real hometown.

Young and learning are young, and before you stand, you go away. Then, a piece of paper that was larger than the slap was sent to the North Prairie of 500 kilometers away. Subei accepted me with more than 60,000 square kilometers, and it also created me with countless glaciers, endless mountain roads, strange natural scenery and rich Mongolian style. Thirty years, I have become familiar with the place names on the grassland such as one tree, three pot villages, and five temples. I am used to the Mongolian names such as Bartel and Irite. Even the poem of chanting the grassland as the master has written six or seven hundred songs.

In order to Yishan, sexual love is natural. When I heard that "the body and the soul, there must be one on the road", I have been walking on the Qilian Mountains and Hengobi for decades.

The scene of the plateau is still worth seeing. Nearby, the wetlands are full of grass -like grass -like grass -like grass, and the green is dazzling; large and small meadows are covered with hemp ducks and spots, and they protect their territory noise. Several hard -working mothers have taken the child to practice in the water. The little guys are furry and float on the water. A little far, the water of the party rivers was curved, and the sparkling waves shocked the hidden black neck cranes in the grass, making a dull "呱" sound. In the distance, more than ten yaks, several horses, and hundreds of sheep, scattered between grass, slowly moved, harmonious and natural. On the sky, the party Henan Gongwei was guarding the Charle Golden Grassland, and the culverts flashed with silver light. As a result, from near to far, green grass, bright river, black mountain red mountains, and white snowy clouds, a clear watercolor painting is intertwined against the blue sky. So silent, heaven and man united.

There are also Kurobi of the Golden Knife and Iron Horse, the fish red of the pine and cypress forest, the Fan Lihua in the Hanjiang Pass, the silver horses of Dellenor, and even the mottled murals of the five temples and the trestle of the Lucao Bay. Leave the memories of text at my fingertips again and again, let alone the mountains of Qilian and the water of the party. Although I also wrote the sentence "Where is the Lulian Tianya Family", more often, it is used to chant the hometown of the hometown, saying, "Semi -water and three mountains around the city, the clouds and snow makeup; The praise of Shili Muchi ". Fortunately, there is a village called "Ulan Belle", which means "Hongquan", which is exactly the same as the name of the village I was born.

What is my hometown? Is it the homeland that gave birth to me, or a place where I live in decades? Walking in the hinterland of the grassland with high mountains and rivers, I asked myself over and over again: Where is the native of the north? Is it a waterman? Later, Linshui Township, Suzhou District was incorporated into Sandun Town, and Hongquan Village was merged into Shuangta Village, so I completely lost the name of my hometown on the map. Mind. Perhaps I really remember that in the grassland, I am a guest.

Suddenly, I thought of Wang Guo's true words: Since I chose the distance, I can only have both storms and rain; since the goal is the horizon, it can only be left to the world. Although I really die, I never forgot to each other. I ran between the two hometown in my heart without hesitation, and even appeared in my dreams. It was more high mountains and rivers.

It's a dream, there is always a time to wake up. At that time, I was still asking myself, where are I?

Editor in charge: Wei Hailing

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