Reading | Long Farewell

When I returned to Shenze this time, I found that the old mother could not eat itself.

My brother said that it has been fed for more than half a month. I am not reconciled. When I am only my mother and my mother in the room, I will adjust the electric bed to the "back -up" position and stuff a piece of cake into the mother's hands. Take a bite and show me. The mother squeezed the cake and looked at other places, and she didn't speak for a while.

I was in a hurry, holding her elbow and helping her to send the cake in her hand to her mouth, but she seemed to be unknown that it was eating, but she didn't know to open her mouth. It wasn't until I stuffed a small piece of cake into her mouth that she chewed mechanically.

My brother -in -law was going to feed her little grandson, and the little 槮 who was obviously not very good at eating by himself actually said: 槮槮 槮槮! Alas, who has the ability to eat independently, who is willing to let others feed?

Before feeding my mother, I touched the porridge in the spoon with my lips to see if it was hot. If it was hot, I would blow it gently. I know, what I repeated is the action of feeding me when my mother was in her twenties! This action fell off the large tears in my eyes.

About 6 years ago, when I called my mother, it was difficult for her to remember what the meal she had just ate. I panicked and asked my brother's mother if she was particularly forgetful. Didn't take medicine.

Later, the mother couldn't think of the name of the nephew next door; later, the mother couldn't think of the name of the oranges; later, the mother couldn't think of my name ... Face -mother is dementia.

When his mother was young, she was a civilian person in the Jinzhou Cultural Museum. She can sing and dance, and often laughs at me with being hoarse. She can sing Guo Lanying's song, she is not tall. When I sang with her, I retreated as soon as I was high -profile. She picked a high -profile and pointed at me with a high -profile and smiled.

Her mother looks better than her sister. She likes to wear beautiful clothes, but she is reluctant to spend money to buy. After I made money, I kept buying her new clothes. She asked me the price. I often cut off an integer and told her a zero. Then she showed off with the sister -in -law, saying how cheaper and how cheap her big daughter -in -law bought for her, so that the sister -in -law and ladies came to ask me where I could buy such clothes.

My mother was kind, and in the early years, my family turned into a "beggar gang distribution center". For this reason, I also wrote an article- "My Beggar Relatives". The beggar gang who came from afar was at least 10 years older than his mother, but called his mother "aunt"; when he shouted, the men and women of the beggar gangs shouted. The mother is probably fainted by this title. Every year, the Shenze Temple Fair is waiting for the beggar like a loved one. Later, my house was built with 4 floors. The beggars looked far away, and they slipped and fooled, which made my mother find a good search on the temple fair. In the end, they would bring them into the big room of the 3rd floor at home ... This Unforgettable scenes and scenes, how can you say from the mother's memory?

In order to awaken my mother's memory, I kept confessing the names of her loved ones: Tonglin, Fenglin, Zhiguo, Zhigang -this is the name of her brothers, but sighing that she had forgotten. I started singing "Drinking a bowl of wine". She wanted to pick it up, but she couldn't help it. I had to continue to sing "I was bold ..." She finally sang "male".

But my mother could no longer be "male".

Some people say that the dementeder and this world have hidden a "long farewell." Yeah, we almost watched my mother who was confiscated by what she was most unwilling to let go. It was less yesterday and less today, and there will be less tomorrow. I desperately wanted to help her retain something, but I clearly saw a terrible rubber rubbing, and wiped it hard every day ... The weakness made me want to collapse.

When I saw Shi Yigong's team in studying Alzheimer's disease, I told my sister as soon as possible. How much I hope they can develop a special effect of saving memory as soon as possible after the "1/10 nanometer" culprit that devours memory!

And before the special effect of the special effects, I prayed that the time when I was feeding for my mother, I wanted to tell my mother with the weakest relationship with this world: Mother, I love you more than ever ...

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Source: "Reading", No. 9, 2022

Editor -in -chief: Zhang Chu

School pair: Guo Yanhui Meng Yahe (intern)

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