Father's Day: Father's heart also lives in a "little boy"

It is often said that every mother was once a dream -loving little girl, weaving a colorful dream about the future.

In fact, every father, why are you young? In their hearts, there is always a "little boy", and occasionally wants to be willful, coquettish, and even crying and avoiding.

When another Father's Day came, his father was one year old again. Looking at his older body, and in daily life, he became less and less words. He felt more and more that his father became a "old child".

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The father in his childhood memory has the naughty and persistent "little boy".

My father is a taciturn and a little melancholy.

When he was a child, he quarreled with his mother, and he was always talking alone. He said nothing. When his mother's mouth was dry, he handed a glass of water. If his mother quickly took the water cup, he was relieved. The nervous brows also opened.

Mom often said that Dad is also her "child".

The reason why it is "not big" is probably because Dad lost his mother at the age of eight and his father was lost at the age of ten.

Although the conditions at home were very bitter, Dad was still raised by his uncle, went to high school, learned an electrician, learned to drive a tractor, and became an electrical commissioner of the production brigade at that time. Mother.

There are six daughters in the mother's family. My grandmother quickly loves this cultural, technical, and loyal and honest quasi -son -in -law. She has a little delicious one and she must keep it for him.

Dad quickly merged into his mother's house. The warmth of the big family made him sweet and let him find "reliance".

Because of the three daughters, the burden on his father's shoulder was a lot heavy. He began to open a tractor to run and transport, and he returned early every day.

Every time Dad comes back, he will bring us a villain book, mint sugar, bayberry, etc.; Every New Year, there will always be new clothes, new shoes, all kinds of good -looking hair flowers, and many firecrackers, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks, fireworks Essence

So far, I remember that Dad took us to put firecrackers by the river, ignited the lead with a lighter, and then quickly threw it into the river, and fried a water splash "bang". Our sister three also belongs to Dad.

In addition, Dad loves singing. He bought the most popular recorder in that era and the kind of tape, and his home would always float at melodious singing. Even after the dad sold the tractor, when he entered the factory, he encountered a dismissal. In the years when his life was very sleepy, the family still had singing.

Dad's naughty, dad's stubbornness, became our home, a very gentle part. It accompanied us to the trough of my father's unemployment. It was very long and long during that time.

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After being a parent, he knew his father's forbearance and silence.

When I was young, I always felt that my dad was the most capable person.

Compared to the father of the young and classmates, I only work hard to make money. I think my father is much more interesting than their dad. He will teach us to sing with a loud manner, drive a tractor to take us to go, and can also carry a large toolbox to check the wire line for others.

However, this "unique" made his father appear to be "the group of chickens"; people in the same village went out to work together to squeeze him in various ideas.

When the father sold the tractor, the source of income in the family became a big problem, and his father was repeatedly frustrated. During that time, his father often drank boring at home, and his family was shrouded in a dull atmosphere.

But despite being angry outside and unwillingness, he insisted on going out to find things. When you go to the construction site, "fighting small workers", tired of hard work, rarely make money every day, often worrying about tuition fees.

Once, in order to allow me to participate in a free visit, my father knocked on the door of the principal's office and asked him to talk about it for a whole afternoon. When I accidentally saw my father out of the principal's office, his sense of weakness made me feel the sadness and forbearance of my father for the first time. Father

After many years, when I became a parent by myself, I knew that my father's power and infinite sadness. For the sake of children, who is unwilling to pour everything? When you have no power to do, the heartache can only swallow alone.

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When his father was old, he gave him the best care to protect the "boy dream" in his heart.

Today, his father is already in his sixties, his voice is no longer loud, his body is no longer upright, and he even has little desire to speak every day. He is full of fear of big and small things.

For example, when you go away, they must be prepared for a long time in advance, and they can't wait to bring the whole home.

Walking on the road and facing cars, they did not know how to take the pace. Faced with modern transportation such as subway, high -speed rail, and aircraft, they knew nothing and was at a loss, like a child.

When I rushed in front of me, when I was coordinated, I realized that my father looked at my eyes. It was like a child. I looked at my father's eyes and infinitely attached to it.

Finally understand that now, it's time to change me to guard my father.

But what can I give my father? When I asked myself, I realized how small it was to be incompetent.

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End words:

Another year of Father's Day, let's change your role and protect the "boy dream" in his father's heart.

Every day in the next life, more companion, more care, and let my father's old age, one more comfortable, more frank.

Author: Rufeng is light and cloudy.

Your happiness, my blessing.

The picture comes from the Internet.

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