After the 90s, I entered the Master: I have handled tens of thousands of remains and never attended the wedding. My mother is not auspicious

Affected by traditional concepts, many people are very taboo to talk about death, and the occupation with death will be considered unlucky.

The profession of entering the division is extremely mysterious in the eyes of ordinary people.

After the 90s, Shandong girl Xin Shasha is a division.

She has been engaged in this job for nearly 10 years, and she has handled tens of thousands.

The industry calls her career as "remains cosmetic master", and they call themselves "professional decentrals".

"I have seen the deceased of the whole body, and I have smelled the odor of the deceased.

"There are those who are all unrecognizable due to a car accident, and there are swollen blisters in the whole body. Sometimes they return home to take a bath and feel that their hands are no longer my own ..."

"I have never dreamed, and I will become a division in the future."

In the third year of high school, Xin Shasha, 18, was a naive child.

Near graduation, the head teacher asked students to pay more attention to the college majors so that they can fill in their volunteers after the college entrance examination.

When turning the newspaper at home, Xin Shasha accidentally saw an advertisement recruiting into the division.

Then she knew that the enlisted division was also called the remains cosmetic. To put it bluntly, she was made up for the dead, sorting out the appearance, and letting them go decent.

Sishasha was born in rural areas. In her impression, people were buried directly after the death.

Even if it is cremation, there is no saying that the appearance of the merit.

The curious seeds were buried in this way, and it was not until the end of the college entrance examination.

The simple thought Xin Shasha, who wants to find a professional and small major in employment.

"Isn't it tailor -made for me?"

On the day of filling in volunteers, Xin Shasha told her parents the profession they wanted to report.

My father listened, blowing his beard staring at:

"I disagree, what does the girl's family make makeup?"

Mother is even more blunt:

"Daughter, this major is too obscure, we don't learn."

Seeing the attitude of his parents, Xin Shasha knew that they would definitely not agree, and in a blink of an eye:

"Well, but I have already reported a professional, and the same is true for changing the major after entering the school."

Parents believe that it is true, but I never expected that this was just the solution of her daughter.

She reports a university in Beijing. The major of her studies is: modern funeral technology and management.

In 2010, Xin Shasha became a freshman in a funeral major.

There are only two classes in this major, which adds up to 80 people. It is the minimum major in the school.

In the first lesson, the teacher played the Japanese movie "Enter the Master".

The film tells the life of a teacher from a novice in a division.

The protagonist observed all kinds of deaths and stared at people who were full of love around the deceased.

Photo source: movie "Entering the Division"

Death is the ending that everyone must face.

Although you are no longer in this world, I still want you to leave in the most beautiful attitude.

After the movie, Xin Shasha's mood could not be calm for a long time.

At that time, there was only one thought in her mind:

"Let life be as gorgeous as summer flowers, and let death be as quiet as autumn leaves."

The fantasy was beautiful, and then Xin Shasha discovered that the reality is far from being as simple as imagined.

"Have you ever seen the body of the deceased in half?"

Xin Shasha not only saw it, but also handed the tools to the master next to him.

When the master saw her bitter, he reminded:

"Don't be afraid, wait for your internship, but you have to make up the body in person."

For Xin Shasha, these words are no less than that of the sky.

Hand -handed operation and theoretical knowledge are completely different.

When Sishasha realized that this job was not as good as described in the movie, regret was too late.

In September 2012, Xin Shasha started a three -month internship in Shenzhen.

The first lesson of the internship, scrub the body for the deceased.

The remains are easy to rot, so the remains of the funeral home are almost refrigerated. Such a body is also the hardest to put on makeup.

Under the guidance of the teacher, Xin Shasha gathered the courage to extend his hand to the cold body.

The moment her hand fell on her body face, her brain was blank.

"I thought I would cry, but not. It's not afraid, it's too scared, people are scared."

When she went back that night, she washed her hand at least 20 times.

With the first time, there is a second and third time ...

Gradually, Xin Shasha was used to it and overcome the fear.

In a blink of an eye, it came to the graduation season.

Everything, as Sishasha originally thought, is really easy to find a job.

As soon as she graduated, she successfully entered the funeral home in Jinan City and became a full -time division.

"What is the significance of this job, do I really want to go this way?"

From the college entrance examination to the entire college career, to step in work, Sisha has always felt confused over the years.

As if there was an invisible hand, everything was arranged in the middle.

What really made her be starting to have a fear and mentality of this industry, it was this thing:

One day, Xin Shasha received a deceased, a 24 -year -old girl who graduated from college.

Due to a car accident, there were several scratches on her face, and the skull was lifted because of external forces, which looked shocked.

The family members took out the selfie of the deceased during their lifetime and said with tears:

"My daughter loves beauty the most during my lifetime, can you do this photo?"

The girl in the photo has a faint makeup on her face and a brilliant smile.

The moment Xin Shasha saw the girl's smile, her heart seemed to be hit by something and her nose was sour. When she finished her makeup for the girl, the girl's mother couldn't help crying: Thank you, thank you ...

At that moment, Xin Shasha found that she had always been uncomfortable and suddenly disappeared.

It is a sense of accomplishment.

"I feel like I feel for the beauty of this world."

She truly felt the value of the job as a division, the feeling of being recognized and trustworthy.

The significance of the existence of the division is not only to let the deceased leave decently, but also let the living people remember their best side and say goodbye to them.

But not everyone can understand and respect this profession.

Sishasha also experienced a period of low valley.

"The landlord knows that after I work in the funeral home, let me move away immediately;

"On the second day of the New Year, we started the construction. I took a taxi back to the unit. When the driver heard the funeral home, his face became very ugly and scolded;

"In the farewell hall, a mother pointed at my nose to educate the child: If you don't study hard, you have to do this job in the future ..."

Even strangers, but even relatives and friends did not understand her profession.

"I never attend the wedding of someone else, because of the day of great joy, it is not appropriate to go to my profession."

Occasionally, in the gym, Sishasha met a man who was a gentle and gentle man.

In the chat between the two, the man learned of her career.

Sisha thought he would cast a strange look like ordinary people.

But not.

The man smiled and said:

"This profession is sacred, like our age, rarely can choose this and persist.

"Sasa, you are great."

Later, the man became Xin Shasha's husband.

After marriage, the two had a son.

However, they rarely return to their hometown.

Because she doesn't want her husband and children to suffer white eyes.

In 2020, at the National Modeling and Advanced Workers' Commendation Conference, Xin Shasha won the honorary title of "National Advanced Workers".

She is the only commendable division in the country.

Before the award, her parents always covered her work; after winning, the parents told her: rustling, do well.

In addition to the changes in parents, there are blessings from relatives and friends.

"They all send me WeChat congratulations."

Before that, she was the sanshasa of everyone's respect; now, she is the most interesting girl in the old Xin family.

In the diary, Sishasha wrote like this:

"The sacred work of the enlightenment teacher affects my perception of life.

"Faced with sad life and death all day, I know how to cherish the good things that have ownership but often ignore."

In the job of joining the division, Xin Shasha has been doing it for nearly 10 years.

In the meantime, she had done her body plastic surgery for tens of thousands of deceased.

she says:

"Usually work, wearing thick work clothes, because it is inconvenient to go to the toilet, so I rarely drink water.

"But when the face of the deceased gradually recovered and could leave peacefully, I didn't feel so bitter."

The director of the movie "Life" once said a paragraph:

"There are two most unpleasant things in life, one is born and the other is death.

"At these two moments, people have lost all their autonomy and rely on the help of others.

"So, the doctors who give you a child are equally great as the funeral officer who sent you away."

Think about it seriously. This is indeed the truth.

Sishasha is like a gatekeeper, sent countless people, and said to them:

Goodbye all the way, goodbye in the next life.

"In my opinion, these are not the deceased, and they are one by one.

"It's just that we are helping them to finish the last journey of life, and we have to give them the last dignity."

This article is authorized to reprint from WeChat public account: Uncle Zhi (ID: zhifoudashu). Author: uncle, freely writer after the 80s. The three views are more wide than the facial features, and the horizon is wider than the eyes; I have never seen you, but I know you than anyone else. Source of this article: Network, if there is any infringement, please contact delete.

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