Liu Yose's hedgehog's choice

On July 17th, actor Liu Yassel became the ninth mainland actress after winning the 40th Golden Awards of Hong Kong Film with the film "Wisdom tooth".

She appeared in the awards ceremony, and she put on a sharp black suit and pants, published her award -winning speech in Cantonese and Mandarin. In the end, she seemed to be shouting to herself, she said, "I didn't cry."

After the news came out, some people reacted, who she was. The response of the other part was that she came here after going through so much.

Liu Yose's real name Liu Xin was born in 1989, 33 years old, but has debuted for 17 years.

In 2004, she was 15 years old and participated in the "Star Academy" of Hunan Economic Vision. The draft program broadcast only in Hunan has unprecedented influence. The producer Long Danni adopted the form of SMS voting for the first time, which caused the audience to boil and carnival. The focus of the carnival that year was Liu Xin. She kept short hair like hedgehogs, and she couldn't sing, and became the "Popular King" of that year.

At the age of 17, she starred in the first film "Thirteen Pao Tong", playing He Feng, who played a rebellious high school student. The film won the 19th Tokyo International Film Festival jury prize, but it has never been released on the cinema.

After that, she was hidden in this circle. She has participated in two more drafts, but did not get too high attention. She also starred in some supporting roles. Until 2012, she played Zhu Xiaobei in "To Our Youth". She cried and smashed the school's supermarket and ended her innocent years.

The other side of life did not have a chance to tell. With a Labrador dog, she couldn't afford the rent of Beijing, traveled to her friend's house, could not afford dog food, and boiled porridge for herself and dogs. When she did not shoot, she would go to some dinner. If she didn't speak, she observed people who came and went, "go to harmony and wast the time."

Today, these thoughts of being wasted, leaving traces on her body, and also brought a special texture to her role.

The film "Wisdom Tooth", which won her award, was shot in 2018. She insisted on meeting the director Zheng Baorui and finally won the role. Wang Tao, who played, was a "person without social identity."

"Character" and Liu Yae's call was one night. The iconic Hunan cavity came from the phone, and she sounded very happy. After winning the prize, it seems that life has not changed. She filmed in Hong Kong, most of the time in the crew, and there was just time on this day.

From 15 to 33, most of the time she can be said to live in a unsatisfactory way. There are deep memories, but there are no complaints, tears and regrets. Because "99%of my choices are made by myself."

The following is the self -report of Liu Yae <

Text ｜ Dai Minjie

Edit ｜ Yao Lu

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Everyone did not expect that I would really get the Golden Award.

Everyone told me that you may not get it, but the camera will face you when it comes, you must not have a black face (laugh). Because I look serious when I think about the problem, I feel that I am unhappy.

But no matter what, you have to prepare a prize to come to power, they tell me so. I said I don't want to prepare. I don't know what my mood is at that time. I don't know if I will cry or laugh. I don't feel much to go to the scene. But in the middle of the awards ceremony, I saw "Wisdom tooth" and won three awards, photography, art, and screenwriters. After these three awards, I suddenly felt that my chance was quite big.

When I sat down on the stage, I started rehearsing what I came on stage to say, mainly to rehearse Cantonese. I just said something on the people on the stage. I was extracting what they said, I could speak in Cantonese, and I was thinking about these words. Fortunately, wearing a mask (laughs). But it was still wrong. When they said that when I came on stage, they said wrong (laugh) to the names of Zheng Baorui (Cantonese).

The moment I took the award on the stage, I didn't cry. I didn't think it was not easy, how hard and excite the mood to look back at this way. Of course I am honored to get this award, and I am very happy that my role can be recognized, but I also know that it is just that this character is recognized.

After Liu Yace won the 40th Golden Awards

After the banquet, I returned home at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night. I was hungry. I took out the leftovers of the leftovers the previous two days. It's my takeaway, spicy incense pot. When I return to normal life, I have to wash dishes and sanitary, so tired, so busy.

After I took a shower, I lay on the bed and started to brush Weibo. What impressed me is that everyone is boasting that when everyone is boasting, this phenomenon is wrong. The news I brushed that day was all saying that I was so inspirational. But in fact, it is an unexpected surprise to me.

Each actor has experienced a lot of suffering, suffered a lot of cold eyes, some people gave up among them, some people still insisted, I don't think there is any pride.

But I would also want to boast that I was particularly angry, and I was worthy of the blow. Because I am a stubborn and strong person, although I don't care about those people say me, I still hope that one day, I can have a work so that you can know that what I said was wrong.

(After winning the prize), my biggest feeling is that I have so many friends. A total of more than a thousand WeChat friends on my mobile phone. I received more than 600 WeChat, everyone came to congratulate me. I returned the message for two days, and each one returned. Otherwise, I am afraid that others will change after I have taken the film and ignore them. In addition to feeling that I have a lot of friends, there is a show I want to go on before, and now I have been looking for me. Looking back on my short 30 years, I think I have had a high time. I have played the role I recognize. I have worked with my favorite director. I have made good movies. I think I am very satisfied. My ups and downs also helped me grow up, and those waste time grew into a current me. For more than ten years, I have encountered many things, many people, how many people have some stimuli and influence on me. In the process, I know them and know myself. I think there are some actors who do n’t have such a good luck. They may not meet the role of Wang Tao in their lives, so I am very satisfied.

Before the Golden Awards were announced, Liu Yose shared photos on Weibo

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Wang Tao is a person without social identity. There are many people with suffering, girls who have been sexually assaulted, people who have made mistakes have never been forgiven, people who have no money and wandering ... When playing Wang Tao, I always think of these people.

When I was a kid, I didn't recognize myself as an actor, I just played. When I became a wisdom tooth, when I became Wang Tao, I felt that I was worthy of the identity of the actor. From the first work to "Wisdom tooth", after 13 years, I waited for my second female No. 1.

Of course, I do n’t care so much about acting as the protagonist. I have played so many green leaves. How can I not love green leaves? It is just that I think that a director is willing to give you important roles. This feeling of trust is very good.

At the beginning, what I saw was only a very simple character about Wang Tao. One of them describes, the type they want is "Girls with Dragon Tattoo". I just watched that movie, and I also like that character very much. I asked the agent at the time to contact the deputy director, and the deputy director said that he hoped to record a clip of a trial show to the director. I said I couldn't record it, because I had no chance to see the director when I recorded it.

They said that the director was not in Beijing. I said it was okay. When the director came to Beijing, I would see him. I think the test scene is just what I performed, and I haven't seen the script, I can't play what the director wants. I think this may be a curse, because until now, I have not tried all the dramas I played, and I have tried the role of the show. There is no one who chose me.

I waited for two months, and the director finally came to Beijing. On the day of the meeting, I set me.

We met in the cafe. He chatted with me and asked me the question. Then I answered truthfully, just like a friend. He probably told me the story of "Wisdom tooth" and Wang Tao. I said at the time that it was so suitable for me, I was a street slippery. And you see, I have been drifting from a young age, and I have always rely on myself.

Liu Yose plays Wang Tao in the movie "Wisdom tooth"

From the age of 15, to 33 years, many people are educating me during my growth. I want to change me and ask me to accept some rules, but I do n’t. Even after I took the movie today, some people will start to say what resources behind me. No one believes that you can go to this day by relying on your own efforts.

I will prove it to them. My requirement is not to be red, but I have a play. And the good director I encountered, willing to choose my director, not because of who I am, or what I have to do with him. Since I finished filming the first movie, I always believe that I will meet people like me and those who understand me. I don't need to do whatever I do, he knows what I look like.

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I was making my first movie before deciding to be an actor. That year I have participated in "Star Academy". I know that one year of actor's study class, I went to Beijing. When others asked me what you went out, I said I went to study.

I was very lucky, and I was really selected in that school. The deputy director came to the school, and each class selected a few people, recorded videos, and introduced themselves. At that time, six or seven children in our class were selected to meet the director, and he asked us to read a line. I read it there like a textbook. After reading it, we left.

After a few days, I went back to my hometown on May 1st. Because at that time I was still a draft singer. I go back to Hunan to record a show, and I can earn hundreds of living expenses. At that time, I didn't have a mobile phone. I don't know where the producer came from the phone from my home and called me, saying that the director wanted to see you again. I said I wouldn't go, I said I was on vacation, I still have a show to record. I said that if I went to see you and you didn't choose me, I didn't have to come back. The train ticket was very expensive.

The uncle of the producer said that the director really wanted to see me again. I said I really don't go, I really can't take a vacation. He said, then choose you. So casual, right? He said he chose you. I said what do you choose me to play? He said female No. 1. I didn't have been an actor at the time, and I did not have a long -term filming. The female No. 1 was not so attractive to me. The director is Director Lu Le. I actually didn't watch movies when I was a kid, and I didn't know who Uncle Lu was.

I said you're sure, don't lie to me, go to you and don't choose me anymore. He said it's sure, you come. I never thought about whether it was a scammer or something, I really packed up my luggage and went to Beijing, and then followed them to Sichuan to enter the group. One month when shooting "Thirteen Papear Tungs", I don't understand what the performance is. I didn't even understand the script. I only knew what I wanted to say and what was about what was about. After the whole story is finished, I don't feel anything, so I feel fun. Because playing a high school student is similar to my age, the children who filmed together were children. I seemed to have found the feeling of school and felt very happy.

Picture source movie "Thirteen Pa Tong"

After shooting from October, the director took me to the Tokyo Film Festival. For the first time, I saw my play on the big screen. At that moment, I had an inexplicable sense of excitement, which was even greater than standing on the stage. It may be very vanity when I was a kid. After watching the movie, the audience was applauding. Because everyone will applaud at the movie festival. At that moment, I felt more loud than I was standing on the stage, because they all applauded by me, but they didn't know who I was. They like my avatar very much, the character I played. It's me, but it's not me. This feeling is so mysterious.

On the day of the Golden Awards, I originally wanted to wear jeans to the scene. I just want to go back to me 17 -year -old. I like myself at that time. I am ignorant and fearless, very brave, very public, and very self. And what I always want to prove is that your work will make you the brightest one on the spot, not the shiny clothes you wear. This was what I felt when I was a kid, because when I participated in the Tokyo Film Festival, I was very living and casual dressing. No one told me that you wanted to make up and you want to wear a dress. The director and I were dressed very casually and went to the stage, and there were also applause underneath.

17 -year -old Liu Yae wore jeans to participate in the Tokyo Film Festival

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At the age of 15, I went to "Star Academy" because of playfulness, paying 50 yuan for registration fees, and I didn't want to waste, so I came to the stage to sing.

But I have a sense of sixth feelings. Everyone should go to the game that day, so I stayed there until 7 o'clock, listening to them to read the names of being promoted. I don't know what the power left me there, and I kept listening to their names. One, two or four, seemed to only seven people a day, and the last name reads me. I went in, I was promoted and promoted all the way.

At that time, it was like a dream, and the (Gold) Golden Awards did not have that dream this time.

I can only understand many things later. Why do so many people like me? Because it is a child, simple. Coupled with many people scold me, someone will sympathize with me at this time, and someone will help me speak.

When I was a kid, I left short hair to participate in "Star Academy" because I was injured before. I had four stitches on my head. I had to shave my hair and I left short hair. Later, I went to participate in the draft because everyone liked it and was classified as the so -called neutral style.

15 -year -old Liu Yae participated in "Star Academy"

As soon as the hair is cut short, it will not be long, and it will last for several years. The reason why my hair is longer now is because there is too much time to shoot too much. After you see me "To Youth", it is good to shoot "Hurry That Year" or the current scene. One point, because they all followed the characters. After being an actor, I have not realized the hairstyle and hair color I want. They are all the characters that make me cut. The character makes me dye, so do it. So that I have dyed my hair too many times now, and I have lost my hair, which is serious.

At that time, I was liked by many people, and I was happy and many question marks. I don't know why everyone likes me. I go to singing shows. I sing and run. What do you like? Is it because I look good? So that at that time, I felt that I was not good at good at that time. At that time, I really had a lot of fans, and I felt a little ashamed of them at that time. Because after the entire draft, they still like me very much, or send me things on the post bar every day.

Because I was very young at the time, I suddenly liked so many people, and I really felt that I couldn't carry it. Then I had to find something worthy of their favorite. For those who like me, I have some responsibilities. I felt that I was filming at the time, and I had a work. After shooting "Thirteen Pa Tong", I also went to my post, and told the fans that you will not come here to post these posts in the future. I will make a movie in the future. When I came out in the future, you went to the cinema to watch my movie.

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As a result, I went to the draft again.

In 2007 and 2009, I went to "My Type My Show" and "Happy Girls". I am not going to sing. It was just because I did not make a movie after "Thirteen Pao Tong", because the movie was not released on the theater line. For most people, I am the same as I have never made a movie.

I participated in the draft and I hope that some people can know me and give me the opportunity to make a movie. I simply thought that more people knew me and knew that I had filmed, I would find me to perform.

Participate in the draft, and no one is looking for me. In fact, there are a lot of acupuncture performances to find me, but I know that I do n’t sing well. I am still very ambitious and face -to -face, and I am also responsible, so I do n’t want to go. Liu Yose's OP combination

In 2009, I lived in Tongzhou, Beijing, and took my dog ​​to a family of alumni to live in my hometown. I couldn't afford the rent. If there is no money to participate in the competition, the one -month rent of Beijing is my mother's one month's salary. That was my hardest stage. It doesn't matter if I suffer from bitterness, but my dog ​​can't afford dog food, and I really feel a little sad. The vegetable market is six dollars a pound, which is very expensive. As long as one piece of rice is 5 yuan, then I buy rice, and I boil porridge, thinking that it is nutritious to put a little radish and cabbage. It eats a iron pot, I eat a small bowl. One thing I am more than a dog is the old godmother. It is a Labrador, who is thinner and has no nutrition.

I also went to be a model of Rao Xueman and earned 500 yuan. At that time, I felt that my wish to be a plane model was fun, and I felt fun, so I went, it had nothing to do with money. She also took me to the signing meeting with me. I ran a lot of places. I was very happy when I was busy. I also gave me a song at the time. Every time I go to her signing meeting, I will sing a song in the bookstore. But I am willing to sing, because it is my own song. I am not able to perform acupoints, but I want to sing my own song.

In the middle of the filming of "Pao Tong" and "To Youth", I have shot a play, and I have never mentioned it because it is not a good experience. That was the third year after I finished filming, the movie in 2010, "Not to Quit Smoking". It's not because I really want to perform, but because I really need a play, I need to make money. I signed an appointment with the company and then filmed that scene. But because I am not a mature actor, I will be filming after three years, and I will definitely not find it. I am a bit rusty for me not to shoot for two or three months. So in the process of filming that scene, I was actually hit hard. I felt that I couldn't act, and I couldn't find the comedy feeling they wanted. Then three or four years later, "To Youth". So for me, I think I was wasted in the past few years.

In 2011, I especially wanted to give up. At that time, my cousin worked in Beijing. She rented a house and I had a place to live. But my sister is leaving, and I have no place to live. What should I do?

I moved 10 times in the past few years. I think I am still young. Those brothers and sisters are still willing to take me to play, and they are willing to cook and eat me, so that I live in their house. Later, I grew into an adult. If you think about it, it has been a few more than 20, and I can't continue to stay at other people's house. At that time, I felt that I had been supporting it for seven years, for a long time.

I was thinking about whether to return to my hometown. The house retired in February in February of the year, but in November that year, I received a call from the deputy director of "To Youth". When I saw the director, I set me down. I really feel lucky. After filming "To Youth", I signed the company. The first condition I talked was that you had to pay me 15,000 every month. I returned you if I earn money.

Because I want to rent a house, I want to live. I was 23 years old that year, and I was going to be an adult.

Liu Yose plays Zhu Xiaobei in "To Youth"

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After Zhu Xiaobei of "To Youth", I realized that I entered this circle in one foot. My self -cognition is different from the cognition of others. Like many people say that I am a draft singer, in fact, I always think that I am just a draft player. Although I have made a movie, no one knows that I am an actor. After filming "To Youth", I knew it would be released, and I also signed the company, and I felt that I had a little relationship with this circle.

After signing the company, I felt that I found a sense of security, and someone took care of me. At that time, I was adolescence. I don't know what I will grow up. I am afraid that I will deteriorate myself. I also changed my name and changed from Liu Xin to Liu Yae. Because Liu Xin's name is very common, I don't want Baidu to search my name on Baidu. I want my name to be my stuff, I was very strong when I was a kid.

After filming "To Youth", he performed "Waiting for the Wind" and "The Year of the Hurry", which are also some small characters in the movie. I was confused at that time, and I was afraid and anxious, because I grew up slowly, many newcomers came out, the Internet was so developed, and the traffic age was coming, so I also wanted to try TV series. In the middle, I opened a studio with my agent for two years. But in the past few years, it has become the capital era. It is necessary to invest in projects and use their own artists. So when I was going to make a choice, I performed the Tang Dynasty TV series, and the Tang people had to sign me. I thought that the Tang people had (production) drama, so I went.

For a long time, I was really awkward. I made TV series, online big movies), and I have tried any types of variety shows. The excuses and reasons I find myself is that life, try more, and not bad.

Two days ago, I also brushed that video. In "The actor, please", a teacher said me, do you know what the actor is the most important? My answer at that time was that the most important thing of the actor was to believe in their roles and also convinced the audience. He said, no, the most important thing of actors is to have aesthetics of their performance.

Now I want to say that as an actor, I have no way to have aesthetics to my performance, because I can't examine my performance at all. Only after the performance can I see my performance. The audience needs to be aesthetically aesthetic to the actor's performance. I think as an actor, he is the simplest (most important) that there is no need to design. If every performance is designed, you can only say that you have high skills, but you may not be honest enough. So I still think that it is the most important thing to believe in the role, and it is difficult to do this.

He Feng in "Thirteen Pa Tong", Xiaobei in "To Youth", and Wang Tao of "Wisdom tooth", will have an out of control and pain. Many people say that you can only play this type of drama. I want to say, it ’s not what I want to choose to perform like this, the director chose. The director told me today that I do n’t perform like this, I will not perform that, I can change.

I am actually an actor who will not imitate. I do n’t have the basis of four years (performance learning). I do n’t have a teacher to teach me some skills. It happens that the director of the first movie I made does not need skills. I hope I am pure natural nature reaction. So it makes me feel that acting depends on feelings, depending on experience, and skills can accumulate more through practice.

When I filmed "Wisdom tooth", I often walked to the deep water in Hong Kong for two or three kilometers, letting myself enter that kind of environment. I saw those unimaginable dilapidated houses. Someone lived in such a small space. The children got married and had children, and their parents were kicked out. I saw a weed stubborn from them, and they worked hard to live. Some people picked up some tattered carton boxes and giving themselves a home. From them, you can't see the pitiful and need to win your sympathy. They are all very self and disdain the eyes of others. They just have nothing to do, they are lying down, in a daze, and watching the people coming and going on the street are expressionless. I really saw some courage from them.

The advantage of being able to perform with instinct is to be able to be closer to the role, and the disadvantage is that it hurts the body. During the period of shooting "Wisdom teeth", I took a bath every day and found that every part of my body had scars. There is no way to control this. This role is needed. Those who hit me are merciless, but I told them that the camera was really close, and asked them to play a more real. And for me, these are just leather injuries, and you have not chopped me with a real knife. Just use some wooden sticks and rubber sticks to hit me. Although there will be some pain, it will not bleed.

The process of becoming Wang Tao is like escaping at the secret room. You have to ask me what to prepare, I really don't. Thank you very much for my opponent actor family. He has given me the character relationship between the characters. So when I was filming with him, I knew that the acting did not need to be designed. Our emotions were flowing. I should reach out in this place. Without these, it happened naturally.

The opponent's drama of Liu Yose and Lin Jiadong in "Wisdom tooth"

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Looking back at the shooting process of "Wisdom tooth", the first picture of the thought should be the scene I was lying on the bed. It was taken when I was about to kill, lying on the bed, and I felt hollowed out. My acting career could pay so much for a role, and I hollowed out all of me. worth.

For myself, I don't want to end it. After the end I return to reality, I don't know where I will work next.

After playing "Wisdom tooth", my life has not changed much. After more than half a year, I have the opportunity to play "Mai Lu". After filming "Mai Lu", I went to the net and played some inexplicable scenes. I am really tangled in this process. I think I also made some plays to survive, and I really think so. I have to pay the rent. I have to survive. I can earn more or less. I can earn this year, which does not mean that I can earn next year. But when I made some money, I could live, and I started to pick the script.

I made the first scene, I think it was for fans, and I finally had something to make you like me. The middle filming is to survive and eat. When I filming can satisfy my life, my parents' lives, I can have more right to choose. The acting now is that I think the process of creation is what I want to pursue the most, not the result.

Now, whenever I have no way to pay for my role, there is no way to discuss with the director for my role. Whenever I think my role is not so important, I will think of Wang Tao. I still hope that I can create my role, rather than selling my emotions like a machine. I don't want to be a tool.

I am still worried that I can't get better characters, because there are very few female characters in the movie market. I don't want to play some popular characters. I want to play some slightly special characters. I also know my own type. You said you are looking for a beautiful actor and grabbing a lot. What I survived, it may be that some people can't do it.

If I am a small animal, I think it should be hedgehogs. Because I have a lot of thorns, although I have been pulled out, there are still a lot of me. Hedgehogs are not unable to touch, but if you are hard, you will stab for you. And I am young, they can't see it. Now I also think not many people see (laugh). Liu Yose's selfie

Many people think that I have experienced so much, how can I be 33 years old, I think my life is rich. But in fact, there are only so many things I do every year. I think my life is quite simple. The naive part of my body accounts for 60%, and the mature parts account for 40%. The mature part is my career. I looked at the moment when I was standing on the stage on the stage. I found that I was so calm and mature. I felt that I had grown into an adult myself, but I was not in private.

The naive part is my life. After I get old, I must go back to his hometown Hengyang. Because my mother was there, I came out for so long, only my relatives and friends in that place. My grandmother and mother taught me to be strong. Now that my grandmother is in her 80s, I have lived alone for more than 30 years. She has been living longer than me. She did not live with her children. Until now, she lives alone by herself. She can't see her eyes, her legs and feet are not good, but she still cooks by herself. She is strong and can bear loneliness and loneliness. My mother is filial, and I always think that my mother is so filial. How could her daughter born not filial, so she must go back to take care of them when she is old.

And I never thought that I could buy a room in Beijing, and I never thought that I would fly Huang Tengda and live a good life in another city. I think I still want to go back to my hometown when I get old, I like there.

Of course, what I yearn for is freedom. This freedom is economic freedom, freedom of life, and freedom of thought.

I think the best story on my body is that of course I have encountered many people who need to thank, but every choice is made by myself. After I left home, I walked today, and 99%of my choices have made myself. I am very grateful to myself and rely on myself to grow into a me. This is also my proud place.

Liu Yose is with his family

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