Liao Huage: That rich and simple girl smile

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The hot waves lasted for a few days of high temperature weather. On this night, it finally ushered in a rainy rain. Everything was excited to sucked Gan Lin, and the coolness eventually made the summer heat.

At more than two o'clock in the morning, I was still brushing my mobile phone for a long time. Suddenly I saw the circle of friends jumping out of a campaign: Professor, doctoral supervisor, and famous literary critic Liu Siqian, a professor, doctoral supervisor, and famous literary critic. At 16:00 on July 18th, he died in Zhengzhou at the age of 89.

I watched it a few times, yes, it was Teacher Liu. Sadness rushed, I seemed to come to a river that had flowed all the last drops of water. Although people stood quietly, they were so sad that they couldn't think of tears like that. Stranged violently on the glass window again and again.

Regardless of the Tang Tu that disturbed the night, I forwarded this cricket to the former director of Henan Daily's deputy publication department, vice chairman of the provincial work, and famous writer Wang Gang.

Teacher Wang quickly replied: Thank you for the news that his sister came in early in the morning. I just learned that I just learned ... Teacher Liu Siqian simply finished her life, and became a typical sample of modern knowledge women. May Teacher Liu rest in peace!

Is there no night rain outside the window, is it because of the departure of Teacher Liu?

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Teacher Liu has edited a set of "11 women prose in the 1990s" series, including Zongyu, Tie Ning, Ye Meng, Xiaomin, Si Yan, Li Peizhi, Wang Yingqi, Chen Danyan, Su Su, Guo Shumin. List in it.

At that time, I was contacted by a graduate disciple of Teacher Liu. Every time she told me the request of Teacher Liu and the subtle places that needed to be changed. She is strict, persistent, sincere, and silent, which makes me feel deeply so deep and deep, and the road of literature is not cold.

Teacher Liu used the title of "Literature Women who wrote prose" to preface this series of books. She commented on the second prosperous period of Chinese literature in the 1980s from the first modern female writer group "May 4th" female writer in China. , Nara .... Then to comment on each writer of this series: "They are persistent idealists. The ideal is that the rainbow in their hearts is the peak of the soul for life."

Later, I learned that Teacher Liu was mainly engaged in Chinese modern and contemporary literature and Chinese modern and contemporary female literature teaching and research work. It was one of the founders of Chinese female literature. It was the earliest doctoral tutor in the country's research direction in the country. He was criticized in literary reviews in literary reviews. He has achieved breakthrough results with female literary research, and has won many provincial and ministerial achievements awards.

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I got the summer of more than two years after I got this series of books, and I saw Teacher Liu for the first time. Invited by the famous writer Qiao Dianyun, Mr. Liu Siqian and Teacher Wang Gang went to my hometown to interview. They stopped in Nanyang for a short time.

That day, when I saw Mr. Liu, who had been looking forward to guessing and imagination in my heart, I was surprised. With a plain skirt, she smiled clearly, pure, and quietly as a girl. What do you say? It seems a bit of a little girl Li Qingzhao's "harmony". I was only excited and happy, and I secretly prepared the "thank you" from the lungs for a long time, and I didn't say it after all. Without the gift of teachers and students, we are more like a long -term reunion, and we will talk freely: weather, clothes, kiwi, Woolf, sports, Master Kang's instant noodles, how to make fresh chestnuts without insects ... When the topic returns to modern and contemporary women During the writer's creation and works, Mr. Liu suddenly seemed very serious and focused. Her eyes made extremely happy and happy, and her pure eyes were more clear and clear. The gaze is the presentation of the soul. People with such a gaze, Jiang Tianhan clearly, the article does not stain the dust ...

Teacher Liu praised Teacher Wang's work. She said very much that Teacher Wang had a valuable creative quality, that is, the artistic experience of the artistic feeling of life, and reading Teacher Wang's work. "Grassland" and Xiao Hong's "The Biography of the Hulan River", but it is clear and has a strong sense of the times and Wang Gang's characteristics ...

It is recognized by the academic community that Mr. Liu, who has always been serious and individual, at this moment, the simple and gentle eyes at this moment, a few clear lakes are gently rippling.

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Two years, when I went out of the prose collection, I sent a pack of manuscripts to Teacher Liu and asked her to preface. Teacher Liu immediately agreed. For a long time, she sent me a pale yellow envelope, which contains more than 5 pages of handwriting. She almost commented on each manuscript, and made a more comprehensive and detailed review and comment on my creation direction. At the same time, she did not avoid the weight, but put forward a very willing criticism. This full encouragement, care, and hope, let me who do not know the height of heights and the earth can not wait to show the "preface" to some Wenyou before the book is completed ...

I am busy registering to send the "preface" to the publisher, and I did not copy a consciousness of preserving the original. The leaders and editors of the ecstatic publisher read Mr. Liu's "True True", and I would definitely see me high. At a glance, maybe it is more convenient to publish a book in the future!

Sure enough, the deputy editor -in -chief of the publisher of the business quickly re -letter to me, appreciated the "preface", and also enthusiastically and politely instructed me to contact us, and had time to go to the society to drink tea and talk.

Of course, I understand that Mr. Liu's "preface" gives me the result of "promotion". Compared with the situation before and after the publishing house, it is really different. In the air, I thanked Teacher Liu in silence! Her clear, pure, and bright eyes flowed in my heart ...

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Xu is my too showing off and Zhang Yang will inevitably be punished. Xu is that I do n’t deserve the “preface” that Teacher Liu is so encouraged and full of hope. Suddenly fell from the sky, and the editor -in -chief and the deputy president were very sorry to tell me that Teacher Liu's "preface" really did not know where to go. Let Teacher Liu know that they were lost, because a selection of topics in cooperation with Teacher Liu in the society is being discussed and must not be affected by Ding. They said that I had helped me think about the reason, and I said that I had no experience. Because I was worried about Teacher Liu, I do n’t know if I could write a “preface”. At the same time, I asked a teacher to write. The publisher was early, and I received the "preface" of Teacher Liu. Now the book is coming out now, and I can only wait for the next time I publish it. Of course, the deputy president promised that the teacher wrote "preface" was responsible, and he didn't need to manage it.

I do n’t know how I ’m going to conspire with the publishing house. In the future, Ai Ai said lies to the beloved teacher Liu. I only felt that there was no doubt that Mr. Liu, who had always been clear and simple. She only said that she did n’t delay time. "Preface" is aimed at this book, I'm afraid that it is not easy to use the book next time.

On the phone, I clearly felt that she was full of concern and pure and transparent smiles, such as the beam filled with every inch of my heart ...

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This guilt always torments me but can't let it go. I admit that I am very selfish. For future books, I don't want to be unhappy with the publisher, so I have to use a lies to support the time between Teacher Liu. Teacher Liu, who has always been convinced of this, later talked with several writers and critics in the literary world very concerned about my writing. She lamented: "I wrote her 'preface', but she did not use ... … I have been following her writing these years. " When I heard these words, my heart was very sad. A heavy sense of guilt made me never face her innocent eyes; but at the same time, I was deeply relieved that I was always in the care of Teacher Liu In the eyes ...

Sorry, Teacher Liu! Faced with you and Mr. Wang, our three photos of the Holy Temple in the Medical Holy Temple, I deeply regret it. Although this confession is too late, it is the gratitude of the soul -let Teacher Wang witness my piety!

The most comfortable relationship between people is not the second back of the information, not a call to the right, but that there is a kind of reassuring power between each other, and it has always existed.

The beloved teacher Liu's moral articles, the style of the style is eternal; her rich and simple girl smiles has always shine on me and us, giving us warmth and peace of mind. Over time!

May Teacher Liu rest in peace!

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