Ten years have passed, and I finally admit that I have loved him

01

Recently, I like nostalgia and like to listen to old songs.

I found that some songs and single cycles in my song list, but never shared it. The reason is that it is too shameful.

For example, this "Bad Girl", from name to lyrics, is a little embarrassed.

But as soon as the prelude, I could still hum, and the words were very clear.

After I was 95, when we surfed the Internet, we circulated such a sentence, "Xu Liang broke up every day, Wang Suzhen loves it, Xu Song wants his girlfriend every day." We copy lyrics every day.

For a long time, I don't dare to admit that I like this song. Taking the relationship together, there is that adolescent, with a little recklessness, stupidity and non -mainstream self.

Now I miss it.

Just like a ridicule on the Internet, "Listening is still oblique bangs, and then listening to the Mediterranean."

02

Putting a epidemic, the memories of the past suddenly began to attack me.

At that time, there were always many feelings, and many emotions were about to be revealed. It is also important to think of these.

QQ space is the most important zone.

At most, you can see 30 dynamics a day. I can't wait to show you the mood two years ago, there is no "only three days to be visible".

Xu Songshuai, a "washing, cutting and blowing" hairstyle, also needs to show his melancholy temperament. No one will feel this soil.

I remember at that time, QQ had a dynamic function of listening to songs. Listening to "The Rain on the Qingming Rain" and "Luzhou Moon" were sentimental and cultural. The classmate records the "Favorite Song" column, and must also fill in "Broken Broken Snow".

The net name is also related to some unknown emotions.

I still remember to register the QQ number on the Internet for the first time.

Reader@读 said that he liked Wang Suzhen at that time. The first net name was his "buried winter", and the second was "exclusive taste".

There are all kinds of sad stories in the space log.

You may have heard the most widely on the one. It means that Xu Song's net name VAE is to commemorate the girlfriend who leaves. Many of his songs are also written for that girl. In fact, it is also a fabrication.

Everyone publicized the "love", and "the rest of his life" was easily mentioned. It's funny and shameful.

After listening to a psychological psychologist for a while, the anchor said that the most precious part of young love is that there is no removing charm. You will have a lot of imagination and bring more satisfaction.

03

Now seeing the interaction of people and people at the time was also covered with nostalgic filters.

Reader@小 读 said that he likes a boy in high school. Smart phones are not popular. I want to talk to him after school and wait on QQ. Wait anxiously. At that time, QQ had a function called online but hidden. Only when he talked to you, his avatar jumped.

There is a clip that thinks so far.

But now think about it, the most precious thing is the personal expression of only that age.

Although "stupid", it is directly. Unlike the song "Static" written by Zhang Wei in his teens, "I suspect that people's lives are concealed."

At that time, our expression never concealed.

We often ask questions and ask a lot of? Xu Song sang in "Dialogue Teacher",

"I don't like endorsement and does not mean confused/Everyone must choose the way that suits them."

"I can't write a review of the textbook half of the textbook/you have the ability to learn from Mr. Wu Liu."

Xu Liang sang in "Bad",

"There are too many rules in this world/I'm a little upset

I don't want to be the same as others/so I'm stubborn

Everyone has a dream/I have delusional. "

At that time, although the heads were buried in all kinds of "monthly exams" and "mid -term exams", they were far from the roughness of reality. In the dance group, they changed to dress, buying a sports car, and falling in love. Life was broad enough.

Like living in a vacuum state.

There are a lot of strength to love, sentimental, doubt, resistance ... as if living in a vigorous emotion that changes everything.

Just like Xu Liang's song: "I want to go home/do my dream/even if the wind will be large/waves will be large/but I have power."

At that time, we really believed that we had power.

04

I wrote here, I turned over the calendar and found that today it is a hot summer. But now in summer, feel is very different.

So far, the most important memory in my life has happened in summer. Graduation and love with people who graduate and say goodbye to those who like it. They are all summer.

Summer was once warm, wet, full of vitality. But I listened to my friends that I don't like summer now. Summer is a season for young people.

I also remembered a detail. Xu Song's recent appearance. What he shared has become very practical. The feeling of graduation, how to apply for a job, and how to do your resume.

A long time ago, I have watched a Japanese drama called "Can't Be a Beast". There is a plot in it, which is the bell that people can't hear.

They talked,

"Humans are gradually losing various abilities in the process of evolution: hearing, vision, and smell, and then intuition.

The more developed the brain, the stronger the thinking ability, and the intuition becomes less sensitive. Is that evolution?

From the perspective of improving cultural level and improving social adaptability, it is evolution. "

But when the words turned around, he also said, "From the perspective of losing the bell, it is degeneration."

Youth gradually retired from life.Our keen, direct, and fierce seemed to be gradually degenerating.

In 2019, an unexpected and unexpected news, QQ announced the opening of the cancellation function.

I did not log out and always used my net name. I had to cover my face and felt shameful.I always feel that everything will not change without changing the net name.

Writing: Zou Yu

Editor: Ding Ding

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