My loneliness and loneliness

In early 1989, "People's Daily" Li Zheliang's article "The Monology of 'Lonely'" (8th edition of January 24). The article wrote: "The author of" Biolun Biography "said: Poets like Byron will not be able to have his peers. His parents, wives, and friends could not understand him. "

As mentioned in the article, "This is undoubtedly sad! So some people are afraid of loneliness and curse loneliness. But from ancient times to the present, those persistent pioneers, farms, originals, and today's reformers often have no understanding encounter". The five -year life experience of Jujing has deeply appreciated this. A person who is numb to the universe and life will never have a sense of loneliness. And loneliness and loneliness are the most trusted "peers" in life.

"From the perspective of aesthetic, loneliness is both a kind of situation, but also a aesthetic mentality that mobilizes 'creative potential'" (quoted in the same time). Living in Beijing, he spent more than four years as a single office. After work, after get off work, I started a lonely night when I returned to the desk after dinner. Light outside the window. Write, do articles, feel the happiness of work; reading, thinking about things, and appreciation of life optimism; every article published in newspapers and periodicals to enjoy the excitement of the career. Even when I received a gift from the editorial department during the day The newspapers or manuscripts can only feel the greatest happiness on a lonely night.

Like a new toy who has just arrived, he will look at the gifts or remittances that have been sent or remittances ... Lonely diligence, good news in loneliness, life is like this, suffering and sweetness. In this way, more than 1,000 nights, the silent world, the suitable atmosphere, "quiet is empty,‘ empty is aura ’s exchanges’. I really experience.

On Sunday, a lonely day of "Slam" rushed to the office early Sunday, where the loneliness of the day was enjoyed. So there was another lonely day- "Sunday, my sun".

"From the perspective of personality beauty, it also needs to be lonely, dare to set up another stream, and the character of censure" (with the same front). There is also a difficult beginning to enjoy loneliness. Fortunately, thanks to a text of Mr. Liu Haili.

In the autumn of 1984, he came to work in Beijing and read his words in "Reader Digest": "You are young and are energetic. It is a good time to learn. You must be lonely. , Do n’t go to the excitement, do n’t appear in the society for the time being, there ’s nothing. When you really achieve your achievements, you will always remember you in the society, you will never be deserted, you will not be lonely. This is my experience." (Liu Hai Su: "To be lonely" "Reader Digest" 1984, No. 9, No. 38, No. 7). I believe that Mr. Liu's experience is more believed that this is not only for artists, but this is the true meaning of all sciences. As a result, overcoming the puzzles of the first loneliness and enjoying loneliness persistently.

Now, getting married and becoming a family, the sense of loneliness in life is reduced. I go home from get off work every day and talk to my family. It is also a happy life. But I am still nostalgic for my single lonely time, as I said in that article, even my parents, wives and friends are difficult to understand. Whenever I was sitting alone in front of my desk on a silent night, I felt particularly excited and my head was particularly sober. Maybe, I have formed excitement at this moment, so this is even more meaningful.

Celebrities in Chinese and foreign history have a deep sense of loneliness. Napoleon's sadness was not conquered by the sadness of departure from hometown, but it was not on Elba and Saint -Herle, but under Ostlz, Jear and Pyramid. Chinese historical celebrities, Chen Ziang, issued the call sign of "the ancients who don't see the ancients before, and the coming of the coming later", and expressed a certain degree of loneliness, so there was a verse that "the ancient sages are lonely".

Some people say that the privilege of men can become lonely. The realm of only a lonely man can be begged. Among the ten -year youth, you must experience the limit of loneliness. It is determined to climb the Himalayas and cross the Pacific alone. This is the loneliness that may be pursued in ten years of youth. The lonely is the world that is both quiet and full of freedom.

I am still young and have a long journey to go. The brief experience is very limited, but I agree that "the first element of men's qi is the spirit of lonely fighting." Here, quoting a word of loneliness at the end: "Get lonely, cherish loneliness, although it is heavy, it will lead you to the kingdom of successful career."

(Ma Xiushan September 1, 1989)

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