If life is just like the first sight: Yu Dafu's storm and love

In 1936, Yu Dafu was officially completed in Hangzhou's newly settled "wind and rain and cottage". According to Yu Dafu's plan, he will spend the rest of his life with his wife and children in this place, and will no longer live. If so, his love story with the second wife may be another ending. Nine years ago, Yu Dafu and Wang Yingxia met for the first time, and then fiercely pursued her ... Their love was the famous "unborn marriage" in the literary world of the Republic of China. And Hangzhou's storms are an important testimony of this love. However, with the original plan, in the last ten years of life, Tu Dafu lived in a few time. With the outbreak of the Anti -Japanese War, the crushing of the mountains and rivers, in the great era, his feelings and Wang Yingxia's feelings inevitably ended. What does it mean to Yu Dafu? Why did the feelings between Yu and Wang fail to complete it? The author Li Lu in this article uses the wind and rain, and in the special stage of "home", to explore the dormant behind Yu Dafu's works, his true emotions, experience and personality weaknesses; through the love story between Yu and Wang, We can also see the changes in the times. The following section is selected from "Shi Zi Night Lantern" (Life · Reading · Xinzhi Sanlian Bookstore Published).

—— 茅 — the former residence of Yu Dafu

Wen | Li Lu

Finally, the officials were found in the field officials. Hangzhou was in the rain, and there was no one in hollow in the courtyard. Zhongtai is free. Picking up, standing under the corridor watching the water curtain surrounded by the curtains, there is indeed a leisurely mood of fishing and smoking smoke. In such rainy cities such as Hangzhou, design is both practical and poetic. This is really a home built by a poet.

On April 25, 1933, Yu Dafu took his wife and children to this time, and it was also a heavy rainy day. The family's clothes were wet, and it was still difficult to hide the excitement of the beginning of a new life. As soon as I arrived, I kept arranging. Nearby is the famous Lone Mountain, as well as the Zhejiang Library -the European -style building that was made in 1928, which is still well preserved. The fragrance of the book is elegant, and the mountains are surrounded by the water, which is the place where the literati live.

Stormy and rainy cottage

The wind and windy building is dark, and the hidden mountain swears.

Good things are just jealous of me, buy five lakesters first for Jun.

In 1927, Yu Dafu wrote this poem and gave Hangzhou girl Wang Yingxia, who had only seen one side but never forgotten. If you do n’t change your mind, you will eventually be fixed. The love of the world is also difficult to escape. They have spent a few years in Shanghai that have spent a few years in Shanghai, the cold war, love, and consumption of each other. In 1933, as if to find the original beauty, Yu Dafu suddenly fulfilled his promise and decided to go away with Wang Yingxia's "Fanwu Lake", and he was lonely.

"Around the house, there must be a wider corridor; the interior of the house needs a little light." Now it seems that the storms are indeed created according to his mind, but the furnishings in the house are no longer the same as that year, and they can only find a few traces with his description in the text of Wang Yingxia.

Hangzhou

"Yu Dafu has extraordinary wisdom and has a peerless talent, but whenever he turns his brain and his temper, he will not control himself before and after he can control himself." After spending more than a year of sweet time, Wang Yingxia Start to appreciate the pain of living with geniuses. With a little bit of mouth or depression, Yu Dafu ran away from home. If he had nothing to come back in a few days, he would not say goodbye in a few days. Wang Yingxia gave birth to three children in succession, and Yu Dafu had never become a peace of mind, and often drunk the street.

"It's not that you love your body in front of the bottle, and you will inevitably be false. He used to be drunk, and he was afraid of being tired of the beauty." Yu Dafu himself also acknowledged his wildness and tangles in the poem. Wang Yingxia must have not wronged him.

Yu Dafu's inner pain is also what Wang Yingxia cannot experience it. Zuo Lian ignored the creation and engaged in revolutionary activities such as flying rally and distribution leaflets. Yu Dafu expressed his explicitly stated that "I can't do things like sub -leaflets." He said to his friend Xu Zhimo, "I am a writer, not a warrior." The left associated with the Crescent School was the enemy. The words passed to the Zuo Lian, causing group feelings to anger. And vote on the spot to fired Yu Dafu. "

Divided by the Zuo Lian, Yu Dafu always showed an indifferent look. In the self -reporting, he emphasized that his personality did not agree with his own "blatant resignation", and he never fired, and he still kept in touch with the Zuo Lian to rescue the arrested writer of the Zuo Lian. However, how could he not feel cold in his heart.

"Hangzhou First Beauty" Wang Yingxia

I wanted to do a career in the place where the leftist literati gathered. As a result, I was in pain. He doesn't like this city, and he dislikes the "foreign field is expensive, and there are many people who are narrow alleys. Based on my poor man, it is mixed between 3.6 million Shanghai citizens. Even a bite of fresh air has taken a dozen miles of roads. " He was exhausted physically and mentally, and wanted to escape from disturbances, and ended the state of renting housing in the city. Ask Tian to ask for the heart. "

His relationship with Wang Yingxia also reached a bottleneck, and a big change in life was urgently needed to break the situation. Wang Yingxia was responsible for playing the expenses of the home, knowing that Yu Dafu drifted in Shanghai, and it was difficult to maintain a small livelihood. The two thought to change the city. The question is, which city to move to?

Yu Dafu wants the quietness of the countryside and difficult to give up the civilization of the city. His ideal settlement city is "the city with the appearance of the city, but also the countryside of the countryside," he feels that Peiping and Fuzhou are such places. But they are too far from my hometown. He likes Hangzhou "there are mountains, lakes, and civilized weapons, children's schools, and only four minutes of train to Shanghai." Because of the experience of teenagers, he has always regarded Hangzhou as the second hometown. Whenever the wind of Shanghai, his first choice of refuge is Hangzhou. He wrote "Chi Gui Huahua" in Hangzhou, as if he could let go of his troubles as soon as he arrived in Hangzhou, he could let go of his troubles. , Inspired like a spring.

Wang Yingxia has no need to say about Hangzhou's thoughts. Hangzhou is her hometown with beautiful scenery. The key prices are only half of Shanghai, and there are relatives and friends to take care of it. With the taxation of Yu Dafu, you can live a well -off life. "Sometimes when you think of the tree tall, the leaves fall back, and you are looking forward to a stable place that can save."

The couple reached a consensus, and immediately asked Hangzhou friends to find a house to rent a house on the university official road official.

Yu Dafu explained the motivation of moving in many articles. One is saying:

I came to Hangzhou, I didn't want to go to the West Lake to find a dream, nor did I want to bend the crossbow to shoot the tide; Back to the country, the hometown fish and rice are relatively cheap, and it is easy to borrow debts -this year I dare not say that the rent of the house is particularly cheap.

"Stealing An Gou" is a self -laughed language. During that time, Yu Dafu did have the meaning of retreating, and Lu Xun didn't take it for granted. He expressed his opinion slightly, but King Yu moved his heart, and Lu Xun didn't say deeply that they didn't care. Lu Xun believes that Yu Dafu was discouraged by Shanghai's cultural review and Zuo Lian's inner fighting, but Hangzhou was not a paradise, and it was still the Kuomintang to cover the sky with one hand. Even the west landscape of Yu Dafu talked about, Lu Xun "don't have insights." According to Yu Dafu later, Lu Xun's early tour Hangzhou was caught up with the heat and experience was extremely poor. In the future, he would shake his head in Hangzhou.

In 1930, Yu Dafu (second from left) and Lu Xun (third left) at Ying Neishan completed an invitation to participate in the Literary and Art Symposium in Shanghai

After King Yu moved, he once returned to Shanghai to work. He once asked Lu Xun to move a gift. Lu Xun titled a poem on the four tiger's leather note brought by Wang Yingxia:

Qian Wang's fake was still there, and Wu Xiang couldn't find it with the wave.

Ping Chu Rihe Jianjian, the incense of the hill is full of Gao Cen.

The grave altar was left out of the general Yue, and Meihe was desolate scholar.

Why do you like his family swimming far away, and the storm is mighty.

This poem subtlely expresses Lu Xun's disagreement with Hangzhou. King Yu and his wife have been intersecting with Lu Xun for a long time. They know Lu Xun's temperament, and still cherish this poem very much. She carefully mounts with four -screen strip frames, escorts it back to Hangzhou, and hangs in the rental house. Later Hanging in the living room of the new home. In the Anti -Japanese War, these four characters and more than 20,000 books of Yu Dafu were taken away by the Japanese army and their whereabouts were unknown.

In July 1934, in the magazine of "The World" magazine, a signature of Gao Xinzhi copied the poem of Lu Xun's gift of Wang Yingxia in his own article, and added the title "Under the Hangzhou Hangzhou" without authorization. The first poem income "Outside Collection", editor Yang Yiyun also added the same title, so he was rumored to be rumored, and it was gradually legendary as Lu Xun who specifically wrote poetry to discourage the departure Dafu moving Hangzhou. Wang Yingxia specifically mentioned in the autobiography that this poem was a gift that Lu Xun gave her. There was no title at the time, otherwise how could she hang on her living room wall, wasn't it self -mocking?

Cottaged

Although the house rented out of the house is three old houses, it is much more spacious than the litter of Shanghai rented in Shanghai. There are a lot of "broken copper and rotten iron" in Shanghai. One set, "like a few cornes in the middle of the sea".

But just spacious cannot meet the needs of Yu Dafu. Before moving, his only concern was that Hangzhou's buildings were "too bad, and it can be said that there is no ideal house." Old -style houses often do not have a yard. The new house is completely plagiarized in the Shanghai Nongtang House. It is so hot in summer, and most of them have no bathroom equipment. He believes that libraries, bathrooms, cats and dogs, children's swimming places, and stove rooms must be complete. There must be trees and grass surroundings. The trails in the grass should be paved with white sand. Coincidentally, it is a vegetable garden next to the rental house. It is appropriate to buy a house.

Many well -known people in the Republic of China have no real estate, and renting a house is a common choice, but Yu Dafu is quite obsessed with the house that belongs to himself. He feels that people must have their own land. Funeral, his "those shabby books, as well as marching beds, old horse children, etc., can always stop traveling to the country, and the schoolmates' livelihood."

With the help of friends, they spent 1,700 yuan to buy a mountain area to exchange the deeds of the vegetable garden. In order to make many miscellaneous things in the selection of housing materials, Yu Dafu personally ran around, complaining that the writing results in the second half of the year "completely damaged this stormy building." You can imagine his feelings for his own house.

In the "Winter Yu Diary" in November 1935, Yu Dafu wrote: "The officer is about to become my eternal place of life, because a cottage that avoids the storm is just in the house." "This one." "This In the past, the effort of buying land and buying tiles, buying stones and buying wood is really considerable. "The new residence officially started at the end of 1935 and completed in the spring of 1936. The main room includes three living rooms and bedrooms. There are five or six huts on both sides of the living room and miscellaneous room. The main house is a brick wall with a moon cave door. Small snails ", Yu Dafu's study and library, in addition to nanny houses, kitchens, bathrooms, and trees and flowers transplanted from the suburbs.

At that time, Lu Xun bought only 3,500 oceans in the Badao Bay Courtyard in Beijing. The Emperor Yu and his wife repeatedly explained that their new homes were not legendary rich, but in the literati circle, they did be regarded as an elegant and livable mansion, which is enviable. "The Daily of the Republic of China", Hu Jianzhong, commented: "Although it is called‘ windy and rainy and cottage ’, and Quhua House, do n’t take a gentle hometown.”

Yu Dafu also felt that the house that was embedded in the cement was not in line with the name of "wind and rain" he originally imagined.

I frowned for a few days, and I felt that the Chinese mountain people did not enter the mountain, and the son's puppy was not a dog. Someone had been doing it. I was a little lying like this. As for death. Moreover, the towering side of the West Lake is a bit like the first -time and Yongan stack.

So he still used the name of Ya who had long wanted. Coinciding with Ma Junwu's coming to Hangzhou, Yu Dafu forced him to write the four -character plaque of the "wind and rain cottage" with gout, hanging in front of the door. Unfortunately, this plaque is no longer existing.

"The cottage of the lake, the pillow of the pillow, the loot of the pillow, the cardamom word, forgot to the Nangping to the late bell!" This is Hu Jianzhong's poem to Yu Dafu. In the years in Hangzhou, the dignitaries are expensive, and the literati and famous scholars have been visiting the wind and rain, and they are also invited to invite this pair of famous banquets to drink and travel. "The key to Hangzhou, the owner of the landscape." "The guests are always full, and the wine is not empty." The two lived in prosperity, and seemed to have no time.

Couple

The wind and rain is the last back to return to their marriage, and the calmness is covered with reefs. In Yu Dafu's view, the storm is the beginning of a new life. In Wang Yingxia's view, this is the "back road" she left for herself. "Money, it can be used by you, but it is enough to become one of the roots of husband and wife's eyes. And the price rises and the currency depreciation. Instead of staying at hand, it is better to place it in the house and use it appropriately."

Yu Dafu once commented in the diary, "Women are too capable, and sometimes they can become a scourge." The savvy Wang Yingxia began to plan for himself after facing Yu Dafu's marriage. Her thoughts are the same as that of ordinary women today -holding a real estate, one to prevent the depreciation of savings, and the second to prevent divorce. She asked Yu Dafu to write her name on Fangqu, and even put a boundary stone on the west wall, and engraved the three words "Wang Xujie" written by Yu Dafu (Wang Xu as Wang Yingxia) to clearly show that the property belongs to Wang Yingxia. , Yu Dafu did one by one.

Yu Dafu really spent a lot of time in the storm. Most of the time, he was traveling outside. Before the completion of the new home, he accepted the invitation of the Chairman of Fujian Province Chen Yizhi to work in Fuzhou, and he rarely returned to live. Yu Dafu was absent. The enthusiasm of people's visit to the wind and the cars did not decay. Wang Yingxia was young and beautiful, good at communication. After five years of grievances in Shanghai, she became a housewife in Hangzhou.

Yu Dafu has a strong possessiveness to Wang Yingxia, and she does not even let Wang Yingxia come out. She is not allowed to wear gorgeous clothes when she goes out. She says that she can dress beautifully at home and go out to wear simple. Wang Yingxia was so dissatisfied with such communication.

In a close celebrities with Wang Yingxia, Xu Shaozhen, who is sometimes the director of the Education of Zhejiang Province. When Lu Xun joined the Chinese Freedom Movement's Great League, Xu Shaoyi asked the Zhejiang Provincial Party Department to want to want to want to "fall literati Lu Xun", including "Deflowing literati", which led Lu Xun to take refuge in Neishan Bookstore for more than ten days. This is also an important reason for Lu Xun to dislike Hangzhou. Although the wanted was not implemented, the incident became a stain that Xu Shaoyuan could not wash for decades.

In fact, his friends who were familiar with Xu Shaoyuan had a high evaluation of others, and Hu Jianzhong said that he was "Founder and Clean." Around 1936, Xu Shaozhen's wife died and left three young girls. The situation was difficult. Friends often accompanied him to help him fight for family affairs. Among them, Wang Yingxia was also Wang Yingxia. Yu Dafu was not at home for a long time. Xu Shaozhen was gentle and elegant. After several contacts, Wang Yingxia and Xu Shaoyi felt good at each other. Friends who came together also saw the clue.

In 1937, the Japanese created the "August 13th" incident in Shanghai. Hangzhou people went to the countryside to take refuge. Mrs. Yu Da was in Fuzhou. Wang Yingxia took her mother and three sons to leave the wind and rain, and moved to Fuyang and Jinhua. Who knew that at this time he suddenly returned to the wind and rain and fluttered, guessing that his wife and children should go to Fuyang's hometown, rushed to meet with resentment, and met with a resentment. After a few days, he went alone to go alone. Fuzhou.

After the outbreak of the War of Resistance Against Japan, Yu Dafu went to the third hall of the Political Department of the Wuchang Military Commission to serve as Wang Yingxia. He couldn't release the incident of Xu Shaoyi, who had become the past, and quarreled by reason. When Yu Dafu saw Wang Yingxia leave home, he was even more angry. He called many colleagues in the third hall to visit Wang Yingxia and Xu Shaozhen's "love letter". Then he wrote two long letter to Xu Shao's superior, and published a notice in the "Dagong", writing: "The relationship between you and a monarch and the fine soft clothing that goes away is not a problem. Ru mother and children missed very much, and begged to take the address. "In fact, Wang Yingxia left home in anger, and only took two pieces of washing clothes to bring anything. After issuing this notice, Yu Dafu knew he had a loss, and then issued an apology notice, admitting that "Dafu was mentally abnormal, the language was disagreeable, and forced his wife Ms. Ying Xia ... Rehabilitation of friends explained that he knew all out of misunderstanding ..." "

Yu Dafu manuscript

Under the persuasion of friends, Wang Yingxia went home to reconcile with Yu Dafu, but the crack was deeper. Yu Dafu still published poetry and articles everywhere, reflecting Wang Yingxia Yun, and passed on the news of newspapers and magazines. No one knows the literati circle. Cao Juren wrote a long letter to persuade Yu Dafu: Insulting Yingxia is insulting himself, and don't continue. Yi Junzuo, who regards Yu Dafu as Li Tai Bai's first -class figure, also has to admit: "Daf Fu's movement is rough and bad, and it does make Yingxia embarrassed."

Yu Dafu's friends all admired him as a genius, especially appreciating his innocence, the most righteous sense and enthusiasm. Lu Xun said that Yu Dafu was "the most unprepared face" in the creation agency. At first glance, it was like Lu Xun's high evaluation of Yu Dafu. Several other in the creation of the club had a pen with Lu Xun. Become a life -long friend, just see the true and pure nature of his temperament and text.

However, almost all friends acknowledged that Yu Dafu was difficult to live together. Cao Jiren said:

A poet, he lives in history, he is a fairy; if he lives upstairs, he is a lunatic.

Although Cao Juren determined that Wang Yingxia's red apricot came out of the wall in his memory, he still thought that the breakup responsibility was mainly in Yu Dafu.

Lao Yan dividing

From April 1938 in April 1938, Yu Dafu rushed to rescue the War of Resistance Against Japan and went deep into the battlefield. Wang Yingxia also followed him. At the end of 1938, "Xingzhou Daily" invited Yu Dafu to Singapore for overseas anti -Japanese war propaganda. After the passport, he settled south immediately. This time, I walked away from Gao Fei, a bit like a hidden Hangzhou five years ago, quarrels and rumors can be left behind, and it is another opportunity for emotional rebirth. On the boat, Yu Dafu said to Wang Yingxia, "This is a new owner. No one knows it. I want to be old here."

However, they did not seize this opportunity. In Singapore, Yu Dafu made the last blow by himself -in the "Great Wind Magazine" in Hong Kong, "Destroyer's Poetry", in more than a dozen old -fashioned poems, both writing national revenge and "family hate", to the victims, to the victim The identity is exposed "home ugly."

Cao Jiren said that "Destroyer's Poetry" is a work that is combined with his argument with him. Guo Moruo commented "Self -exposure, and it seems to be a pathological state in Daff ... Construct some ugly family ugliness. "

Wang Yingxia was unwilling to show weakness. He wrote Changxin Posted in "Great Wind". From the beginning of the twelve years, Yu Dafu's "beast heart", "hypocritical", "shame" ... both parties have exhausted each other's harm, and finally signed in March 1940 After the divorce agreement, Wang Yingxia returned to China alone.

Perhaps the moment Wang Yingxia boarded the boat, Yu Dafu regretted it, but this time there was no way back. They each found a new partner and forgot to the rivers and lakes. Their stories have never been forgotten, and they are arguing until decades later.

Wang Yingxia of the ancient years wrote: "... Yu Dafu still loves me, and I have not forgotten him. For more than forty years, his image, his joy, sorrow, and the change of expression. Deep in my heart. "

In his later years, Wang Yingxia was with his children

After Wang Yingxia left, Yu Dafu served as a leader in anti -Japanese literary and art in Singapore. He has studied in Japan for nearly ten years and spoke a fluent Japanese "with noble accent". Therefore, he was forced to translate by the Japanese army. He used this identity to deal with the enemy camp and cover up Chen Jiageng, Hu Yuzhi and other patriots , Rescue a large number of overseas Chinese and local residents.

He has repeatedly said that he is not a warrior, but a writer, but he uses action to confirm who is the real warrior.

On August 29, 1945, Yu Dafu disappeared in Sumatra. Decrypting the files decades later, it was confirmed that Yu Dafu was assassinated by the Japanese army that day, and the whereabouts of the bones were unknown.

November 28, 1935 was Yu Dafu's 40th birthday. He wrote a poem in his diary:

Boshu East Gate is accidental, and plant melon dare to chant the dragon?

But ask meals to be full of beef clothes, and live in the world for another ten years!

Yesterday the Eastern Zhou Dynasty today Qin, Chi Yu discern Gengxin?

When the winter tree in front of the door is the spring of Taoyuan Dongli.

At that time, Yu Dafu was busy building a new residence. Although he was worried about the future of the country's society, he was still looking forward to living a normal life of food and clothing with his wife and children in the upcoming storm, and guarding the winter green trees in front of the door. The troubled times of troubled times, "Living in the world for another ten years", the amazing words were fulfilled ten years later.

In February 1945, Yu Dafu wrote the last text in his life, which was his will.He was only fifty years old, but arranged for the aftermath on the day of the old calendar. I wonder if it was really hunch.The will: "In the domestic property, there is a Hangzhou official to make a house with a house of 30,000 books. After this big chaos, I do n’t know if it exists."And the past.He didn't know that the collection of books was destroyed by the war, but fortunately, the wind and cottage were still there.After the War of Resistance Against Japan, Wang Yingxia sold the storms and followed her husband to live in Chongqing and Shanghai. She thought that she would not return to Hangzhou to settle in this life.The love and hate, the romantic clouds are scattered. Only the stone of "Wang Xujie" remains on the corner of the courtyard, witnessing the legend of the gifted and beautiful people in troubled times.

Hangzhou Yu Dafu Tomb

Source: Phoenix Reading

Editor -in -chief: Nala

Council: Wei Wei

Trial: Kong Ping

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