He studied medicine, and the first prescription for the patient was music

Author:Look at the think tank Time:2022.07.18

A guitar, a computer, a microphone, and an electronic piano used for accompaniment ... a few square meters of rooms are the "independent music studio" created by Guan Haiyang at home.

In real life, Guan Haiyang, who was born in medicine, talked cheerfully, always smiling with a shy face.

On the Internet platform, he pseudo "Mr. Big" and is a healing singer with tens of thousands of fans.

Over the past few years, Guan Haiyang has shared songs specially created for patients with depression through the Internet, becoming many people's "soul -habitats in the dark days."

"A chord can be ever -changing. I just want to use my own voice to light up a lamp and send a ray of light for the souls." Guan Haiyang said.

Wen | Yuan Yueming

This article is reproduced from the WeChat public account "Obian" (ID: liaowang). The original first was published on July 15, 2022. The original title was "Story 丨 The first prescription he opened to the patient is music", which does not represent the viewing think tank view.

"Your voice makes me feel light,"

One day in early 2018, Guan Haiyang, who is about to graduate from the clinical medicine of Xinxiang Medical College, picks up the guitar to the restaurant next to the school -as a music enthusiast from a non -scientific class, the Guan Ocean Association will always be free. Come here to sing a few tunes to "solve".

But the audience this day is a bit unusual.

"I always think that there is a look at me all the way to me, as if looking at a void through me." Recalling the scene of the time, Guan Haikai still remembered. "Later, it was discovered that in the shadow in the corner of the restaurant, a girl was lonely in the shadow of the corner of the restaurant. Sitting on the ground, my expression was inexplicable, how long I sang on the stage, she stared at. "

Guan Haiyang, who has always been delicate and enthusiastic, immediately realized that the girl "had a heart" and took the initiative to talk.

The words box slowly opened. Guan Haiyang found that the girl was his school sister. The difference is that she is troubled by depression.

Although he was a medical student, at that time, Guan Hai's understanding of this psychological disease was just a briefing entry in textbooks.

"Your voice makes me feel light, I want to catch this light." When he farewell, a word that Xue's suddenly jumped out made Guan Haiki move.

In order to make the sisters who are troubled by depression, Guan Haiyang wants to "maybe a song specifically?"

Just do it. Guan Haiyang, who has no experience of song creation, picked up his wooden guitar, and began to hum in a section of "All Feelings" and recording with his mobile phone. "Treasure" was born. This is the first song he wrote for depression.

"Her eyes seemed to only be gray, spring, summer, autumn and winter seem to be a color ... Give a chance to live, and you take your time." Guan Hai wrote the care, comfort and encouragement that he didn't have time to speak, all of which were written in In the song.

A slightly green singing voice brings a miraculous turn to the life of the school sister.

"Music auxiliary, combined with drug treatment, psychological treatment, etc. After a period of time, the sisters thoroughly got out of the haze of depression and took the master's degree in the year." The power of music can cure people. "

With the encouragement of the school sister, Guan Hai has put this song on the online music platform, "maybe it can help more people."

In fact, as the Sister Sister expected, as soon as the "Treasure" was released, it attracted a lot of netizens who were disturbed by depression. This song became an invariability of everyone.

Since then, Guan Hai has began to consciously systematically learn lyrics, compositions, and arrangement, hoping to create more healing songs for patients with depression.

"Please wait", "Don't lose yourself", "Accompany you", "Warm" ... Each song is a warm conversation with the listener.

"Singing is the wonderful prescription I prescribed"

"A medical student, what music to play?" At first, Guan Hai's parents did not support him to "engage in sideline" and also broke out many quarrels for this.

"Parents' thoughts are more traditional. I always feel that I am not as honest as a real doctor." Guan Hai was helpless.

Usually, Guan Ocean had to hide simple music creation equipment at the bottom of his bed and took it out while his parents were not at home.

Fortunately, the "guerrilla war" did not last long.

After graduating from undergraduate, Guan Ocean came to the Seventh People's Hospital of Anyang City and became a "Xiaoguan doctor".

Unlike other hospitals, the Seventh People's Hospital of Anyang is a specialist hospital in a mental illness. Depression, maniasis, schizophrenia, bipolar emotional disorders ... These terms alone made Guan Haiyang, who was first out of the school, "both surprised and distressed."

"At first I really didn't know how to be good. In the face of work, my heart was completely bottomed." Guan Hai said frankly.

Occasionally, the director of the department Gao Gaofeng learned that Guan Ocean would sing, and he was still a small and famous original singer on the Internet, so he said to him, "Play a song for our patients!"

In the afternoon of the same day, Guan Ocean carried the guitar and walked into the hospital activity room.

"Hello everyone, I am a new doctor, I sing a song for everyone."

Guan Hai's introduction has not attracted the attention of patients. In the activity room, they were restless, or they didn't care about this new guy. However, as the guitar chord sounded, the patients quietly came down one by one, and the songs ended, and even some people had been able to hum the intermittent tone.

"The most impressive is a little sister who wrote the title of the song on the note. She put it carefully into the pocket and said that it would" always treasure. " The first prescription you opened. "

At the Seventh People's Hospital of Anyang, in addition to daily medical work, singing has become a "reserved program" that is not promoted by the ocean and patients.

"Music is amazing. They can feel music and warm flow." Guan Haiyang said.

"Xiaoguan is very talented, and he has been exposed to so many different types of mental illness patients in his work. Therefore, the song he wrote has a sense of true feelings, very close to the patient, and singing the patient's voice." Gao Gao Feng said.

Days flow. Gradually, parents began to understand Guan Ocean and support his music creation.

At the moment when the attitude changed, the father, who had always been serious and conservative, said to Guan Haiyang: "Since you do a good thing, let go!"

"Become a better doctor in the future"

"Mr. Big, your greatest tenderness is to feel the same as me." Some fans left a message. On the Internet music platform, they are still more accustomed to calling him "Mr. Big".

As of now, Guan Haikai has released more than ten songs specially created for patients with depression, with tens of thousands of fans. As long as time is too late, he will read many comments and private messages one by one and reply as much as possible.

Once, Guan Haiyang has formed a QQ group. "If you have negative emotions, then share songs and share your mood." When the number of people was the largest, more than 300 people "holding the group for heating" in the group.

Every night is quiet, the most "lively" when the QQ group is the most "lively": middle -aged people who are not working smoothly in the early morning of their depression; young white -collar workers who are frustrated, crying while insomnia; there were high school students, revealing the campus hegemony Ling's experience ...

At this time, Guan Haikai and other group friends will respond as soon as possible, "We enlighten each other, encourage each other, and guide each other negative emotions, just like a‘ online version of peach blossom source ’.”

Later, considering various reality, Guan Haiyang finally dissolved this QQ group. "But our 'Taohuayuan' is still there. Look, the comment area of each song is as warm."

From time to time, Guan Haikai will receive some handwriting letters from fans.

A letter wrote in this way: "Thank you for your appearance, I pulled me who is about to drowning ... music has become a redemption since then."

These precious messages and letters bring Guan Haiyang's constant motivation for creative motivation.

After working at the Seventh People's Hospital of Anyang City for more than a year, Guan Ocean resigned and focused on preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. "I want to further study and become a better doctor in the future."

At the beginning of June this year, he received the master's degree admission notice from his favorite college as expected, "but he would not stop writing songs for patients with depression."

"I think, everyone who turns around late at night, people who open their eyes to dawn will be grateful for this gentleness, at least I am." In the message, a "Mr. Big" fan said.