Ordinary two "non -English students" interpreted ashore in Sichuan, love can welcome all difficulties

Find a sustenance in the quagmire

In 2018, at a new student meeting in the university, when I met a junior high school classmate, she asked me in surprise: "Why are you here? I think you have gone to a good university?" Words right. I remember this sentence for four years.

At that time, I just came to Jinan and stepped on the minimum admission score by an ordinary two -book admission. It was specially transferred from English to logistics management. Looking at the joy and freshness of my classmates on the Internet in the past, I only felt that I was in a quagmire, and it was difficult to walk.

Regarding this major, I do n’t like or hate it, but I just learn from the mentality of unwillingness to “rot”. Only English classes can make me have twelve points of spirit.

The freshman English teacher has a habit: asking students to memorize the text. At that time, I was eager to prove myself, and because I liked English, I felt that this was a breakthrough, so I treated it seriously every time. After class 1,000 articles every week after class, I can repeat it without obstacles and basically no errors in the class.

I was born with my abdominal cavity, and occasionally someone boasted that my tone was nice, and I never took my heart. Later, when I memorized the text, I also said that I started to think about it carefully: Can I practice speaking specifically? Maybe this is another opportunity for me?

At the end of the freshman year last semester, my grades ranked fourth in the class, and I had the opportunity to transfer, but I gave up the application. I want to cultivate English as a "non -English student" label and cultivate English as a sustenance and a lifelong interest.

Thousands of refined, excellence

From the freshman summer vacation, most of the spare time, I used speaking and lectures.

In speaking, the teacher will give a lecture first, and then let us speak freely. When I started to practice, I often had my mouth faster than my brain, and I made a lot of grammar errors, and the pronunciation of words was not accurate. But this is nothing, at least I speak, the most terrible thing is nothing to say.

Teachers often introduce some British and American cultures. Many students can actively feedback and output content. I have almost no such knowledge reserves. I can only sit embarrassedly and dare not speak. Ashamed, before college, I didn't even watch an English movie or British and American dramas.

So I practiced the scallops every day. Most of the selected materials were selected, and the British and American culture -related materials were selected. Through listening and reading, I also made up a lot of classic movies, British and American dramas, and learned among them. Understand their culture.

When I was online at home in 2020, I spent a day in the morning to read the short essays and books of various themes in scallops. In order to facilitate reading English books, I joined the scallops, classic masterpieces, general reading books, industry science ... Originally, I just wanted to expand my horizons, but I have no intention of inserting willow to develop English reading habits.

Some books read in scallops

Slowly, the frequency of my speech in the classroom is getting higher and higher. When I organize the English corner of the week, I see some students and foreign teachers "embarrassing chat", and I will help them guide the topic. Thanks to my daily hearing and reading accumulation.

When learning speeches, the teacher will give us a topic every day, let us prepare the content by ourselves. During the day, I have to take training classes. At night, I will get a ring with students from different schools and give a lecture. Because of the limited venue, I was at the entrance of the stairs, holding the microphone rolled with paper, and sometimes I could practice late at night for one or two sentences.

At that time, I basically took over the Lord of PK every night, led the team to win the first place in the team, and was cultivated by two college student training institutions as reserve teachers. During college, I also participated in various lectures inside and outside the school, and I got a good ranking almost every time.

But in fact, I used to be very easy to show up and care about the eyes of others. Regardless of the size of the game, I will run N times before starting. Every time I have to speak in public, I need to practice repeatedly, and I dare not look directly at the audience's eyes.

In order to overcome this shortcoming, I often practice the mirror in the bathroom of the teaching building to observe my physical movement and facial expression. However, it is inevitable that someone in and out of it. At first, I really felt very "dying", especially when someone washed my hands next to me, so I would deliberately find a remote bathroom at first.

Later, I felt that there was still a psychology of escaping. I convinced me that those who entered and exited the bathroom were used as emergencies that might encounter when speaking to exercise on -the -spot ability. When I no longer mind other people's strange eyes, the performance is getting more and more comfortable.

Part of the award certificate during college

I have also tried to teach classes in the UK. Compared with speaking and speaking, I think it is the most difficult. From courseware production, content preparation, to lectures, I have done it independently. And the students will have various problems during class, and they also test the on -site response.

Before I first class, I took my teacher to help me grind the class. I thought I had done a good job. As a result, the teacher said that I did not explain the British and English explanations in many places, and the interaction was not strong. The course that took a long time to prepare for a long time was discouraged, but I did not give up.

I first look up the phonetic symbols one by one to ensure that the pronunciation is accurate, and then pull the roommate to continue grinding the class, improve the content and form according to their feedback, until we are satisfied.

The first class was originally planned for 30 minutes, but because of the active atmosphere of the classroom, I actually talked for more than an hour. Later, my partner told me that compared with the teacher in the same period, my class was the best, and the student also spontaneously promoted to me after class. The number of teachings and the number of people participating in the class was increasing. Oral learning, lectures, hosting, lectures in the United Kingdom ... These activities have made me know many like -minded teachers and friends, got many goodwill help and appreciation, so that I have become confident, and let me have the opportunity to pursue my love. I filled my regrets when I was in college.

The first time with the tutoring class classmates

If you like things, you must do the extreme

In my junior year, I passed the BEC advanced, and my spoken score was 210. I took 202 and reached the C2 level. This strengthened my determination to go to the road of English.

BEC HIGHER transcript

At this time, I have made a choice at the fork of school or employment. Considering my interest and future development, I decided to across the English interpretation of Sichuan Foreign Studies University. Because I like to speak English with others so much, it brings me infinite satisfaction.

I have been preparing for the exam from April, and most of my studies are reading and practicing translation every day. There is no shortcut to learn language. The best way is to create the environment and ensure continuous input and output.

Almost uninterrupted scallops punch card

When you read a good sentence, I will mark the sentence, pay attention to the new words, deformation, and memorize it, try to use it in daily dialogue or writing. In addition, I also listen to a lot of materials every day, practice shadow and read, and find my voice and tone problems in the process, and accumulate authentic expression.

The second is output, and don't be afraid of making mistakes. I often look for a foreign friend Ben I met in class. He will correct the pronunciation problem for me. I will pay attention to the next time I will pay attention.

Every day I also record a video that speaks English to the mirror, talk about what happened that day, or what new knowledge I have learned. In addition, you also need to train English thinking. When you memorize words or read, try to explain words or convey sentences in English, and skip the "English-Han-Ying" conversion.

These are all exercises that I have done almost every day in the past few years, but despite this, the three span pressures occasionally make me breathless.

In order not to disturb my classmates or roommates, I endorsed in the corridor of the teaching building and dormitory, and I put on the cotton jacket in September. The winter night in Jinan was cold and bitter. I put two cotton pants and two pairs of cotton socks, and my hands and feet still had frostbite.

Reading on the high -speed rail back to school

Before the test in December, a school was hateful. Sometimes I went to the campus with my roommates. We cried and kept asking myself: "Can I really do it? ? "

I rejected myself countless times and returned to the desk again. The only idea is that I must not be in World War II. I don't want to do this pile of exercises again. If I really can't do it, let the result tell me.

Notes of self -study mouth translation symbol symbol

Today, dreams are finally reality. It was once impossible to think of the current time. It is no exaggeration to say that in the entire university, I stayed in the bathroom to practice in the mirror longer than the time for self -study in the classroom. I have never been a smart person. I only know that I will respond to me in the future.

Proposed admission notice

In the end, I want to say: All the alarms are actually derived from thick accumulation. We hope that on the way to the future, we can all have endless love. No matter how many self -denials, we still choose to believe ourselves again.

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