My college entrance examination, my far away

The college entrance examination that year did not have the nervousness and attention of the whole society, no test, no traffic control, neighbors can also use toilets in the middle of the night, and the elevator runs so much. For many people, the college entrance examination is just a test that has nothing to do with themselves.

｜ NO.1 ｜

The test site is far away from my house, I ride a bicycle.

The next door of the school is a temple. In those days, it happened to be practiced. The time of the exam was not yet. After a three -day test, I also listened to the three -day scripture.

One of the teachers in the first investigation was a young man who looked at us bored and looked out of the window. A bird actually broke into our test room, completely attracting the attention of the young teacher. He completely ignored us, chased the birds and ran out of the classroom. After a while, he carefully held the bird into the classroom. Just sitting firmly, the birds broke away, and the classroom flew. Someone put down the test paper to help catch it. In the chaos, a gust of wind passed, and my writing paper was scratched. I raised my hand and asked the teacher to help. After about ten minutes, the teacher found my test paper in a boy in the last row, and he was plagiarizing. I glanced at him and quickly applied the answer to the answer card.

| NO.2 |

Volunteers have been filled in before the exam.

I am so eager to go far. When I fill in the volunteer, I do n’t look at schools and majors at all. I hold the ruler and fill the distance on the map and fill in the farthest local school. I remember that there was a Changchun in the school where I reported. After seeing the volunteer of the class teacher, the class teacher said: Changed, you quickly change me. We must not have many candidates in this school, and the scores will not be high. Whoever reports to who will be enrolled will not cry. Our southerners are in the place where the snowy and snowy places will fall off.

Holding the volunteer watch beaten by the teacher, I continued to hold the ruler map and continue to yearn for the distance.

I know that this test will determine my future, but I still don't know how to face it. There is no idea and planning in the plenty of confusion.

| NO.3 |

The next morning of the exam, the sky was clear. Near the end, suddenly heavy rain poured.

I want to go home to eat meals, I have to rest and meet the afternoon exam. As soon as I bite my teeth, I rushed into the rain bravely. For a moment, my whole body was soaked, my head smashed my head and smashed my face. I couldn't see the road in front of me and rushed forward.

Many years later, thinking of that rain seemed to be the biggest rain I have experienced.

After all the exams were over, I was still confused. It seems that the exam is very good, and it seems wrong.

| NO.4 |

I started to consider the future seriously.

I am afraid that I ca n’t get it. I still know myself about my consistent learning attitude. If I can get it, I ’m afraid I ca n’t get it.

But it seems that there are still hope. After all, after entering the third year of high school, my grades have risen straight, and it has risen from more than forty to fifth. If I can't pass it, most people will not expect it.

Thinking over and thinking, worry and panic.

I went to the hillside behind the school alone. The weather in July and August was uncertain. Obviously, the sun was just shining, and it was raining suddenly. I was drizzling on the hillside and gave birth to a sad romance.

| NO.5 |

The score finally came down, and the third place in the liberal arts candidates.

A certain plan to land.

The class teacher's words hung my heart again: the first volunteer you can't get the test, it is no problem to say that your score is the same, but you don't listen to my blind filling. You have to be ready to be. *The college scan and take it.

I screamed: I did not report to this school.

The teacher said: Your score is a high score for them, and the voluntary obedience is written. Other schools have not accepted them and admitted them.

The admission notice is finally coming, not the college I worry about.

| NO.6 |

I am happy and prepare to go to the distant university.

My mother was missing, and began to look at me.

I ate, she watched me stunned, I watched TV, and turned around, she looked at me stunned.

She began to pay attention to the weather forecast, pay special attention to the weather in Xi'an, and the news of Xi'an.

I drank water with a big mouth, and she said: Xi'an is one of the most lacking cities in the country.

I couldn't help laughing, and said: Mom, Xi'an is missing any more, and I won't be missing. You can rest assured.

So, in September 1996, for the first time, I left home alone. I took a train alone and came to Xi'an after three days and two nights.

Out of the train station, the hot smell of dust was permeated in the hot air, the head was stuffy, and the ground under his feet seemed to be a train, and it was shaking.

This is the distance I yearn for.

It seems to be the same as I imagined.

It's completely different from my imagination.

I wanted to laugh, I wanted to cry again, and looked up at the orange -red noon sun hanging in the gray sky, grinning, crying with tears.

The author of this article Chen Di, alumni of the 1996 law department of Northwest Political Science and Law, former Yunnan Police, is now a lawyer in Wuhan.

(This article is original, the picture comes from the Internet. This article was first published in the public account "Rose and Roses don't speak")

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