After watching Mo Yan’s "Breast Fat and Fatdo", I suddenly understood the Fu Gui in Yu Hua's writing.

Seeing a question on Zhihu: How did you spend when your life is the most difficult?

Many people answered underneath and read.

Some people mention Yu Hua's "Living", and some people recommend Mo Yan's "Breast Fatty Dips".

I remember when I watched "Alive", I was shocked by Fugui's lifelong turbulence.

He lost his family business, lost his loved ones, and was lonely old, but he still sang loudly and his heart was sunny.

Later, I read Mo Yan's "Breast Fat and Fat Hip", and found that the suffering of this world was far more cruel than we imagined.

The protagonist Lu Xuan'er was abused and forced to have a child when he was young. He experienced the pain of a daughter in the middle of the middle of his age. After his later years, he had to rely on the son -in -law to support his son who was not able to live.

Almost all the sufferings in the world were engraved deeply on her weak body.

However, she did not be destroyed by fate, but practiced the strongest will and lived the most promising posture.

She stepped on the death, crossed the suffering, and looked forward to the appearance, and told us:

Life is suffering, even if we have nothing, but as long as we live, as long as we are willing to feel hard, this world will eventually experience a good experience.

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The so -called life is to carry the pain in the world. Gao Mi Northeast Township, Mo Yan, has an generation of iron officials.

The protagonist Lu Xuan'er and her blacksmith husband, in order to pass on the generation, gave birth to eight daughters, and finally hoped that the younger son Shangguan Jin boy.

But the brief joy was soon dispersed by the subsequent suffering.

The Japanese entered the village, her husband and father died under the enemy knife, and the mother became stupid and unable to take care of themselves.

The surviving Lu Xuan'er bears the burden of nine children alone.

At the same time, war, poverty, and death have always followed the officials of Shangguan's family.

During the Anti -Japanese period, a bandit named Sha Moon fell in love with his eldest daughter's brother. The two married and gave birth to their daughter.

But shortly after her daughter was born, Sha Moon died due to the war, and her brother also changed her temperament. Later, she was sentenced to death for accidental homicide.

The second daughter recruited his brother to marry the officer Si Ma, followed the opponent's south to fight the north.

In a certain raid, the recruiting brother died unfortunately. Two young children were subsequently executed by the enemy.

During the shortage of food, the three daughter -in -law and the bird catchers and birds, Han, talked about love, so that the mother and brother and sister had eaten meat.

Later, Bird Han was captured by the Japanese, and the leader was greatly stimulated, and he became crazy and jumped off the cliff.

After losing her sister and brother -in -law's shelter, her four daughters wanted to help her mother to support her family.

On one occasion, the mother had a high fever, and the younger brother sold herself to the brothel in order to pay the medical expenses.

Over the years, she has been treated all kinds of inhuman treatment and finally returned to her hometown, but she died unfortunately.

The five daughters hope that my brother is mostly engaged in the revolutionary cause, but he died in a special period.

The sixth daughter who married the American pilot was a younger brother, and soon she was unfortunate with her husband in a explosion.

The educated seven daughters asked the younger daughter, and the natural -eyed eight daughter Jade Girl, all died of hunger during the disaster period.

From then on, the Shangguan family, who was prosperous, had only his mother Lu Xuan'er, the younger son, Jin Tong, and several nephews.

The wind is not certain, the people are impermanent, and the storm set off by fate will make everyone's life at any time.

As an ordinary person, why not?

Seeing that the epidemic was about to come out, but suddenly began to counterattack in many places, and could only be forced to trap at home;

I just worked hard to buy a house by hard work, but I accidentally involved in the "layoffs" and had to worry about the loan day and night;

Adhering to entrepreneurship finally made a profit, but unfortunately caught up with the industry crisis.

A writer said:

Life and death, suffering and vastness, are contained in everyone's body, and one day we will be met with it.

After being overturned to the ground again and again, you will finally understand:

Pain is the background of life.

The so -called life is to carry the pain in the world.

The mortal in the world, even if the pace is stunned, bumped into a stumble, and it is necessary to stand straight and continue to move forward.

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Blind escape is the beginning of self -destruction. As the only son of the family, Shangguan Jintong was infinitely loved by his mother since he was a child and was accommodated by eight sisters.

Over time, he developed a timid and unwilling personality. When he encountered setbacks, he chose to shrink.

When he was a child, he offended the bad child at school, and the other party found several helper groups to fight him.

He obviously could find a way to escape, but was so scared that he couldn't open his feet. He was scolded and humiliated himself, and even thought about it.

It wasn't until two younger nephews who came to rescue each other.

After growing up, he was assigned to work in the farm, and a middle -aged single female boss forcibly asked him to love.

He didn't like the other party but dared not refuse, so he had to endure the relationship with the other party.

As a result, because of this improper relationship, he was charged in unnecessary and was caught in prison for 15 years.

After the release of the sentence, his nephews have grown up and their careers are successful.

The little nephew arranged him as a public relations manager to let him live in a hotel, eat big meals, and wear Chinese clothes.

The big nephew paid for him to open a underwear shop, let him become a boss and move into a mansion.

The shop was getting bigger and bigger, and he got married, and finally let the family feel relieved.

Who knew that his wife was with him for money. After the other party snatched his store management rights and property, he proposed a divorce ruthlessly. Obviously suffered betrayal and calculation, but he still rested, and let the other party sweep himself out.

He wandered around the street, complaining that he was suffering, and blame his life was too difficult.

In fact, he is lucky enough to be lucky than his sister -in -law who died in the turbulent period.

But he couldn't stand the blow, couldn't stand frustration, and eventually became mentally chaotic, and returned to his elderly mother.

I've heard such a sentence:

Survival is suffering, and it is purgatory, we have nowhere to escape.

In this life, the most afraid of is not adversity, but that you lose your courage to fight it.

After being frustrated, he captured him. When he touched the wall, he stepped back and pushed himself into the abyss sooner or later.

All suffering and changes are trials that God secretly arranged for you.

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To meet the difficulties, the front road would suddenly be open. Shangguan Jin Tong was as cowardly like a small sheep, but his mother Lu Xuan'er was as strong as a mountain.

Lu Xuan'er was born in a big family, and her parents died shortly after her birth.

The aunt and uncle raised her, loved her every like that, and wrapped her feet for her, hoping that she could marry a good family.

Who knows that with the changes in the times, women's feet women no longer eat incense, she can only marry poor blacksmiths and officials.

After the marriage, her husband had no fertility, but her mother -in -law blamed her stomach, and often scolded and abused her at this time.

But she was not frustrated, but to protect her life, trying to "borrow children".

She and his bandits, butcher, Langzhong, pastor and others have given birth to children, until they finally give birth to their sons.

After losing her husband and in -laws, she needed to pull nine children alone.

She planned to take her children to die together, but thought about it: I am not afraid of death, is she still afraid of alive?

As a result, she stored food, dug the tunnel of the Japanese army, and guarded her children in the artillery fire with a weak body.

In the past few years, daughters grew up, and five of them married.

However, under the turbulent situation, the son -in -law standing at different camps killed each other, and the daughters were forced to turn around.

A good family became a quarter of a family, but Lu Xuan'er couldn't do anything, and could only watch his loved ones discrete.

But she did not blame the heavens, but silently took care of the children for the daughter -in -law and son -in -law who did not know.

When the famine was in the famine, the children were not as hungry, and she stole her beans from the mill and made them pea soup from the mill.

After the daughter died and her son was imprisoned, she was lonely. In order to support the little nephew, she gave up her face to ask for food.

Although she was repeatedly tripped by my bad luck, she clenched her teeth again and again and stood up again.

She made every effort to fight against suffering, and walked all the way through more than half a century.

Life is like a bitter sea. Everyone is in it.

But no one supports you for paddle for you, only to cross by yourself.

4

Living itself is the most amazing meaning of life. In his later years, Lu Xuan'er was kicked out of the house by a nephew daughter -in -law and lived in Gutari, who had been in disrepair.

Not only did she not be able to enjoy the joy of God, she also took care of the incompetent son, and maintained a living by picking up garbage.

But she still lives hot, and often says: "It's easy to die, the more difficult to live.

The sharp sword that was obviously fate was scarred all over the body. Why do you continue to live strongly?

Perhaps, as Yu Hua said in "Living":

Life is a process. Whether you want or not, this process must be finished.

The protagonist of "Living" was also crushed by the reality of the heavy hammer.

Fugui is a carefree wealthy boy.

But he did not learn without any skills.

His father was killed by him, his mother died seriously, and his wife and young children also suffered.

Overnight, he changed from the sister -in -law who raised his respect to the gesture to a poor farmer at the bottom.

He finally woke up, gritting his teeth to carry the burden of life, and became the pillar of the family.

He got up early and worked hard, and picked up the burden to sell vegetables along the street, so that his wife and children were poor but stable.

Who knows, one after another accident has taken away all his loved ones.

But the hardships of life, the emotional loneliness, did not defeat the blessing of the twilight years.

He lived with an old oxen, and he still made up and sunset, and lived a simple and bland life.

Every day, he sang while walking in the field with the old cow, and he was calm and open -minded in the words and sentences.

Lu Xuan'er's encounter is exactly the same as wealth.

The fate of human beings is not connected, but the background color of suffering is probably the same.

They have eaten suffering, suffering from poor, tortured by illness and hunger.

It is difficult to be alive. Everyone is a lonely shadow behind the body, and the steps lead to the grave in front of them.

However, Yu Hua said:

People live to live, not to live for anything other than alive.

Only when we are alive can we see hope in despair and feel sadness in suffering.

The ups and downs of the calendar are still ups and downs, and the mood of the world is still indifferent. The way to go well is the greatest perception of human beings. 5

Hunger, poverty, displaced, loved ones died ... suffering from suffering, running through Lu Xuan'er and Fu Gui's respective life.

However, in the bleak and lonely years, they used the strength of death to resist the sediment of reality.

In the book, they have experienced the ups and downs of fate, and we have also tasted the hardships of the world outside the book: the epidemic that lasted for three years disrupted the rhythm of everyone's life; the sudden earthquake destroyed the happiness of dozens of families; unexpected derailment was derailed The D2809 train also sacrificed a heroic driver ...

Writer Agatha Christie once said:

"I like to live, sometimes I will be painful, despair, and torture.

But when everything passed, I still know clearly that living is the most amazing thing. "

There is light in my eyes, with fire in my heart, and living enthusiastically, life will never fall into darkness.

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Author: insight · Xu Mu Mu

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