Little day after autonomy

Passionate little day

Text/Li Chunling

In a few days, we have to register for the marriage certificate. The lover of the lover without a romantic cell should not be able to remember, but I have been brewing a few words in my heart, and I do n’t know where to write it. Coincidentally, I went to visit the Museum of Film yesterday. In the past few years, Yongge's own career chosen his career and played back in my mind like a movie, reflecting one after another ...

Although I was accompanied by me when I was young, the feelings of Yinger and Dad made me envious, and even my thoughts were in love.

I remember once, Yong brother participated in the accountant training in the field. He had a dispute with Yinger after dinner. She ran out of the house without a mobile phone and key. Contact him? What do you guess, what do you say? He turned out to be like a person, and said, "The child didn't contact me. You don't have to look for the streets, don't worry about fear. The child is not far away. Just wait for one or two hours to come back."

Maybe this is the difference between being a father and a mother? How could I sit at home and walked back and forth from home to the gate. Before Yinger returned, I was so anxious that I sat on the sofa in the living room and wiped tears. There was a bad clip that had been performed on the TV in her mind, such as being trapped in the ravine. I couldn't help muttering and complaining that Brother Yong did not feel bad about the child.

I wanted to call Yong brother again, Yinger pushed in, and smiled and asked me if I was angry? I still care about so much, and even tightened Yinger and said, "Where did you run and scare me." Yinger patted my shoulder and said, "You have watched TV too much, right? Where can I go? I bought a cup of coffee in the cafe, read this magazine, and thought that you should be angry, and I came back. "See, the grandfather seemed to discuss it.

Brother Yong unloaded his clothes and returned to the family, and said in his own words: "Fortunately, at least I can accompany my daughter to take the college entrance examination, how much can I make up in the lack of companionship."

The year when Yong brother was autonomous, Yinger was studying in the second year of high school. Yong brother, who was under the title of "Child Slave", felt that he could not start. He took the initiative to take the responsibility of picking up the child. Yinger will propose to take the bus back to the bus, and catch up with the epidemic in the next semester of the senior year at home. The active and diligent Yong brother sometimes feels that he has not sent in handy. But the state of the girl is obviously different, even if she is arguing with me, she has obvious confidence, because she has a "amulet" at home.

After all, the children's education time participated in a short time. When feedback and communication at home, most of the teachers and teachers of the class contacted me. Brother Yong was anxious in his eyes. However, every time he needs to communicate with his child, he will report to himself. Every time the parent meeting, he takes the initiative to attend. Remember the meeting records at the parent meeting. After arriving at home Commendation is exaggerated. After analyzing the shortcomings of the child, he repeatedly instructed me to calm down and communicate with the child, which will inevitably make the child compare with us in my heart. Location.

Yinger, I want to tell you--

At the meeting of you in high school, some parents talked about reporting to the tutoring classes of various subjects, and then looked at the transcript issued by the parent meeting. I really saw it in my eyes in my heart. Several subjects, after all, the college entrance examination is the first time in life. Seeing your scores at the time, it really needs to be further improved. Since you have the need for tutoring, you will never hesitate to make money, but you do n’t agree with the tuition class, and you do n’t agree with it. Also released: "Who reported it."

In the end, you ca n’t stubbornly stubborn. You choose to listen to a few lessons that you think you need to tuition first. After a few times, you do n’t meet your expectations. You are stopped. In your father's words, "There are still a lot of girls in the hearts of a daughter, and who we are in a hurry is not as anxious to use it by herself." I thought, you want to know what I worry about when you are anxious?

After receiving the call from the class teacher again, I knew that you did not even have enough scores to get the undergraduate line. I was in a panic at that time, and I did n’t know what to say. Your class teacher heard my anxiety, soothed on the phone and said on the phone. : "Mom Yinger, you can't panic. In the face of the college entrance examination, the child is anxious than anyone else. We must believe that the child is more encouraged.

In fact, at that time, I really wanted to take a big temper at you. After the consolation of your father, I calmed my anger and pretended to praise you as if there was nothing.

You took the initiative to talk to me about the feeling of the teacher's reading performance. You said, "I really want to find a ground sewing in." You also said that some classmates told you privately that your face was red. You told me that not only blushing at the time, but it felt hot. In fact, you are a beautiful girl with thin skin. Fortunately, your father is stopped by your side, otherwise there will inevitably be a "storm" attack.

In 2020, I caught up with the epidemic. I am busy with the prevention and control of the community epidemic. You are in the most critical stage of the next semester of high school. The school requires students to go online at home according to the Education Commission. Speaking of my heart, I feel hopeless to see the state of your online class at home. I have made the worst plans in my heart.

Sometimes I can't help talking to myself, and you can't help but hit me, saying that I don't believe you and look down on you. In fact, which parents don't expect their children to be good, but you don't understand you at youth. But your dad runs counter to me. He has always had enough confidence in you outside. In the end, your college entrance examination has increased more than 70 points than a model. It seems that my "villain". You discuss your volunteers with your dad. When you finally receive the admission notice, I did not figure out the number of volunteers you were admitted. But looking at your longing for the university in the eyes, you instantly understand: If you have a father with you, you have enough confidence and security.

In a blink of an eye, you have been in your junior when you return to school this time. Before you return to school, you will not forget to bring delicious food to your roommates. In your own words: "They are far away from home. I caught up with the fast Mid -Autumn Festival, buy a festival moon cake, so as not to think of it. "Although I have never seen your roommates, I can imagine that your relationship is very good.

Also, during the Mid -Autumn Festival, I called you to complain, complaining that your dad is temporarily working overtime and not accompanied me to go shopping. You comfort me and say: Don't be angry, don't be angry for yourself. Let me not give your dad's general knowledge, and say that you will call him for a while, let me not go far, for fear that your dad will find me again, and you ca n’t find your dad to be anxious.

I listened to your dad's description of your call to him, saying that you are not at home, let him let me order me, and say that he has been a soldier for so many years. It is not easy for me to take you. Now that you are old, we have to be tolerate and love each other at home.

After listening to your dad's narrative, I was so happy that I was so happy.

Brother Yong, I want to tell you--

Although we have differences in the choice of transfer and self -selection of karma, but in the end I persuaded myself to stand up with you. When watching you just autonomous, I waited for me three meals a day, and I felt that you chose to be autonomous, but I just didn't admit it.

To say, in fact, you just want to let you find a job when you are autonomous. If you do n’t make much money, you want to do something, do n’t disconnect with the society. I don't care about me a few times, but in the end, the right to decide is in you. Do you think that the string is too tight in the troops, and you need to relax and relax.

Because you get a little autonomous fee, you feel that you have lost your direction at once. The dinner didn't eat less, otherwise the stocks at home have not heard of the good news of making money on the stock market. I am really grateful to the autonomous fee for you. Essence

Just when I was not going out of the house, I was invited by the little Han brothers who took a car with you one by one. He set up his own company when he was autonomous. After all, the little Han brother still had strength. The old -fashioned old industry, let you help take care of it. This allows you to go out to understand the real society outside the army. In the words of Xiao Han brothers, "My brother helps me, and my province is in great heart."

When you inquire about the autonomous cadre to obtain a security guard's certificate, you decisively sign up. I feel that there is a certificate that is not stronger. I am very supportive. And successfully obtained a certificate after professional training. You know that helping the younger brother's unit is only temporary, and take the security guard to the security company to practice on the spot while a security guard's certificate.

If you choose your career, you also vowed to tell me, "You don't have to worry, plus this salary." In fact, you don’t understand. The society is still very complicated. It became a Saturday day, and you thought that since you came, you did it first, and also explored the doorway of the security industry. After about eight months, some of the company's stipics and related assessments made you unhappy, and you took the initiative to submit an application for resignation.

During the rest period, when you return to your hometown to visit your relatives, you think you have to rest for another three or five months before looking for a job. I never thought that you have talked about a company at the job fair. Company, although you will also work overtime in the project, your attitude towards work is serious and responsible, and you can't help but remind me of you at the time of service. Essence Even during the severe epidemic period, he was trapped in the project for more than 20 days, and you are still sticking to it. In your own words, "While you are young, you can earn some money. After all, parents on both sides are old, and it is not rich in my monthly monthly money." Well, I found that you have changed. It's big.

Before May 1st in 2021, I drove back to my hometown. Before leaving, you stuffed the trunk and looked at the posture of installing things in the car. It was really willing to pull the mother -in -law's house. I joked: "Don't we plan to live a life?" You said, "More, it's easier to move when moving."

When I returned to Beijing from my hometown, your old man came to Beijing. In your words: "Can I have come here for my dad, we haven't been here for so many years. I am aunt, if my son has come and see it early?" Dad listened to you. Gan.

On those days when my dad was in Beijing, you got up early and running in the early morning, took the delicious one to eat, and took to the mall to buy clothes for your dad. In the words of your dad, "I know my aunt, I don’t know, I do n’t know that my son must be a son. , I can do it like this. "Of course, my dad still did not forget to tell me a few words:" Through the courage to get along with Jiyong, people are really good. You have to live a good life. "Listening to my dad, it feels like it is examined. I have been married for more than 20 years with you.

Well, I admit that my vision is still good. What do you say? Brother Yong.

Unconsciously, you have become part of my life. Last time you and the manager of the new project unit drank a piece. Although you had broken the film, I didn't remember it, but I was afraid of it at this moment. That night, I drove you to make an appointment. Because of the inconvenience of considering that you were inconvenient, I decided to wait for you in the car. It's all at 11 o'clock in the evening. The restaurant was looking for the waiter and said that you had already disappeared. I heard that some people were drunk. You do n’t know. I was around the parking car and ran for a few kilometers while crying. Tears were like the beads that broke the line. I wet my cheeks. The November night was cold. Although I wore a thin cotton jacket, I was soaked by me. At that moment, I was particularly scared. I was afraid that you would drink too much and fell. There are a variety of unknown flashes, and I finally found you at two in the morning. At that time, you seemed to be a stallion. I was afraid. I pulled your hand and asked you to say something. I found that you can make a sound. Holding you a big cry, I do n’t know when I wow, my courage becomes smaller and I ca n’t help but scare.

I have changed-

Your return, I take the initiative to let Xian, and let you experience the mood of being a "child slave", but you are stronger than what I think. To say that my daughter is the "lover" of my dad's last life. The child talked with me in the last second. The next second told you to talk and chat with you. The identity of his parents is to suppress the child. He always thinks that he is right. In your words, "Children have their own way of thinking. We can remind them as parents. There is no need to repeat it again and again." In fact, I know you all say this, but the habits developed for so many years are difficult to change. I think you rarely at home, give me children and home, and complain to the children who do not cultivate. You said, "This is just my own thoughts. What is excellent? It's not that the grades are good, even if it is excellent, look at the child is excellent." Well, it seems that I am looking for trouble.

Because of the children who are facing the college entrance examination, the Hubei epidemic, followed by an epidemic occurred in the red gate of Fengtai University, etc. I have felt nervous for the first time in the community. I can even say a little fear. My first -line epidemic prevention in the community will affect the children's class and delay the college entrance examination. Fortunately, Brother Yong has you at home. You can not only ensure your children on the Internet at home, but also comfort me from time to time, give me enough confidence, and let me be busy with the community epidemic prevention, fight side by side with colleagues, and keep driving for the residents in the area under the jurisdiction. convoy.

At the beginning of 2021, there was a eye -catching eye. This is also the benefit of Yong brother for more than 20 years. For me who just stood in Fengtai, I sincerely hope that it will live permanently in Fengtai. For a long time, in the end, there can only be an empty house in Chaoyang District. Faced with we want to move away from the apartment, my stable job has become a "heart disease". You can see my worries, you touched my head several times and said, "Don't worry, have me."

An inadvertent part of the fellow party has contributed to the exchange of my work. Although I have a great reluctance to Fengtai, I also consider that I need to rent a house for many years. , I can only hold my scalp to accept the move and change the post again. Looking at my frowning face, you can touch my head again to comfort, "Don't be afraid, just according to your ability. "". Why don't you be afraid? It's just that I am no longer young, I can only accept it step by step.

When Yinger didn't return to school, we would talk about what kind of object she wanted to find in the future, or what was the object she looked like? Yinger joked: "Mom, is it as good as you said to get married?" I said, "That's not, what should be done in any age? Otherwise, how can I experience the greatness of my mother? You can see that I have been married to your dad for so many years, is it pretty good? "Yinger said:" I can't say that it is romantic, that is, respectful, I feel that my dad has a good temper to tolerate you. Otherwise, you have a little temper up, and you are a bit unreasonable. "I just wanted to ask Brother Yong:" When are you buying Ying'er?

Listening to Brother Yong, he called me "Girl" on the way out of get off work, not afraid of your jokes, really don't believe that we have been married for more than 20 years? How do I feel like I just got married ...

September 25, 2022

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