Zhang Ailing’s "Half Life", I don’t understand is lucky, and I understand is life

Some people say, "" Half Life "is like a prescription. With love as an attractive child, he has a life of life.

The protagonist of the story, Manshen, grew up under the care of her sister, was most injured by her sister.

She has an unforgettable lover, but she misses each other under the tricky fate.

When I was young, I once thought that this was just another tragic love story in old Shanghai.

Today, people have been middle -aged, have tasted all the flavors of the world, and have seen the warmth and warmth of the world.

In the fate of Manchu and the people around him, what gradually put together is the life of every ordinary person.

In this world

There is no feeling without injury

After his father died, Manlu, as his parents, supported the livelihood of the family.

To this end, she gave up her lover who had been married and turned into a dancer.

However, Manlu sacrificed happiness, innocence and dignity, and did not exchange for his mother's more pity.

When other children grow up, the mother starts to worry about Manlu's unwilling identity that will affect them, so she urges her to find someone to marry.

The second daughter of the Gu family, Manchu, who read the book, was independent of the economy and thought, and thought she could be lucky.

However, this is not the case.

Manchu is the person who is most thoughtful and painful in the family, but was stunned by Manlu's husband Zhu Hongcai.

Zhu Hongcai has repeatedly made non -score requirements, and was rejected by Manlu until Yu Jin appeared.

Yu Jin is the first love that Manlu was forced to give up. It was a rare memory in her miserable life.

But goodbye many years later, Yu Jin admired Manzheng's heart, which made Manlu's inner balance completely tilted.

She knew that the man of the man, the son of the rich man, Shen Shijun, but still deceived Manyu to send it to Zhu Hongcai's magic claws on the grounds of illness.

After that, Manzheng was kept at the Zhu's house until pregnancy.

Picture source: movie "Half Life"

In the days of being imprisoned, Manzhen was deeply desperate for the sister who always loved himself. He also understood that his mother was bought by her sister, and she would ignore the disappearing himself.

She missed the world and wanted to tell him his experience.

However, after she gave birth to a child and escaped Zhu Hongcai, she received the news of the marriage of the world.

Just a year, I changed the world outside. Her fascinating face -to -face is all right, and she loves to go away from her.

Zhang Ailing said: "Born in this world, there is no feeling that is not the same."

We grew up by relying on family relationships, accompanied by friends on their way to life, and longing for a partner who knows each other.

But one day never thought that friends were drifting away and loved and wounded.

When the relatives were helpless, when we put us in the middle of feelings and reality, what should we go and go.

After I was injured, I realized that all feelings should be transformed from the twists and turns of the years, and they were suffered.

Finally, helplessness and loneliness have become the norm in life.

People must always be entangled with others

Find your own way

Without Manlu's dedication, Manyu would have no chance to study, let alone meet the world of love with her.

Similarly, if it was not the difference between Manlu, Manyu would not be so heavy, lost the world, and regretful for many years.

Manchu once loved her family like Manlu, and desperately worked to support the family.

After Manlu's marriage, Manzheng warned his mother more than once that he could not take his sister's money again, don't let her sister embarrassed, she would have a burden on the expenses of the family.

However, when Manlu sacrificed Manzhong in order to eliminate his inner unevenness and sacrifice Manzhong for his marriage, his mother became an accomplice.

She not only acquiesced in the imprisonment of Manlu, but also avoided the aversion of the world and moved away from Shanghai.

When she left, she was still holding a sum of money given by Manlu in her pocket.

From beginning to end, Manzheng only disgusted with Zhu Hongcai. But in the calculation of her sister Manlu, she gave birth to Zhu Hongcai's child, destined to entangle his life with him.

These people who love and disgust have become her growth and completely change her life.

At this point, Man's life is an disillusionment and a rebirth in a sense.

She began to break down and re -explore the direction of life.

Picture source: movie "Half Life"

After Manlu died, she still took goodbye to her mother and brother, but she was indifferent and alienated.

In order to take care of the sick children, she returned to Zhu Hongcai and defaulted to this marriage.

But she was not attached to him, and chose to leave the child decisively when it was unbearable.

As saying: "The fate of a person is the essence of his social relationship."

No one is an isolated island, and we are inevitably affected by others.

Perhaps other people have hurt you inadvertently or intentionally, but when you notice, everything can be recovered.

You will be forced to leave the original track of life, and it will be temporarily lost.

But it doesn't matter.

Please believe that no matter where you live, the rudder of fate is always held in your own hands.

As long as you don't stop looking for, you will always find your own way after missing or painful.

Real maturity

Let go of the past and recognize the reality

At that time, Manyu was imprisoned, and the world looked for her through various ways, but as a result, she went to Manlu, and mistakenly thought that Manzhen married Yu Jin.

He was discouraged and married Shi Cuizhi, who was the right house.

Picture source: movie "Half Life"

However, in this bland marriage, both of them were in their hearts.

Shi Jun never forgot about Manyu, and Cuizhi had been in conjunction with Shi Jun's friend Xu Shuhui.

Cui Zhi's mother looked down on Shu Hui, a poor boy, and did not agree with the relationship between the two. After Cui Zhi failed to leave from home, Uncle Hui went abroad for further studies. Since then, the two have been gone.

In the eyes of Cuizhi, there is no way to speak, and he doesn't like to play, as long as a woman he doesn't like it.

Cui Zhi thought that the world was so dull and boring.

But she didn't know that the world destroyed everything related to Manchu under the anger, but the ghost left a letter to the gods, and kept it carefully.

He has always been shameful and said the most moving love to Manyu; when Yu Jin appeared, he would also be jealous.

Shi Jun and Manjian reunited. It was 14 years later that Uncle Hui returned to China.

In a noisy tavern, Manzheng talked about the encounters of these years.

Sitting on the opposite side, his face was pale and his brain was blank.

He was not able to find her when he needed the most when he needed it, and even more angry, even if he was broken, he couldn't rush into Manzheng's memories to rescue her.

But he thought that since he was able to meet again, he would be able to restore this relationship. He forgot that he already had a family, a wife, and two children.

Those who have experienced more suffering will always be more sober.

Manyu's phrase "The world is uniform, we can't go back", which is a full end of the love of the two people for many years.

On the other side, Cui Zhi was sitting awkwardly with Uncle Hui to eat.

Since the reunion of the last time, Cui Zhi was crying in front of Uncle Hui, and Uncle Hui began to pay attention to the exchanges between the two.

"The only thing that may be between them is the relationship. It is impossible to do with his friendship with the world."

In the past, the lover met again, but it had changed the world separately through the years.

Perhaps, in everyone's lives, there was a hidden him who had never said goodbye.

This makes people look forward to reunion and eager to fill the past regrets.

However, since that day, each has embarked on a very different journey.

Even if you can see each other, there are already life experiences that each other has never participated in each other, and the responsibility behind it.

Picture source: movie "Half Life"

It turns out that reunion cannot restore regret.

And from the moment we recognize the reality and farewell, we have really grown up.

At the end

American writer Maya Aglo said:

"Growth is not a painless process, as people originally conceived.

"I think, I handed over a part of the youth and replaced it back, and what I gained was more precious than lost."

Growth is not constantly harvesting, but constantly losing.

And those who have lost or are about to lose will leave a brand in our lives, which makes life meaningful.

There is no need to go to the result of demanding love, and happiness is not to be benevolent.

Because love has been successful in experience, and the process of pursuing happiness is more valuable than happiness itself.

Author: Jiu Jiu, take root down and grow up. The first public account of this article: reader reading club (ID: duzhe0423). "Reader" magazine's official reading and exchange platform, here, see the world, read life.

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