He Hong: I perceive the light in the fog -read Geng Xiang's new poem "The World of Reunion"

Mr. Geng Xiangxin is an outstanding cultural historian. Scholars represent reason, and the significance of the existence of scholars is to find or give a certain significance to the existence of the world and the world. But is the existence and significance of the world determined? Xiangxin tried to change a perspective to observe and understand, he chose poetry. Observe and understand the world by poetry, and explore the meaning of existence. This is about the original intention of named his poem collection "The World of Reunion Eye".

1. Earthquake

The first chapter of the collection of poems is named "Order · Quantum". Obviously a pair of contradictions in order and quantum state. But the paradox of the world is here. The disorderly exercise and difficult to measure the basic particles constitute the orderly material world. It is new to "the world present" and "a huge harmonious paradox." How can an irrational and uncertain world be recognized by rationality? The uncertainty of the world has led to serious self -doubts. In the preface "Similar to yourself" ("Reunion Eye, Outstanding (Preface)"). The new expression begins with questioning of the relationship between self and world.

"The World of Reunion" is arranged in the way of editing, and the poems are arranged before and after the creative time. The first poem of the collection of poems was created on August 7, 2019. This day happened to be the traditional Chinese "Tanabata Festival". During the day, three poems were created. The first poem "Left Eyes and Right Eyes -About Birthday" expresses the understanding of human blind people like the world: "Imagine, you are the complete world/see, you are a narrow figure"; Thinking about the world's subjectivity and objectivity: "Because of you, the red dust is lush and lush/due to you, the four seasons are scattered"; expressed the incompetent contradictions: "When can you reach the faintness/yin and yang of the yin and yang/Tai Chi, Tai Chi, Tai Chi. The other side of the heart/left and right "; expresses the relationship between experience, culture and nature in the loss of time:" Flowing from the Book of Songs/Accompanying you, as well as peony/Tangyu, papaya, endless reed flowers. " Therefore, the poem "left eye and right eye" is the symbol or metaphor of the relationship between the world or the relationship between man and nature, and the occurrence of the problem as the sub -title "about birthday" is because of the arrival of people. The second song "The Song of the Qixi Festival" is also expressed by the relationship between self and world: "Because of my existence, the stars are indifferent/because of the existence of the stars, I am ecstatic." This is another perspective of the world's "lush shame" or "seasons of the four seasons" or whether the four seasons are scattered ". Maybe the world is actually" indifferent ", but Xiangxin still hopes that people will have a significance to the world: "But I wish, because you have passed the river because of my existence." The third "Evil Eyes" directly expressed his panic: "meaning, it seems to be in the earthquake." But does the meaning of the meaning of the earthquake "have to look at the world with one eye"? Even if the two eyes are intact, can the world be clear? Even if the world is used to look at the world with infinite compound eyes, each eye is observed to observe How can the contradictions be unified together to build a clear world? New questioning and expression began.

The next poems, the new expression of each other is basically the experience of contradiction between things in the panic of the meaning earthquake, and gradually from "one day's childbirth/I say goodbye to darkness, imagine the sun" ("One is infinite") to to the "one is infinite") to the "one is infinite") to the "one is infinite") to "My eyes slowly adapt to darkness" ("Adaptation"). In this regard, Xiangxin's understanding has also become clear: "Growing up may be a tragedy/but it is even a kind of childhood, dwarf." The so -called "growing up" is a understanding of the world's nothingness, and the so -called "childhood" is a perception of the certain appearance of the world.

In the cognition of uncertainty and chaos, Xiangxin is still in the several trees that "after the rain" in the after the rain and the tweeting of the dragonfly ("After the Rain"), seeking meaning. It is expected that in the "Beer's malt incense", the door of "Suddenly Life" is used to open the door of the "wonderful" fingers, although it is known that it may be the door to "hell" ("Finger"). This question and entanglement are lingering in the new mind of Xiangxin.

In the shaking and meaningful earthquake in the world, Xiangxin feels the humble and devotion of people from the businessman's divination ("Crack"), and experienced by the "dozens of sticks" that supports faith. The small ("Hanging Temple", from the "a grass" of "Fantasy to become a tree" to perceive the virtuality of man ("A Grass"), from the "city where the wind is cut, the east and the west is crooked" Nothing can compete with the wind "(" Wind and Tree "), finally understanding" the truth is more cruel than the appearance "(" in vain "). . In this regard, Xiangxin imagined other possibilities, that is, the superwriting soul gives world significance: "I have believed in all things, including/you and me, humans, with colorful souls. Future/Let me have a short time with you, encounter it "(" Zhongyuan Festival "). In the tangled meaning of the world, Xiangxin encountered the Zhongyuan Festival, he wrote this poem, instead of the existence of the people's beliefs Significant thinking is worse than other possible thinking about confirming the existence of the world and its meaning.

In the subsequent poems, each other wrote a new mankind as "the weakness of the weak" ("Unknown"), the human "abandoned mentality" ("orphan"), and wrote from the mountains to the city (half "half of the city to the city (semi -half of the city (semi -half In the history of the change from the wasteland to the society ("Wasteland"), how can we "find the North Dipper, and all/can be positioned, constellation", but after all, "the meaning is still following the flow" ("symbol"). As a result, Xiangxin from history to reality, from time to space, from macro to micro, constantly thinking about the order and chaos of the world, rationality and irrational, determination and follow -up, existence and consciousness, and find "Where is the light" ("Light is in the light" (light is in " Where ")? Despite constantly questioning existence, Xiangxin still maintains the pursuit of meaning:" If there is no light?/Shadow? "(" Self -evidence ");" Human beings greeted Dawn/sacred light is a wave of waves/because of a person's sip, the energy obtains new life/meaning in death, dewdrop drip and evaporate "(" Dawn ");" Adapt to dark eyes, yourself yourself, yourself yourself "Over the light" ("Perfect"); "The flower of each life is looking up at the window" ("Window"). During this time, light and shadows or darkness must be the focus of new thinking, and these keywords repeatedly appeared in his poems. Like the new poet, it is expected that the world is exactly the same as an experienced, feeling or overwhelming way. His poems reflect a strong modern consciousness and scientific spirit. In a sense, the earthquake of significance is more aware of the discovery of macro universe and micro particles through modern science. It is the discovery of quantum entanglement that brings "human tangles" ("Quantum: entanglement or entanglement" To. Nevertheless, Xiangxin still believes in the meaning of human existence to the world. In the transformation of paper from the tree to the recording of human thought, he asked: "Your reincarnation makes me unable to imagine/if you are still a tree/ How to exist in this world ("Paper").

"Order · Quantum" includes 60 poems. These poems began on August 7, 2019, and finally September 6, the same year. In other words, for a month, Xiangxin wrote so many poems at a rate of two poems on average, and you can imagine the fierceness of his inner conflict during this period and the strong expressive desire.

Possibly of meaning

The second chapter of the episode of Poetry "The Circle of Strange Points · Time" includes 27 poems. These poems are basically created in a month. From September 10, 2019, it was finally on October 11, the same year. In the same 31 days, the new creation was less than half compared to the previous month. Although one day of creating two or three songs, it is often interrupted, and it can be seen that its emotions have gradually calmed down.

In the calm thinking, seeing "Dusk, like a return bird/another/driving/a nest" ("Yuan"), the rebirth or possibility of rethinking meaning. Although "I can't determine whether in the dream/and wake up, God/the same one", "Dream is the starting point of the world", "You created me" ("Dream"), the meaning may be here. For us who live in the "three -dimensional -time" time and space, the meaning of annihilation is the one -way of time. Xiangxin said in the first chapter of "Fusible": "How can I resurrect tomorrow, how can I think/time bend, arrow/break, create a new memory/scar on memory, to warn." Tomorrow is difficult to resurrect because time cannot bend. If time becomes a space that can be round and forth, the problem may be solved. When we are "still in the four -dimensional space/hanging time", the existence of the wormhole may provide the possibility of opening a new space dimension to enter the parallel universe, we may "eternal life: in your black hole" ("Worm Cave").

"Weight", "Healing Hunger", "Lost", "Soul" and other expressions are all expressed the relationship between life and ideology of life and ideology; "Flash" and "Portrait Painting" discusses virtual life or person creation and given through online games, painting, painting, painting, painting, painting, painting, and painting. The meaning of life. The exploration of possibilities for significance is extended to multiple dimensions, such as the exploration of the "Book of Songs" ("The Wide of the River" and "The Worm of the Grass") and Tao Yuanming ("Portal") to continue? "He") and the relics ("Loulan Beauty") Is the existence of life meaning? Can modern technology expand the perception of human perceptions to make life more full ("Living elsewhere")? Myth ("Myth"), cultural creation), cultural creation) ("Void"), reality as ("Behavioral Art"), modernization ("Dark" and "Relationship") Can it give life significance? "However, this idea is realized, fast/void, will rule everything, everything" ("Void"), "I just started fantasizing/daily food with wings, but suddenly came to/white sunshine, extinguished" ("Time"). Xiangxin realizes that nothingness is absolute and thorough.

Despite the entanglement and struggle in existence and nothingness, Xiangxin has been looking for meaning: "His existence is the brave tent on the Mount Everest/is resting in the vicissitudes of time and emptiness" ("Drivers" To. Aware of the meaning of nothingness, seeing the darkness, but being bright, and the courage to observe and think about death: "My right eye is looking at/my left eye is thinking" ("consciousness"), maybe maybe The significance exists in the place where it disappears, "a place where you departure" ("Station"), and the ceremony is a way to give life and existence ("Rites"). Although your audience only has yourself, you have to make your life meaning, "You must prepare, your own novels" ("Director"). Third, the rebirth of meaning

The third chapter of the episode of Psalm includes 51 poems, "Four -dimensional · God's Wake", and created from October 17, 2019 to March 29, 2020, which lasted more than 5 months.

At the beginning of this chapter, Xiangxin expressed the courage to face nothing and seeking meaning: "In order to force retreat, we nestle forward" ("Light and Love"), and also wrote a physical existence in time ("" "" "" "" "" " ")), Pursuit of freedom in the dark (" self -reason "). As a result, Xiangxin found the possibility of rebirth of meaning rebirth from the mythical figures in the river and space of four dimensions.

Pu Father hunting the sun and fainting on the road, and "his crutches turned into woods" ("Quest Father"); Xing Tian lost his head, looking for the enemy with his breasts, "maybe, today, he is still there there. , Self -dance "(" Xingtian "); Nuwa made people to make up the sky," She creates everything every day and enjoy life "(" Nuwa "); "..." So, he enlightened in the darkness/he folded down the branches of the forest, with wood drilling wood/finally, fire and fire can make darkness blind at any time "(" The Ren people "). Therefore, nothingness is not the abyss of devouring meaning, "empty is just the existence of another name" ("Pangu"), "Every time the original impact of yin and yang creates a roar of life/thunder, or hypnotize the unnamed universe" ("Genesis"), "They know how to chine on 'chaos' every day/until the seventh day, 'chaos' death" ("Chaos"); Fuxi "pick up the wild fire, ignite a bunch of bonfires" ("Fuxi Fuxi" (Fuxi " "); "Cangjie"); The co -workers are angry, "Stars/are also moving in the middle, pay tribute to him in eternal name" ("Communist Work"). In this way, the gods led us to go out of darkness and nothingness, "She came again, some world" ("bird reclamation"), "The one will fall into the world, the part of the heavens/in five colors will be painted, and it will be painted. Turned into God's eyes "(" Son -in -law to fill the sky ").

As a result, we understand that Xiangxin's intention to name this chapter "wake up in God" is the creation of the gods from scratch, giving the world significance. ("One Clear Singing"), let "I wake up between the branches and leaves of the ladder where the nest leads to the sky" ("I am in"), and let the "human eyes open with God's help" "" The Ancient Beast ""), the meaning was reborn, and my life was also meaningful. I am willing to return the information of my life to you "(" One of Heaven and Man ").

While writing "God's Wake", Xiangxin also searched for the meaning of existence from historical culture, all aspects of daily life, "Entrance", "On the Street", "Wandering", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip", "Slip" " "Broken Film" "The Dynasties of the Dynasties", "Another World" and "Summon", etc., in dating with the ancients, in the long river of life, in love life, in the world of death and another possible world, in the world of artificial intelligence, in the world of artificial intelligence, in the world of artificial intelligence, in the world of artificial intelligence , Find meaning. So, "This morning, thoughts began to be hungry" ("Lonely"), "I have proved the breath, the voyage of thought is about to start" ("Rising"), and "Immortal wind, the painful figure/sunlight wake up, wake up , Wake up the journey full of heartbeat "(" Bring your eyes ")," Let me, walk with you, become the descendants of light ("Light of 2020").

Fourth, the calmness of returning

Chapter 4 "The World of Reunion" includes 120 poems, and the creative time continues from August 13, 2020 to the end of the year, 4 and a half months. Prior to this, his creation was just about 4 and a half months. After the interruption, re -writing, the previous entanglement and conflict of existence and nothingness gradually farther away from the new heart. "I cast/a stone on the lake in my heart. Experience the order of the creation of the world Calm ("Simple").

This part of the poem has the universe, time, life and death, history, and culture, meditation, and feelings of daily life and small things. I can't read them one by one. In these poems, we cannot follow the inertia's thinking, barely say that Xiangxin has continuously found the meaning of existence from the meaning of the meaning brought by nothingness and nothing, so as to completely get rid of the problem of nothingness. The fact is that the darkness sets off the existence of light, and death confirms the meaning of life, but the ultimate nothingness is destined to get rid of: "The human background is the sunset that cannot be stopped,/and the life of the time tug of war can be the last silence" ( "False Hi"); "I and my world, from the same palms of the same way/I have nothing to know, growing/conscious eyes, it discovered an unconscious life" ("I and I have me and me "));" I was born in the empty without/, and the empty, transcending it "(" The Ben "). What we need is to give existence in nothingness. Therefore, in this new part of the poem, we see the helplessness of "walking to the poor", and the joy of "sitting and watching the clouds": "I am in the infinite sound, unlimited joy/ In the pocket of time, I checked your thoughts "(" Live "). "I know nothing about the disappearance, maybe/may not be splurked in the future, still, vitality" ("Broken Film"). How to make existence meaning in seeing the completely empty after nothing? When facing the destruction of death, how to keep life peace? This may be the purpose of observing and thinking about life, existence, and the world in a poetic way. Recognize the essence of existence and give life meaning, not to hide death and deny nothingness, but to make the current survival meaning, so that the heart can be peaceful: "Whether you want, you are your own epic/" Life, it is a series of current collection "(" Birth of Time "). We cannot deny nothingness, but it is not to defeat the nothingness: "His conversion is not resistance/more like freedom/like birds to return to the branches/he also needs to return to the sky ... Entering silence/he was in the tunnel of wisdom, taking off wisdom/he learned Nirvana in the solemnity of his life "(" Conversion ")," Getting complete in irrigation and drying up "(" dependent on ");" Even though, even though You often belong to the dark air/even though the haze in the world often cover your light/but the seven spoonfuls, but you are quiet as one "(" Looking up ").

Xiangxin said in the post that he wrote these poems, "trying to understand this world through verses." He thought of compound eyes, and hoped that through a new perspective, he found and confirmed the value and significance of the world and life. However, in the in -depth search, he found that "compound eyes cannot give the world clear", which deepened his understanding of the world. So, where is the significance of the world and its existence? In the new, although it is observed from different perspectives, "the background color must be full of vagueness", but "maybe this is the essential meaning of our existence -in the fog in the fog -in the fog Perceive light ".

The new poems can be interpreted with different "compound eyes", and my interpretation may not be the original intention of each other. But I regard the creation of this set of poems as a continuous process. I think that my interpretation is the same as the exploration of the world and life, and I feel light in the fog and give the meaning to existence.

"The World of Reunion", a new book in Geng Xiang, People's Literature Press

About the Author

He Hong, a new savage from Henan, was born in 1967. He graduated from the Chinese Department of Nankai University in 1988. He is currently the director of the China Writers Association Network Literature Center, a second -level researcher, a member of the National Committee of the Chinese Writing Association, and a director of the Chinese Literature and Arts Association. He is the author of "The Revolution of Survival", "Literature and Art in the Back to Network", "Explorer", "I Watch", "Beyond or Repeated", "From the Rural to Diversity" and the long documentary literature "Life pulse", "Grain, Food" and so on. Many important literary awards judges including the Lu Xun Literature Award and the Mao Dun Literature Award have been many times, and the national cultural artists and "four batches" talents are enjoyed to enjoy the special allowance of the State Council.

Edit: Liu Qihan

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