Bi Feiyu's "Passenger": more terrible than eye blindness, it is heart blinding

Bi Feiyu's "Mass" was written to blind friends.

In 2007, Bi Feiyu suffered from cervical spondylosis due to writing all year round.

So he walked into a massage center and began to contact the special group of blind pilotists.

The deeper with the blind people, the more they can feel their joy and sorrow. In fact, there is nothing different from the sound people.

A "Massage" opened a silent and closed dark world.

In this world, there is also the happiness and cruelty of life, the sweetness and sourness of love, the beauty and ugliness of human nature.

We always think that we can understand everything with both eyes. In fact, each of us has its own "blind zone", and everyone is blind.

Sometimes, the eyes are not blindly sealed, but narrow and bias, blindfolding the eyes in our hearts.

When you read "Gas", after reading the life of these three blind people, you will understand:

More terrible than eye blindness is heart blinding.

Sha Fu Ming: Calm in the Ming Dynasty, dying and death

Starting from the first day of school, Sha Fuming's goal is to make his heart more active.

The first step of Sha Fuming is to "read" the book desperately and use your fingertips to identify the lame.

Because the eyes were blind, Sha Fu Ming read the book, and it was almost day and night.

He reads medicine, reads, reads history, reads arts, reads science, reads the economy, reads 5,000 years, and reads 80,000 miles.

Sha Fu Ming didn't feel tired at all. He told himself that he had to read. Every time he read a book, he was on the first floor. One day, he could reach the peak.

Through one book one after another, Sha Fuming opened his inner eyes.

When the students were still studying the Chinese medicine meridians and acupoints, they explored the heart of the heart, lung, kidney, heaven and middle, tail Zhonghe Zusanli.

Sha Fu Ming touched his body, and through bones, systems, organs, and muscles, he suddenly had a structural grasp of the human body.

Dr. Wang Wang was soaked in the gym every day to practice his arm and finger force. Sha Fu Ming used time to learn Japanese and English.

It turns out that Sha Fuming has a longer -term strategic "vision".

When I first went to work in Shanghai, once a foreign guest came to do a lottery, the blind people became particularly shy and did not dare to say a word. Only Sha Fuming dared to communicate with foreign guests.

Sha Fu Ming used a stutter English or Japanese to talk to foreign guests. There is no lack of learning and humor in words.

Foreign friends shouted Sha Fuming as a great "Mr. Sha". His appearance changed many people's basic views on the blind pilotist. He was so talkative and optimistic.

This is okay. Foreigners all look for Sha Fu Ming to do a lottery. When the business is good, Sha Fuming hates that he cannot become two people.

Everyone said that it is not easy for the blind people to feed themselves by their own strength, but Sha Fu Ming has a larger goal.

Finally, Sha Fuming had enough entrepreneurial funds. He resigned and returned to Nanjing and opened a massage center with his friend Zhang Zongqi.

Starting from Sha Fu Ming's understanding, he knew that even if God closed the window for him, the sun would definitely fall from the gap.

What really trapped us is actually a high wall built in our hearts.

It is true that you have to treat others' definitions without having prejudice and trying to break the definition of others.

As long as you have light in your heart, even if you are caught in the darkness, you can walk out of your own way to the sun.

Both red: the bright place is frank, the dark place is turbulent

Before working to work in a massage center, he was in a blind school, and he was very talented.

She only listened to the music of the musician Plames, which not only sang the main theme, but also sang the accompaniment.

Everyone likes singing, but the teacher let her play the piano.

The reason is that singing is too easy for blind people, as long as you open your mouth.

In the opinion of the teacher, a disabled person can only have the power to point to the times that are inconvenient and unable to do what he is inconvenient and unable to do through the hardships, going up and down the sea of ​​fire.

It's all red but the teacher had to give up singing.

In just three years, the piano test reached level 8.

But in the second day of the second day, they all gave up the piano decisively and said they were not willing to sit in front of the piano.

All of this is due to a performance.

It was a charity party. There were many big names, popular pop singers, and film and television stars.

Du Hong wants to perform Bach's three creative songs, which is a difficult complex work, especially emphasizing the opposition of the left and right hands.

In fact, Du Hong is more confident in the two creative songs, but the teacher has repeatedly encouraged her to perform more difficult songs.

In the formal performance, the rhythm of the fingers was also chaotic, and the performance effect did not even reach the half of the piano.

Du Hong could only hold his head hard, and continued to play along the melody. When the last quarter shot was finished, she wanted to cry regretful.

But at this time, there was a long -lasting applause at the scene. Listening to the host's story, it was not a taste in my heart.

She just wanted to play Bach's song, not to repay society, after all, she never owed anyone.

She didn't like to be supported by others, but in the eyes of the public, she could not push the hostess's hand away.

The audience were moved by red, but they were all unwilling to be watched by poor eyes.

In the end, Du Hong gave up the music decisively and chose Chinese medicine massage.

A generation of "music goddess" no longer touch the keys with both hands, but touch people's body acupoints. However, it is far from being as easy to learn music. After graduating, Du Hong met Ji Tingting, a blind friend working in Nanjing. After Ji Tingting introduced, they all came to Sha Zongqi Massage Center.

In fact, at the beginning, the red craftsmanship was not too close, and Sha Fuming did not intend to hire her.

But one day later. Du Hong came to the massage center, in front of everyone, showing his determination to stay:

"Give me a month, don't work, just eat three meals, and squeeze Ji Tingting at night. If you don't meet the requirements for a month, leave it yourself and send the food fee back within one year."

That's the words that moved Sha Fuming. In the end, Sha Fuming agreed to stay in red and decided to teach her.

As the sentence in the book: "The biggest obstacle of the blind people is not vision, but courage."

In the face of the prejudice of others, the best way is not to argue with the tongue.

The prejudice of people's hearts is just like a cage that is difficult to shake.

Rather than being trapped in it, it is better to self -proven by strength.

Doctor Wang: Fighting on the bright place, in the dark, heart

Bi Feiyu found one thing when he wrote "Passenger".

There are still some differences between the door across the door of the massage center:

Many things are no longer valued in the hearts of the door, but they are still valued in the hearts of blind people in the door.

Dr. Wang's first dream, like Sha Fuming, also made money to open a massage center.

Dr. Wang returned to his hometown in Nanjing with his girlfriend Xiaotong and came to Sha Zongqi Massage Center.

Looking at the old classmates in the past, Dr. Wang was envious.

If you are not an investment failure, you can also have such a massage center.

In the future, Doctor Wang worked hard to make money and was ready to win back.

Dr. Wang is always the most practical person in the massage center.

The power of his healthy arm and fingertips is the hard power he can stand in the massage center; and his way of doing things and the way he gets along with the world.

If Dr. Wang works hard like this, one day he can realize his dream, open a massage center, and marry his lover Xiao Kong home.

However, a debt collection call from the family broke the peaceful life of Doctor Wang.

Dr. Wang's brother was a sound person, but he was idle all day long. Under the instability of his wife, he gambled the debt of 25,000.

For the first time, the debt collectors asked for money at home, and the younger brother and wife also hid in the countryside, leaving their parents to be scared at home.

Doctor Wang finally got his brother's phone call and hurried to let him pay back the money, but his brother was not in a hurry, and laughed at the elder brother and said, "It's not a good day."

In Nanjing, ordinary people call people like brothers "living old ghosts".

Dr. Wang, who is a blind person, lives hard and lives hard; and a sound person like his brother has a good time.

Although his brother has his eyes, he puts himself in the mud. He stagnates and cannot see everything in the future.

Half a month later, when the debt collectors came to the house for the second time, Dr. Wang had already made up the money.

When he rushed home and faced the debt collection, Doctor Wang was a bit timid first.

I know that the younger brother who doesn't care about himself is also present, and doctors Wang can't help it anymore.

Doctor Wang couldn't stand such humiliation. He rushed into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, threw the money in, and touched two ice cubes, covered his mouth, chewed to paralyze himself.

Then he returned to the living room with a kitchen knife.

His move shocked the people present.

Next, Dr. Wang's series of loud questions made everyone silent.

Doctor Wang said that as a blind man, he can go to the streets to discuss and begging others for mercy, but he can't do it because he wants "this face". He loves "this face" and he has to take himself as a person.

In the end, Dr. Wang insisted that he did not help his brother to pay off his debt. He picked up the kitchen knife and cut through his chest. The blood spit out of the blood finally frightened the debt collector.

Once again with the close eyes of Dr. Wang, everyone was shocked by his courage to fight with dignity.

Just like Bi Feiyu said: "It's a limit to not seeing it, and it is also a limit to seeing."

Yeah, many times, the sound is in the bright place and the blind is in the dark.

It is necessary to improve people as standards, but do not know that there are too many blind spots in life, making people unclear the truth of life.

More importantly, their eyes are always out, but they have never really explored their hearts.

More terrible than eye blindness is heart blinding.

Those who lack bright in their hearts are hard to see themselves in this life.

As the saying goes, the eyes are bright, and the heart is in the dark.

As a blind person, even if Dr. Wang couldn't see the prosperity of the world, he still had a pair of wisdom in his heart, which was enough to insight and warmth.

Only by continuously wiping your heart can you clarify the impurities, remove the obscuration, and let the light illuminate the world of life.

Bi Feiyu once said in the creative talk:

"After I closed my eyes, I was startled, and I saw the full sky in the dark."

Bi Feiyu actually did not expect that the "Gas" is not a magnificent work and can win the 2011 Mao Dun Literature Award.

Many blind friends, regard "Mass" as "our novels".

A "Mass" is like a mirror that allows us to look at ourselves, so as to see our hearts more clearly.Everyone has a blind spot, where the eyes are invisible, let their hearts reach.

If the eyes are dull, keep the candlelight in the heart, and the essence of the cave through the world.

Even if it is sealed into the barrier, it can break the prejudice with strength and break through.

Looking at it, I hope that the eyes in my heart are always clear and bright, and everything is bright.

Author | Chen Xingkong, write a starry sky with a pen.

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