Yang Lan's prose "Behind the Strong"

Behind the strong

Yang Lan

On the fourth day after the two -knee joint replacement, it happened to be the day for the second anniversary of the death of the father. On that day, the drainage tube was pulled out. Essence Before the operation, her right leg and knee were straight like a crutch, which almost dragged away. When going upstairs, she needed to take the stairs handrail with both hands to drag her with both hands and lift the whole leg diagonally; go downstairs. Going down.

That day, my brother called and said that he would go to the grave to his father. When I told my brother, when I burned paper, I must not forget to tell my father that my mother's operation was very successful. His last wish, we have completed it for him.

On those days after the operation, when I saw my mother's legs gradually get better, I thought more than once: If my father could see the mother now, how happy it would be ...

Mother has an old osteoarthritis, and she has been shouting her leg pain as early as ten years ago. We have also tried a lot of drugs and treatment methods, all of which have been very effective. In the end, as they grow, they have become more and more serious. In recent years, even sitting there, his legs hurt. Watching her endured the pain every day, my father was always anxious. We advised him to perform joint replacement surgery for his mother, but they always listened to others and said that it would hurt more after this operation. , Afraid of losing money. No matter how I explained them, they don't believe them, and even no relatives and friends came out to support me. As a daughter, I dare not reluctantly, I can only drag it again and again, watching my mother's stomach badly, and then using painkillers to replace it.

I can't imagine how painful my mother is with pain every day, let alone the legs. We are alive and we must use it at any time.

Mom relies on various painkillers, and Dad is a recipe for treating leg pain everywhere, and she wants to cure her mother's leg disease. Although my lover and I often explained to him from the perspective of medicine, so that he should not believe that the so -called remedies of the river and lakes doctors did not try it once, but he was still unwilling.

I remember once, he did not know where to hear a recipe, saying that there was a kind of herbal medicine called "dead man" (so far I don't know what kind of grass was). The local external application can cure leg pain after smashing, and also said Many people's legs have been completely cured as my mother. So, my father carried us, and he ran to the mountain without saying a lot, dug a lot of back, mashed it with a rolling pin, applied his mother on his legs before going to bed at night, and wrapped the plastic wrap. Although burning pain, when she thought of cure her legs, her mother endured it all night. But the next morning, unbuttoned the plastic wrap. The two legs were red and swollen. Not only did it not cure, but a large number of blisters were burned on the skin, and finally the hospital was cured.

Without the method, there was no effect. The mother's legs gradually appeared. The bilateral knee joint bent outward, forming a typical "O" leg. Mom was not tall, so it became shorter. Later, my parents came to my house. I found two retired teachers who had changed the joints in our hospital to let my parents look at the recovery of others. After communicating in person, the parents finally believed and decided to arrange the time to perform knee replacement surgery for the mother. But later, because he was always sick, this incident was put on hold, and eventually became the last wish.

After the New Year, my lover and I received my mother with me and were going to perform surgery for her. Before deciding the operation, I only got the support of my loved ones and my elder brother. Although other relatives did not know their opposition, I still advised me to consider it carefully. In case the operation failed to the mother, it was not just the body that brought her the body. Pain. But I have made up my mind and did not shake, because there are many successful cases around me, and I fortunately think that my luck will not be so bad.

I remember that after my father died, while I was there and the second dad, I proposed to make joint replacement for my mother in front of the family. Become an eternal sinner. I answered with a smile, in case my mother was really disabled, I would be supported by me alone. Although my mouth is hard, I really understand that this is not just the question of who to support. At that time, I still had some concerns about my thoughts.

As the youngest daughter of my parents, I have no decision -making power at home. But this time, with the support of the boss, and my lover, he has always been my strong backing. I told my loved ones full of confidence that in case my mother was really disabled after surgery, I would stay here in the future. I am responsible and I will not bother anyone.

At the end of April, the epidemic had just been controlled, and I took my mother into orthopedics. I said to my mother full of longing, and when she didn't hurt her legs, I could take her to travel everywhere; when her curved legs became straight after her surgery, she would become higher, and she would look better.

But on the first day of hospitalization, an old aunt who had trauma caused a leg fracture in the ward where the mother lived in, may be due to a wound infection. Every time the doctor came to change the medicine, she shouted, and it hurts. Let the doctor touch. The call was fierce, and it was creepy. I was so scared that I took my mother out of the ward to walk on the corridor, but I started to drum in my heart. What should I do if my mother hurts so much after surgery? So painful, my mother is 77 years old, how can I bear it! My heart became uneasy, and even thought of giving up. The decisions that are not easy to make, once you give up, means that the second half of his mother will spend the pain in pain. So I started to comfort myself, my mother would not do this, and the operation would be successful. My brother was in the field, the night before the operation, and I already signed on various surgical consent. When I signed, I felt the pressure and responsibility on my body.

That day, I suddenly realized that when I was so big, I had never played anything for this home.

However, I have always had a belief in my heart, I believe that Cangtian lived up to people. Take a step back for 10,000 steps, in case the activity is not ideal, then at least better than now. Mom takes a lot of painkillers every day, always shouts stomach pain, and also takes stomach medicine. Before the operation, I dreamed of her gastric cancer several times. I think, as long as it can reduce the pain of mothers, it will be worth it. Mom worked hard for a lifetime. If she still endures various pain in the body every day, as a doctor, she knows that there is an opportunity for surgery but she will not do it. If she is gone one day, I will regret it and will blame herself.

Before the operation, I asked my mother to have a nanny. I think that if my mother really can't go after surgery, then I must fulfill her promise, take care of her well, and let her live in her old age.

In the early morning of May 1st, my mother pushed a flat car to the operating room up the outpatient building. Along the way, her mother was lying on a flat car, covering a white quilt on her body, becoming a real patient. Suddenly I regretted crying, how could I make my mother a serious patient at once!

When the flat car passed through the corridor of the ward and outpatient clinic, I saw a few pomegranates in the garden, with a fiery red pomegranate flower hanging on the sporadic. That joy and auspicious. I know that the pomegranate flower symbolizes many children and blessings. Then look at my mother. Except for my lover, my son, daughter, grandson, granddaughter, and grandson, I followed a large group. I think my mother is a blessed person. The Ji people have a heavenly phase. Dad will also bless her peace in the sky.

I silently prayed for her in my heart.

Starting from entering the operating room, my mother's surgery took more than two hours. When I was outside the operating room, the moment my mother was launched, I had a faint smile on my face. I hurried over and asked her if she hurt, she said it would not hurt, there was no painful expression on her face, and it was very happy.

At that moment, I seemed to hear the sound of the stone hanging in my heart.

In my memory, in addition to leg disease, my mother's body has always been good, and the operation is the first time. I know that my mother is a very strong person. She can bear it at all. Because she had eaten a lot of suffering in her life, when she was young, she worked on the mountains, lack clothes and food, and was discriminated against. What else could this flesh?

Because the lumbar numbness is adopted, the people after the surgery are very sober. The anesthetic of the surgical area has not completely dispersed. I can't feel the pain. Although she lost the blood of 800cc, her mental state is very good. laugh. Speaking of surgery, she said that the doctor seemed to smash her leg with a hammer. She only heard the local ringing, but she couldn't feel the pain at all. Insert the ureter, do not get up to the toilet, and sleep at night. My most worried on the first day after the operation, I spent so smoothly.

I am also a doctor. Of course, I know that the first three days after the surgery were the most important, and the swelling began to recover after three days. According to the doctor's request, her mother started to get out of bed on the third day. She was wearing a sick suit and a drainage tube. It was a bit difficult when I got out of bed for the first time. Just stand on the side of the bed for a while. But her mother was very strong. She held a helper, and her legs alternated alternately to do simple activities.

In those days, my sister and I washed her feet, helped her brushing her teeth, washing her face, feeding, and taking her to the toilet. Mom has never enjoyed our consideration of our consideration, and sometimes she is embarrassed.

For the first time, in front of my mother, I felt that I was an adult. When I was young, my mother should take care of us and raise us.

On the morning of the fifth day of the operation, my sister and I asked my mother to lie on the bed and wash her head and clean up her. My mother's skin has always been very white, and white is so envious, but at this point, I look like my father. Therefore, I did not inherit me to me for her for many years. My mother looked very good in the illness. When I came to the corridor, I was surprised to find that her legs were straight. It really looked like a taller, and people seemed to be younger. Seeing my mother's so good state, I was very excited and asked her to walk on the corridor for a short period of time. My sister protects her like a child who has just learned to walk, for fear she will fall. After shooting a video, posted in our happy family, and reported peace to all relatives who cared about their mothers.

From the second day of the operation, the nurse gave her mother with a CPM machine twice a day for knee flexion and extension training. On the fifth day, the mother's legs had bent to 110 degrees. I was worried that my mother could bear the pain, and I was distressed. I advised her not to be too reluctant. I took it slowly and put it a little bit, but my mother remembered what I told her before the operation and insisted silently. Before surgery, in order to dispel her concerns about surgery, I told my mother that almost all cases of unsuccessful surgery were because they could not bear the pain after surgery and did not insist on exercise. And smile to your mother: Your surgery can only succeed or fail, because you must not want me to be a sinner, right? Mom nodded firmly.

Mom recovered almost expected. On the fifth day, you can go to the toilet by herself. All the liquid has stopped. Except for the treatment of CPM twice a day, there is no other treatment. Therefore, she proposed to be discharged from hospitalization Essence

On the morning of the sixth day, I said that I wanted to go home, but I lived in the fifth floor and had no elevators. I needed to find someone to go upstairs. Mom said she felt that she could, I didn't believe it, and took her to the stairs to let her try to take one or two steps. Of course, my sister has been protecting. As a result, she went up and down a whole layer, and the original rigid right legs were basically free.

My sister and I, our surprise, is unbearable!

On the morning of the seventh day after the operation, we replaced the sick clothes for my mother. She was neatly dressed and sat on the bed with a smile. I couldn't see that she was an old man who had just experienced the surgery.

Mom was discharged from the hospital, we prepared a wheelchair and a few young guys. I said to my mother: When you were young, you did n’t sit on the sedan. What about you sitting today? Mom smiled straight and said no, she could go up by herself. I pushed her downstairs with a wheelchair. She stood up from the wheelchair and insisted on trying it first. In the end, I went directly to the fifth floor, and the prepared "sedan seeds" did not come in handy.

My mother gave me too many surprises, moved, grateful, waves in my heart, turbulent. I used my mobile phone to record the bit by bit during her hospitalization. After returning home, she made a small short film, accompanied by the song sung by Jiao Jingfeng: "Mom", which is left as a memorial.

After more than four months, now her mother's legs have been fully recovered. For a while, she called and told me that in order to exercise, she took the elevator to the 18th floor and then came down from the stairs. I was surprised to close my mouth! Hurry up and blame: Just leave your legs without pain. Do you still want to participate in the Olympic Games! My silly mother, I couldn't help worrying about her. A few days ago, she went home to see her. She also performed me to go down the stairs once, without the escape stairs handrails, and it was easy to walk freely.

Rest today, turn on that video, and watch the mother's strong figure, it was moved again. Looking at it, I didn't feel tears ...

I was thinking that my mother had performed such a big surgery and didn't shout a pain. It wasn't that she didn't feel nervous. Behind her strong, she must not want me to bear that crime.

Attach a paragraph of lyrics:

"Mother"

Give me life

Give me another home

October cry

The first time I called Mom

Let you laugh

Let you worry about it

I don't talk hard for a lifetime

Just give me all love

I have raised me to grow up

Watch me away again

After each parting

You always turn to tears and fall

The weather is getting colder

Be careful not to cold

This is millions of times

The concern from the distance

Mother

You are the tears in the eyes

Your hands

A few scars were left in the years

Mother

Can you break your children's heart?

You are in this world

The hardest and most beautiful person

Native

About the Author:

Yang Lan, a pseudonym Mo Ran smiled, was born in Zhidan County, Shaanxi. He served as a hospital in Baoji City. Members of Shaanxi Science Popularization Writers Association, Member of Baoji Writers Association, Director of the Writers Association of Weibin District, Baoji City, urban headline columnist, and published in the "Shaanxi Rural Daily", "Baoji Daily" and "Qinling Literature" and so on.

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