Under the fence of Lin Daiyu, the sense of belonging with the attacker
Author:Read the Red Mansion Time:2022.09.04
Lin Daiyu was received by Jiafu around the age of six. Later, Lin Ruhai died. After Lin Daiyu was killed, he did not leave Jiafu. Jiafu has become her second home, and Jia mother is her only reliance.
Although Lin Daiyu is a lady of everyone, she is from Shuxiang Family, and her granddaughter of Jia's most baby. In addition to Jia Baoyu, Mother Jia is the most painful is Lin Daiyu. However, Daiyu always has a lingering sense of loneliness. She always feels that she is under the fence, lacking confidence, and not so easy.
In this regard, it is because Lin Daiyu's nature is sensitive and sad. People who are high -sensitivity are thoughtful in their hearts. A little bit of wind and grass will cause Lin Daiyu to react, which is easy to consume himself. On the other hand, Lin Daiyu's thoughts and thoughts were not for no reason. Especially after Lin Ruhai's death, she was really homeless. She was in Jiafu. Although she was not short of food and food, she was not surnamed Jia after all. She was a foreign name. She lives in Jiafu to go to relatives, not a matter of justice.
Moreover, Lin Daiyu has a strong self -esteem. She just entered Jiafu, at a young age, but had a lot of psychological activities. She carefully observed the words and deeds of everyone, and she was very cautious to do everything. The original book is described as this: Pay attention step by step, always care, refuse to say a word easily, one step a step, lest people who laughed at him.
Daiyu cares about her image, reputation, after all, this is not her own home. If it is in the Lin family, even if Daiyu is sensitive to sex, it will not be careful. Too much attentive made Lin Daiyu live very tired, and to a large extent, she grinded her spirit.
Lin Daiyu's feelings under the fence running through her daily life. Zhou Rui's family was sent to the palace flower, and finally sent her. Lin Daiyu was very dissatisfied and said that others would not pick them out or give me! The reason why she was so excited was because she was already very sensitive. If she was a girl from the Jia family, she would not have this feeling. What she cares about is not two palace flowers, but fairness and respect. She is afraid of being despised and being neglected. It seems that she is just a foreign lady. Essence
Lin Daiyu's relationship with Jia Baoyu was so good, but because Qingwen didn't open the door to Daiyu, Xue Baozhen was in the yard again. Daiyu was very sad and sad. She wanted to ask clearly, but she thought that it was in someone else's house. "Although it is the aunt's family like her own family, it is a guest side. Now her parents have died. Jia Yibi, if he was serious, he felt boring. "Dai Yu wanted to be wronged, and his tears fell down. Moreover, I cried for a long time, and the next day I cried to bury the flowers, and chanted the "Burial Flower Yin" while buried the flowers. The sentence: 360 days a year, the wind sword cream sword is strict, and it is a smelling person. Tears, the listener is sad!
Although Lin Daiyu is also Jinyi Yu, she is also Miss Qianjin, but she defines herself. It is a guest side. The word "Guest, saying her sadness! This kind of sadness and pressure lies not only in the external environment, but also from her heart. The sense of drifting under the fence, which makes Lin Daiyu more sick and worry about the weakness of fate.
Later, Lin Daiyu also told Xue Baozhen about his own mind, "How do you better be better than me? You have a mother and brother. There is a land buying and selling land here, and there are still land and land in the family. Living here in vain, one thing in response to the small and small things does not touch them for a half, and I will leave. I have nothing to do, eat and wear, one grass and one wood, all like their girls. Is there not much suspicion? "
Lin Daiyu lived in Jia's family. She felt that she was helpless and had nothing. Jiafu was full of people who climbed up and lowered, and there were many people talking about herself in the back! Although Mother Jia was in love, Daiyu also knew that Mother Jia was not easy. She often hurt the serious master such as Jia Baoyu and Sister Feng. Therefore, Lin Daiyu can save it, so as not to be disgusted and criticized.
Lin Daiyu consciously sending people under the fence, always without sense of security. However, a girl around Baoyu has a sense of belonging! This person is attacking!
The attacker was originally in Jia's mother's room, and later dialed Baoyu's call. The yuhuan, who is more petted in Yihongyuan, has a sense of belonging. Compared to Qingwen, he would rather kill him without going out of this house. Nothing. This appears an incredible phenomenon. Lin Daiyu feels that he is an outsider, and the attacker as a slave believes that Rongguo is her house!
She was sold to Jiafu since she was a child. She had already had the opportunity to redeem, but she was unwilling to go back to reunite with her family, and even said that she was dead. She already has her own pursuit, that is, earning a place in Jiafu and becoming a aunt! Let yourself be a part of Rongguo Mansion!
As long as you become aunt, that's half of the master, that is, the identity of the half master, you can make a person proud of the shape. The money of Jia Zizi bought the show, but the daughter -in -law's pink head, the third -class slave in my house is more noble than you ... "Aunt Zhao closed his mouth and closed his mouth, but it was my family, but Fang Guan was ruthlessly poked. , All slaves.
The attacker has not officially became aunt, but her sense of belonging to Rongguo is already strong. She was already intentionally or unintentionally tied with Jia Baoyu with Jia Baoyu.
In the nineteenth round, in order to persuade Jia Baoyu, the attacker said that he was going to go home. As soon as Jia Baoyu was anxious, he was coquettish and not allowed to leave. Can't go. There was another remark of the attack, saying that it was not a money, and he didn't dare to do it, but it was just that our family had never done this situation of relying on the situation. "Our family", we can see how deep the attacker's recognition of Jiafu. She is from the heart. She must use this as a destination to love the job and treat Jiafu as her own home! The attacker didn't want to be just a ya ring. First of all, she held Jia Baoyu. Baoyu's dependence on her was very strong. In order to cover Baoyu, the attack was half a push and half, which had a relationship with it. This was the first guarantee. Later, she entered the eyes of Mrs. Wang. After her own efforts, she successfully obtained the identity certification of the prospective aunt. The attacker said in front of Jia Baoyu that since then I am a wife. If I want to leave, you don't even have to tell, and leave your wife! Is this a manifestation? Obviously, I can't bear this fat, and desperately add chips to myself. With Mrs. Wang covering it, the attack was even more confident, and her waist pole was harder.
The attack has both Baoyu's feelings and the reliance of Mrs. Wang. Who else can he compare with her? She was obviously a little bit floating. When Jia Baoyu and Qingwen were in conflict, the attacking people heard the wind and came to persuade each other, but they blurted out "us". , I was so angry that I didn't even earn a girl, so I called us!
The attacker even felt that Lin Daiyu on the sharp heart of Jia was an outsider, and she was herself. When Jia Tanchun talked about the birthday of everyone, he missed Lin Daiyu and attacked: "The twelfth February is Girl Lin, why is there no one? It's just not our family." Even a ya ring felt Daiyu It's outsiders, no wonder Daiyu often feels like a fence! Even though Daiyu is a lady, there is no need to say it specifically?
Lin Daiyu is Miss Qianjin. He came to go to his grandmother to go to his grandmother. The attack was just a ya ring, but the two had a completely different mentality. Lin Daiyu is insecure for living in Jiafu. Even if there is Baoyu's love and the love of Jia's mother, Lin Daiyu can not let Lin Daiyu really relieved, leave his hometown, his parents died, plus the fence, let Lin Daiyu early wisdom and worried Thoughts are always pessimistic.
At the attack, he thought that he had already done Jia Baoyu and got Mrs. Wang, and he could have no worries. In the heart of the attacker, she has a sense of superiority. She has reached the goal of all the life pursuit of all the Yahuan. As long as she does not leave, the work of Yihongyuan is an iron rice bowl! How can Yihongyuan get her less? No one can be less! Objectively speaking, the sense of security brought by work is the most reliable. Although Lin Daiyu was favored by Jia's mother, she always had a feeling of being unknown.
The attachment has a sense of pride, and Lin Daiyu always feels that under the fence, they all start from their own angles. The attack is a vulgar world and wants to compete for glory. Lin Daiyu is a poet. Floating is just like sending, and it is a dream of red dust. From a secular perspective, the attacker is indeed a person in Jiafu, and Lin Daiyu is indeed an outsider. In this way, he feels that Daiyu's single shadow is only alone.
However, the attack is too happy. Who said our family? She is the yahuan of Jiafu, but Jiafu is not her home! She is loyal and charming, and it depends on whether the master will laugh. When she was abandoned, she would understand that her destiny was not in her control! She is not so important. Still Fang Guan's words, Meixiang worshiped the handle, all slaves! And Yahuan Xiaohong has long seen through all this, a thousand miles, there are no feasts!
Author: Awan, this article is the original works of the Red Mansion.
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