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My heart is lonely

□ Zeng Xingliang

Every night, when you are quiet, you like to sit in front of the case, or roll the book casually, or apply a few strokes, or take out the laptop to make the strength of the milk knock on the keyboard.

Time is like an arrow, and in the house you rent, there is also a small world and study. When the wives and children were snoring and the sleepwalking of Wonderland, there was a tranquility that belonged to it. Thanks to the landlord, there is no lease, and every time he returns to Foshan from his hometown from his hometown, the landlord will stuff a few red envelopes from the door gap. The children can see it for several days.

As a media background, writing has become my homework. Especially in the years when the media was engaged in reporters, they often became brothers of Aobai and stayed up late. Calligraphy practice gradually becomes luxury. Later, I bought a table of 2.4 meters long and 1.2 meters wide. I thought I could show their fists, but the eight -foot rice paper shop still felt that the table was not large enough. Therefore, whenever you are eager to try and prepare to create submissions, you have to bend, bow your back, and paint on the floor.

I do n’t know from time, buying rice paper is a box of boxes and a box, buying ink is a whole box and a whole box. There are not many brushes at home, hundreds of books, there are not many books at home, tens of thousands of books, and there are tens of thousands of books. of. Because I have a dream, to set up my own library. If the library has the requirements of the number of books, the library can also be.

In 2014, his first book, "The Bulk Bulk -64 Ceramics People", was published, which was an interview collection during the media. In fact, the number of interviewees has already exceeded 100. The reason for choosing 64 is because there are 64 hexagrams in the Book of Changes. Friends know that my math is not good. As long as I ask the figure, I can't answer anything. But a friend who studied "Zhou Yi" praised my title. Because he can use this book to divination and calculate the hexagram.

In 2019, his second book "Breakst and Transformation" was published. After 11 years in the ceramic industry, he summarized his speech published by the industry newspapers and periodicals.

The teacher in college, every time I asked: Did the Analects read it? I am ashamed, because I bought a lot of books in the Analects of Confucius, but I did not finish reading. This reminds me of the poor family in 2000 and almost dropped out of school. I went to the teacher's office and said, "Teacher, I am going to drop out of school and have no money to pay tuition." He asked, how much, I answered: 6000. The next day he asked the officer in the department to give me the receipt. "The teacher has helped you pay the tuition, you can learn with peace of mind." However, I do n’t think about it, and I have a limited ability. So far, I have not returned the teacher ’s kindness. He said, a calligrapher, without a little Chinese literacy, is it a calligrapher? Not only let me read the Analects, but I also want me to read "Mencius" and "The Golden Mean".

I don't know why, in the process of growing up, the teacher continued. Some teachers help me pay tuition, and some teachers take me to the teacher's cafeteria for dinner. It is to participate in the work after graduating from college, and the owner of a few nightclubs communicates with me. Because he participated in the training course of the Chinese Calligraphers Association in 2000, at the time, there were Thai -level figures such as Shen Peng, Ouyang Zhongshi, and Wenhuasha.

I came to Foshan in 2010 and rented a house for 11 years. The landlord said that I was the longest tenant. Today, the second floor living room is surrounded by bookshelves. It is properly speaking that it is three bookshelves, two rice paper frames, and a file cabinet. In fact, there is nothing important in the file cabinet. It is nothing more than some materials in the past, the honorary certificates of some children, the paintings and calligraphy works of some friends, and some small objects with stories.

Is this a study? I think I think a study, after all, there are many bites of memories here. Numerous day and nights are fighting here, or dawn, or staying in the early morning.

I have a problem to write a diary, and I have been entangled by this problem for 27 years. Since 1995, I have written a diary and recorded their daily experiences. The people who should be grateful should be recorded one by one. There is only one purpose, that is, I hope that when I am old -fashioned, I can take out these diaries and read them one by one. In the past, the past, the former sweetness and bitterness, the once love and hatred, the person who once helped me once called me to cheer People.

There is only one lamp in the study, but it looks like a lighthouse, shining on me.

Originally contained in "Foshan Literature", No. 9, 2022

Editor in charge: Shi Xin (mailbox: [email protected]))

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[About the author] Zeng Xingliang, a native of Ganzhou, Jiangxi, a senior media person. Members of Foshan Writers Association, Director of Zencheng Writers Association, Members of the Presidium of Nanzhuang Writers Association, etc. He is the author of the "Ceremony of the Ceramics-64-bit Ceramics Man", "Breakst and Transformation ------ 2008-2018 The Change and Exploration of the Ceremony of the Chinese Ceramics Industry".

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