Miss Mr. Lu Gu Sun, come to the opening season to listen to the exclusive memory of the old Fudan Er

Seventeen years ago, at the invitation of the planner of Fudan Celebration, he wrote an article about Fudan Foreign Language Department for the school's book "My Aladdin God Lantern". Wen Cheng passed away from Mr. Lu Gu Sun, and then he replied "very good", and said that Wen had a more understanding of me and encouraged me to insist on reading and continue writing. Today, Lu Shi has passed a few years, and I changed this article. I only felt that the text was naive and difficult to read at that time. I dared to put it on the paper on the paper. Really ashamed and helpless. It is hoped that the reader to use this old article to see the master's former style. As for the matter in the text, it is not worth mentioning, but it can be ignored.

In fact, fate will never "tease" who can easily do well, and it is amazing to do what you like, but when some can not change the reality, learn to accept reality, try to fall in love with what you are doing, and from it Discovering fun is more valuable.

"Tricky" of fate

Vaguely remembered that Mr. Wang Guozhen once said: "Like the text and finally learn, or like the end of the study, but the first trick of fate, but it is not the end of fate." Similarly, what I want to say is that I like Chinese and finally learn to learn in Chinese Foreign languages, or who like to learn Chinese in foreign languages, are only the first tricks of destiny, but they are not the final teasing of fate.

Unlike many students who are dreaming and determined to be admitted to Fudan, I may have a little chance to enter Fudan.

Mu Liang, Mu Liang, Fudan University, Guanghua Building

It's funny. Before I came to study in the middle school, I didn't even know that Fudan was in Shanghai. The only direct impression of Fudan was the debaters in the "Lion City Tongue War". It may be that Gu Long's book was read too much at that time. I always think that the so -called "Jiangnan First Institute" should be like a certain villa written in his book in a small town in "Yanyu Jiangnan". Among them, there is a rusty bronze door, which is half -covered south ...

Because the middle school Wuhan Foreign Language School that I studied is relatively special, there are many opportunities for students to be sent, especially to some counterparts, such as north, Shangwai and Guangwai. However, maybe I have preferred literature since high school, especially at that time, especially at the time of "May 4th" literature. I remember that I had two dreams at the time. One was my idol poet Xu Zhimo in high school. The other British Cambridge University, the other is the Chinese Department of Peking University, which is very mysterious and legendary for me. But for me, the former is really an outrageous dream, and the latter is not realistic for me, because once the guarantee is selected, we cannot choose our own major, but we can only study the specified stipulated in the study. Foreign language major. Because of this, when Fudan came to our middle school to recruit insurance, my class teacher recommended me, I didn't seem to be so excited, I just signed up for the written test and interview with the mentality of trying. In fact, my grades were not very sharp at the time, which was medium -sized. However, the interviews and written tests were unexpectedly passed. I just got the admission notice of Fudan.

In September 1996, my parents and I took the mood of "Fireworks in March", and took the "Jiangshen 6" ship like a tour group. It took me two days and two nights to come to this. At the time, it was full of strange cities -Shanghai.

I remember when the ship was near the "Sixteen Shop" pier, I saw the Bund for the first time. The first feeling is not how prosperous Shanghai, but "How is Huangpu River so dirty and so smelly"! After coming to Fudan, watching that, watching that, watching that, watching that, looking at that, watching that. The brick red door of not big, my heart always felt that it was not commensurate with the title of "Jiangnan First School", and even later gave a letter to high school classmates. It's a bit like a public toilet. " Of course, this is just because my superficial and unknown to Fudan at that time, and today I have been studying, working, and living in Fudan for nearly ten years. The spirit of not seeking luxury and focusing on truthfulness, however, it is undeniable that the disappointment at the time was also real.

These unpleasant first impressions seem to imply my uncomfortable adaptation of my new university life. First of all, it is studying. Although I was sent to Fudan Foreign Language in Fudan Foreign Language, I found that I found that I had no advantage in English after coming to Fudan, because students in Shanghai and coastal areas are learning English. The starting point is relatively early, and most of them have been studying since elementary school, but in Wuhan, it was only in junior high school. To make matters worse, because I was mostly used in the original textbooks when I was in middle school, the teaching system and methods were quite different from Fudan, and I felt very uncomfortable from the beginning. However, who can enter Fudan who can enter Fudan not feel the blind pride of the roots. The rebellious psychology makes my self -righteousness I insist that the teaching method of his high school is "advanced", while Fudan is "backward". A strong resistance was generated. In addition, I blindly thought that I was the material of learning Chinese. Learning foreign language was definitely just a "tricky" of fate. I got the first English in my life.

This was undoubtedly a big blow to me at the time. I was even prepared to accept the fact that I became a "bad student", which was so mixed for four years. The huge gap in learning also has a great impact on life. Due to the poor grade, I seem to spend more time on the excellence of the past. Encourage to find some comfort and balance. As a result, I always can't shift the center of my life into the university and integrate into the life of Fudan, and more only stays in the memories of the past high school life, and then form a vicious circle. I started to encounter the biggest problem when studying in a different place- "loneliness". This kind of loneliness is not to say that I have no friends, I have nowhere to speak and communicate, but a kind of uncomfortable adaptation that I can not overcome. Especially when the students in Shanghai in the bedroom on the weekend go home, this sense of loneliness is even more like a shadow. Can't help but be irritable. I even started to have a funny thought to let my family let me transfer to school. However, at this moment, at that time, my English teacher Jiang Qin was undoubtedly noticed my problem. She took the initiative to talk to me and told me no matter how I personally feel and opinions my teaching system in Fudan, but as a effective method of doing it, it must be reasonable. I can really understand and experience it. I should try to forget myself before accepting it to adapt to it. The so -called "surgery industry has a special attack". If I feel that I am interested in Chinese, it is okay to use my spare time to listen to some courses or lectures, and learning Chinese will also help learning foreign languages, but it cannot be used to the end and affect my professional course. Learning.

The teacher's words enlightened me. With the encouragement and help of the teacher, I started to try to correct my learning attitude. The grades, but I feel that I still unknowingly reborn in English compared to the past. I undoubtedly took a step in. I think this may be the place where Fudan as a prestigious school made me the most realized. More importantly, this makes me deeply understand the principle of "attitude determines everything". In fact, fate will never "tease" who can easily do well, and it is amazing to do what you like, but when some can not change the reality, learn to accept reality, try to fall in love with what you are doing, and from it Discovering fun is more valuable.

Do a good job of Chinese and learn foreign language

After listening to you singing/I walked alone on the road of the country/cold wind and cold rain, beating my clothes/heart, but a hot wave/foreign language person could not forget the fundamental/standing to stand in order to be square ...

I don't know how many foreign students in the Department of Foreign Languages ​​remember this poem, and even the author of this poem Professor Lu Gu Sun himself. This poem was temporarily occupied when he worked hard for us when we worked hard for the "One Two Nine" songs, but after hearing it, I printed it deeply from now on. I strongly felt the spirit of Teacher Lu's "learning a good foreign language and doing a good job in Chinese".

In the senior year, we can finally take Mr. Lu's British and American prose lessons. Although I listened to the brothers and sisters, Teacher Lu's requirements were particularly strict. During the exam, a "Spelling Mistake" would deduct five points, and the credits of everyone near graduation were almost full, but no one was willing to drop Mr. Lu’s teacher’s’s’s’s. At the time of the class, we found that there were still many other students from other departments who came to listen to it, which caused us to choose the lesson to occupy the seat every time.

Teacher Lu's class is led by the class, and it is not necessary to say more about it. What is more rare is that Mr. Lu has taught for so many years of English and American prose. Let us learn and understand the historical context of British and American prose, so that we can experience and discover their new development and trends. The most impressive thing is the fun and humor of Mr. Lu during the class. When he was the director of the department, he asked each class teacher to make students laugh at least three times in each class, and he continued to mobilize in his class. Our emotions keep laughing, and we can say no exaggeration to say that if we have not been in the foreign language department of Fudan Foreign Languages, it is just as white.

In fact, Mr. Lu was not as big as he had given us during class. Although he had resigned from the duty of the department at the time, there were still many social activities that could not be pushed out, and sometimes he had to travel. Once I went to Beijing for a business trip, Mr. Lu rushed back early in the morning in order not to give us class. Teacher Lu's heart was not very good. Once half of the class, he suddenly seemed very difficult. The fine sweat beads had already made his forehead. We were very nervous at the time. Some students wanted to come forward to help. We first read the text ourselves and walked out of the classroom ourselves. After a while, Mr. Lu came back, as if nothing happened, and he gave us a lesson, but the careful classmate found that Mr. Lu did not walk in the classroom as usual, but instead. With one hand holding the podium, the other hand was covered with the lesson in front of the chest. In this class, many students secretly listened to tears, and the lofty morality of the master made us unforgettable.

After graduating, due to the work business, I have more and more intimate opportunities to contact Teacher Lu. From this, I also know what it means to be called "to learn to be a man." "It is indifferent to nothing, and there is no peace." This principle is simple in modern society, but it is difficult to do it. I remember when I graduated, Mr. Lu encouraged us not to pay attention to high salary. I just wanted to go to foreign companies to do the "golden bird in the cage" at the cost of losing their freedom. Strive to achieve self -value. He even joked and told us that if anyone graduated, he went to middle school to teach, please contact him, he would give him a bonus, and if he went to the West to teach Bonus dough. These words were deeply printed in my mind, which had a profound impact on me, and recently read the newly prose collection "Yu Mo Ji" by Mr. Lu, and even felt a little bit of ink, a paper book incense. People are refreshing, letting me realize that "learning foreign languages" is just the surface, and "doing good Chinese" is the fundamental! "One hundred must read"

I remember when I first entered school, Fudan happened to be engaged in a "one hundred must -read" activities. The division of arts and sciences gave each student a book, which in detail list a hundred books that suggest we read, and in These books were displayed in the library reading room. I felt that this was really a good thing at that time. Although I couldn't finish reading all the books listed in the book in the end, I was inspired. Ben must read.

I first read a classic "history" from the aspects of literary history and philosophy I like, roughly understand a comprehensive understanding, and then read the specific works according to my own interests. It can do macro grasping and can make micro -analysis, and the two complement each other, the effect is excellent. And when reading literary works, I don't like to read British and American works because of professional restrictions. Instead, I can read the original version as much as possible in British and American works, and at the same time do not exclude literary works of other countries in other countries. In addition, in order to overcome fatigue during reading, I often read seven or eight different types of books in the same period of time. This can often change my mind and use reading to replace rest, saving a lot of time. In this way, after four years, I finally read my own "one hundred must -read", and to this day, I still think that the more than a hundred books brought me far better than those many me. No certificate obtained.

Photo by Li Jianjun, Fudan University, Rihuan

For example, reading Balzak's "Diseases" and Sitangda's "Red and Black", although I did not experience so much life and fall, I can still see the truth of many life; reading the biography in the "Fu Lei Translation Collection" Five types of life let me realize many true meaning of life from the life course of great people; reading Tolstoy's "Resurrection", which made me really feel that my soul was washed, and it seemed to have experienced a process of resurrection; Reading Junte Grasse's "Iron Drum" allows me to realize that the real history is not a description of those who have discourse power, but some inconspicuous changes in the real time flow; The works of Milan Kundera, Marx and others have made me think about the existence of modern people, confirming my life ... and these are endless benefits for me.

"Cabbage and King"

Perhaps it was out of luck. In 1996, when I was studying at the Department of Foreign Language, I happened to meet Mr. Lu as the director of the Department of Foreign Languages. Although the class of Mr. Lu was not yet available at the time, a series of new activities still benefited us a lot, and the most famous of them may be the "cabbage and king" series of lectures. To this day, I have graduated for almost five years, but when I saw the poster of the Foreign Language Institute to host a foreign language festival, the arrangement of the "cabbage and the king" lecture is still vividly remembered, and a kind of intimacy is always spontaneous.

I still remember the first "cabbage and king" lecture I heard after I entered Fudan. "Cultural Travel" is my unforgettable cultural enlightenment reading in high school, and was fortunate to see the book at the time, listen to him, ask him, and communicate with him. At the time, I made up my mind to make every "cabbage and king" lecture after never leaking. Of course, "cabbage and king" is not just limited to the small range of culture. After that, Chen Gang, Yu Lijun, Shen Roujian, and Huang Shuqin came. The mouth "Professor Ge Jianxiong has also been ... The subjects invited to include both musicians, artists, and poets, writers, and scholars. The meaning of the package. And this is also consistent with the concept of Teacher Lu Gu Sun's consistent concept of "people who learn foreign languages ​​can not only understand foreign languages". Now, the "cabbage and king" lectures have been retained as a great tradition of the Department of Foreign Language. People and Fudan people will obtain nutrients from them and benefit their lives.

Of course, in addition to the "cabbage and king" series of lectures, there are many many lectures and academic activities in Fudan Garden, such as the lectures of professors such as Yu Wujin and Zhang Rulun in the Department of Philosophy. Classic. Of course, the lectures I recommend are basically partial. This may be because I am a typical liberal arts student. In fact, regardless of the science and science science, the professionalism is very professional or popular, as long as you pay more attention to the poster in the poster bar, it must be sure You can find a lecture that meets your interests and suitable for you, and sometimes you can hear a professor, high -man, and master's words. It is really a book for ten years. I remember that the publishing "Twenty Years" was also founded with the strong support of Teacher Lu, and even the funding was the pocket of Teacher Lu. Foreign languages ​​are not limited, because in Teacher Lu's view, more exercise foreign language writing is good for improving foreign language learning ability, but it is not wasteful to consolidate our Chinese foundation. Look at some of the translators and today. In addition to being very proficient in foreign languages, they are not Chinese. For example, Mr. Qian Yanshu is a master of Chinese studies.

And the reason why I can be more able to engage in editing work today may be largely benefited from the editorial board and the main writer of the "Twenty Years of China" at that time. It was a good foundation, and I also taught me how to overcome difficulties in actual work. Although it was a publishing of such a publishing number at the time, it was by no means as simple as it looked. Sometimes the manuscripts handed out by the students do not meet the requirements, you have to spend time to communicate with the author, tell him your thoughts and requirements, inspire his ideas until you get the manuscript you want; sometimes the number of manuscripts is really true. Not enough, I had to organize the other editorial boards by myself; at that time, due to limited funds, sometimes we had to do our best. In the process of contacting printing and bargaining, we also came into contact with the society and knew how to do this commodity society in this commodity society. "Strive according to reason", do not allow merchants to "slaughter" us because we are students.

The Catcher in the Rye

Speaking of Mai Tian Opera, there are not many people who have read books in Fudan in the late 1990s. In fact, before it, Fudan already had two drama agencies -Fudan Opera Agency and Yanyuan Opera Agency. Because Fudan Theater belongs to the nature of "official", there are not many plays at that time; although the Yanyuan Opera Society has a talent, it has always been "stubbornly" walking the so -called "modern route". The "understanding" drama, so it also caused some controversy on campus. At that time, many people in our Department of Foreign Languages ​​actually participated in the Yanyuan Opera Society directly or indirectly, but due to the differences in some concepts, and the fact that at the time, the Department of Foreign Language Festival was required. With the strong support of the department, our foreign writers' own Maitian opera society came into being.

However, the drama agency is different from many other associations, and its division of labor is too strong, so the internal internal establishment of the drama club has different styles of the drama in the end. However, maybe Mr. Lu has always emphasized that the thoughts of tolerance and harvest have affected us. We decided to freely try different styles of drama.

With such a clear direction, the rest of the reunion and performances. In order to seem not so different, we did not stick to all the play to choose an actor in the department, but boldly posted posters in the school, recruited directors and actors. , Light, etc. I remember that the performance at that time was always free. Our funding was very tight. In order not to cause too much burden on the department, we often need to mobilize students to run around. Essence

记得有一次需要一些木料，我们就到周围的家具生产店门口去捡别人不要的边角料；还有一次做服装，是到一个工地上捡的一些大的包装袋，再拿回来洗干净；而给What I was impressed most was that I had a beard for a boy, and a girl resolutely cut off her beloved long hair he had left for several years. There are endless little bit like this. In the process of constantly encountering various difficulties and constantly finding a solution, we fully understand the joy of "imagination" and the joy of cooperating with others. More importantly, it is the value of Team Spirit.

The reason why I wrote the above two paragraphs is actually to tell the later students and sisters. In fact, in Fudan, there are many communities such as "Twenty Years" and there are many associations like Mai Tian Opera Club. Don't always lock yourself in the book, participate in a few clubs that are interested in and suitable for you, participate in the work of some society, and contact the outside world more. Not only can you enrich your amateur life, you can make more like -minded people. Friends, you can also exercise your own practical ability. The so -called one -point cultivation and harvest, the time and energy occupied on the surface can bring you a lot of unexpected benefits in future job hunting, work, and life. At this point, thousands of words have been sprinkled. If you want to make a comprehensive introduction to Fudan's life, think about even tens of thousands of words and hundreds of thousands of words, you may not be able to really do it. After all, it is a full four years of youth. Let's just give a peeper introduction to the later people. If you have to make a summary of Fudan's life, I think there is a good sentence, called "" Crazy "Earth Study," Crazy "to play," Crazy "falling in love!" I can’t remember whether this sentence comes from Where is it? It seems to be heard from a friend of a Chinese department. It is said that Professor Luo Yuming "talks about youth madness" when eating and drinking with them, and it seems that he is listening to Professor Zhang Rulun of the Department of Philosophy. In a lecture, Mr. Zhang's generosity, specifically who is, maybe the two gentlemen were just a moment of inspiration, and they did not remember it afterwards, but for me, it became the motto of college life. One induction.

Time, years like shuttle, I have been in Shanghai for almost ten years in a blink of an eye, and this ten years in Shanghai are ten years in Fudan. I remember that when I graduated, I was able to go to the Guangzhou Daily Newspaper Group, but after a difficult choice, I still gave up a relatively high income and chose to stay in Fudan. What a choice that prompt me to make such a choice, I always feel that I can feel it clearly, but I always don't understand. To this day, I finally dare to say that maybe it is the proud name of "Fudan". After all, there are my youth here, my growth, and my dream and future!

Source of this article: "My Aladdin God Lantern, in Fudan", published in 2005 of Fudan University Press, there are deletions

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