Li Cuiru's original 丨 Those who are still shining in the memory tunnel

Those fragments that are still shining in the memory tunnel (novel)

Text/Li Cuiru

Lin Ya, who is over half a year old, can hardly see the traces of years from her appearance. What makes her feel older: when she is alone, she will always think of things ten, twenty years ago, or even childhood.

one

After a mid -autumn afternoon, the wind outside the window fell off the leaves on the trees. Lin Ya stood on the window sill and looked out of the window. Somehow, when she was a child, she left her mother to pick up the corn.

At that time, she knew that her mother hurt her.

When her partner came to ask her to pick her cumbers, her mother always combed her her hair and dressed neatly. When others go to work rough and dirty, they often put on a broken shirt, and her mother has never been like this. When Lin Ya picks up the corn, she will also deliberately put two two on the horny braid of Lin Ya. Blossom red flowers. It was a red gauze scarf found from the bottom of the cabinet to the bottom of her mother. Her mother personally used this red scarf to make a small red flower. Lin Yaza was put on a small red flower. She would treat the cornography as a very beautiful errand, almost cheering and leaping away, full of joy.

two

On the day of the weather in the weather, an accident occurred. Usually, the cornography is to go after school. At this time, Lin Ya was already a second -year student in elementary school. He met a lot of words in the school and made a few good friends. He also came from an ordinary worker family like her. They agreed to pick up the corn after school, and her mother could rest assured that they would go.

At the place 800 meters away from home, there is a wilderness, there is a small coal kiln, and a lot of children who pick up a lot of corn are gathered every day. Every day, she goes there to pick up the corn.

She knows how to pick, those who have better quality, look dark and bright in appearance, she can't pick it up. She also knows that she is retreating. Every time she picks more than other friends, she is cultivated at a young age. After that patience, picking and picking, as if it was a needle in the sea, a small point, a small piece, she finally picked a half -bamboo basket. Come up, "Xiao Lan, Xiaofeng, let's go!" She called her companion. Seeing that the sky was late, although the basket was not full, she knew that she should go home. She did not greedy since she was a child. She knew that it was possible. This was taught by her mother. But she let go of her throat for a long time, but did not get a little response. Looking at the sky, it's darkened. The shadows around me. With the shadow of darkness, she was anxious, "Where did they go? Is it a way to get a way?" She said to herself.

three

In fact, Xiao Lan and Xiaofeng first went back. When they left, they didn't see her or let her go first. She couldn't find them, but she was so crazy. Walking around, there was still a bamboo basket on the elbow, and the more he walked, she was so tired after a while. In a blink of an eye, the night was really coming, and suddenly I didn't know where a huge black shadow came from. She stood in front of her and made her unable to be shocked. "Mom -I'm afraid, mother-" She couldn't help Let go of his throat timidly. The calm things around all suddenly looked like teeth, magic claws, long legs, and terrible, staring at her staring at her. She shouted, and the shadow stopped, facing the dark shadow and the silence around, she shrank a ball and closed her eyes.

"Lin Ya, where are you? Children-" Faintly was her mother's voice, getting clearer and clearer. It was her mother looking for it.

"Mom--" This sound was really distressed. Her mother ran over, found her in the shadow, and hugged her in her arms. Her mother said nothing, just like that, tightly with a warm arms. She hugged her home from a small coal kiln.

With such a terrible stimulus, she had such a dream at night: under the bright sun, the small bamboo basket that had been forgotten by her has been forgotten, and beside a slate, she still waited quietly there and waited there. Being her, she went back to the back.

In fact, the fragments of time in these memory tunnels are all infected with the sweet and bitterness of Lin Ya's early life. Lin Ya always felt that happiness was greater than bitter. After growing up, Xiao Lan and Xiaofeng were admitted to the university in the south and stayed in the south. Lin Ya returned to a small town in Yimeng Mountain where her mother was located. She didn't want to leave her mother too far. When she approached her mother, she could make the mother call her.

Four

What makes Lin Ya feel more novel is that for decades of life trajectory, I have been admitted to college to participate in the work, love and get married, and the experience during the period is dark and high time. It ’s time for some time when I was alone with my daughter's childhood nanny. I do n’t know why, but I saw it more shiny every day in front of me.

The nanny name is jujube flower. This she memory is too deep. It is not a rose. Plum flower peony is named her jujube flower for her family. Such a simple and special name. After the flower has more understanding, I know that the jujube flower is really right.

The jujube flower was just six months after Lin Ya's daughter Tao Tao, and his girlfriend Wang Ge helped find it from the countryside.

I remember that when the jujube flower came, she was trimming a fruit tree with a scissors in her own courtyard. To be precise, she was cutting a branches that she felt extra. Because she was too dull, she cut a scissors, she I ca n’t cut it, I had to cut another scissors. At this time, I only heard the two sounds of “hey! Hey”. Someone laughed at the gate. It was two people laughing. Lin Ya followed the laughter and turned his head. She followed a girl who was laughing back and forth, and the dark girl who had not developed mature. This girl was jujube flower. At a glance, Lin Ya understood at that time, Wang Ge found a nanny for Tao Tao. She wanted to let Wang Ge enter the room to talk, but Wang Ge insisted in the yard. He said, "It’ s really funny to see your pruning ... "Zaohua continued to make a hey laughter. This girl was at all at all. Not timid, not like the kind of rural girls who are sincere as soon as they enter the city when they enter the city. In the future, Lin Ya patiently taught the basic common sense of bringing children to the jujube flowers. She couldn't think of the jujube flower but performed very slowly. She had her own set. Lin Ya repeatedly emphasized that the bottle of drinking the light must be rinsed with cold water, and then use it. The hot water was hot, and then rushed the milk, but she took Lin Ya's words as the wind beside her ears. She even rushed to the new milk without washing without washing. Lin Ya had to fall back. In the future, this kind of work will no longer assign her. Everything, there are more in her family, but Lin Ya is more busy than before. The jujube flowers have a fault that Lin Ya pointed out, but only knows laughing, but never knows to make corrections. This makes Lin Ya cry and laugh. I found such a "waste snack". I really don’t know how to set up her. Talking to Lin Ya about the rural affairs, the two of them were almost nothing except Tao Tao all day.

five

One day at noon, the yard was sunny, and Tao Tao fell asleep in the bedroom. Lin Ya and Zaohua happened to be in the yard.

"There are also peach trees and apple trees." Looking at a peach tree, the jujube flower suddenly said to himself.

"Your family also has a peach tree apple tree, is there a lot?" Lin Ya took a word in an unsatisfactory way. I didn't expect Lin Ya's intervention to incite the interest of Zaohua's speech at once.

"Not much, every time the fruit is familiar, everyone in the family is not the same!"

"There is no one, how many people are there in your family?"

"There are not many people, a grandfather, a grandma, a father, a mother, a sister, two sisters, the sister married at the age of nineteen, and added a brother -in -law and a little nephew."

"Hi! According to you, a peach tree, a apple tree ended in less than eleven ..."

"Not a peach tree, a apple tree, a piece! Sister, do you understand? It is a peach tree, a piece of apple tree."

"That must not be a bad variety, or the management is not good. The fruit tree needs to be cut."

"Cut like you!" Zaohua said with a smile again. She dared to laugh at her. Lin Ya was unexpectedly stunned. She couldn't help looking at her. That's so simple and simple, suddenly felt that the girl was very funny, and followed with a smile. She couldn't help but like her boldness, frankness, and people really can't look at her, "Then you know how to cut pruning? "" I can't! "" Who would you have in your family? "" My parents have never learned it, ... Two sisters, one in the fifth grade of elementary school, and the second grade in junior high school. "" Why drop out of school? Do you want to do it? Continue to study? "

"My sister is married, and among the sisters left at home, I have the biggest. I have to think about the two sisters, have long literacy, can I not want to do it? ..." At this point, Lin Ya suddenly felt from the jujube flower flowers. I saw my shadow of that year.

At that time, Lin Yamoto intends to send Zaohua to the school to continue reading. It was Wang Ge suggesting her to buy her textbooks and let her take her child while taking the time to study. Lin Ya taught himself. Wang Ge often came to guide. Unexpectedly, while bringing the children and letting jujube flowers study homework, it is really worthy of a beautiful way. This little girl has been reading since she reads books, and she has grown forward, and she is willing to use her heart.

Jaohua did not live up to Lin Ya's expectations and help. Later, Tao Tao sent the kindergarten. She was admitted to a health school in the city. After growing up, the jujube flowers are very beautiful, but they still maintain their original simplicity. After leaving Lin Ya's house to study in the health school, she often went to Lin Ya's house on the weekend and took the initiative to help Lin Ya work. During her school, she rejected Lin Ya's economic funding, and Lin Ya still changed her way to buy daily daily necessities for her. After graduating, jujube flower entered the hospital. In the future, she will bring her boyfriend to Lin Ya and let Lin Ya check the staff. She believes her so. Now that her children have been in junior high school ...

After the outbreak of the new crown pneumonia in early 2020, jujube flowers have become ordinary and important parts of the anti -epidemic team in this city. Ya also likes to listen to jujube flowers and her home. Zaohua always cares about Lin Ya's physical condition and even diet.

In fact, Lin Ya usually calls her sister. We are a cousin who grew up.

Just a few days ago, Lin Ya also told me that she seemed to have an increasingly heavier dependence on jujube flowers. Ask me if I really miss Tao Tao in the subconscious, is it a sign of old? Smile at her, no place.

Live Lin Ya, who grew up in a difficult life, chose to work and live close to my mother after graduating from college, so that my aunt had a lot of joy in life, but her daughter was soaked in sweet water.When Tao grew up studying abroad, she chose to stay abroad at the end of her studies. Perhaps she never thought that her beautiful and kind mother would suddenly grow old.Unconsciously, Lin Ya and Zaohua got along so close.[About the author] Li Cuiru (female), from Feixian, Shandong, published literary works "Give Give to the Sun" and "Return to the Earth".

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