"Danjill Mist": Self -searching under the fog

Reading prompt

"Dan Gil Mist" is a work of Spanish writer Christina Lopez Bario. "Mist" is the concept of always running through the story -not only the fog that hinders moving forward in reality, but also the illusion of the lacking direction in the life of the heroine Flora. Under the fog, the identity of modern women is confused: What should women's lives constitute? Or the expectations of the people around you are the longing for yourself?

■ Ajian

"Dan Gil Mist" is a work of Spanish writer Christina Lopez Bario. The author is relatively low -key and has a low popularity in China. She is a lawyer and part -time writer, with a special gentleness and intellectual. This gentleness is also interpreted in "Danjir Fog" (Central Compilation Press, May 2022).

"Danjill Mist" uses a double -line narrative. In 2015, the heroine Flora and the heroine of 1950 resonated in time and space. "Mist" is the concept of always running through the story -not only the fog that hinders moving forward in reality, but also the illusion of the loss of the direction in Flora's life. Under the fog, the identity of modern women is confused: What should women's lives constitute? Or the expectations of the people around you are the longing for yourself?

As a type of reasoning novels, the readers and the heroine together are looking for the truth as the plot deepen. During the reading process, the author quietly replaced the readers and the protagonist, so that the reader had the same recognition as the heroine -a fictional adventure from the culprit of the habitual and mediocre.

To find the heroine who embarked on the journey

After the story started from the handsome lover "Paul", left a "Danjill Mist" (the same name as the book), the heroine Flora suddenly disappeared from her life. When Flola opened the book, he was surprised to find that the actor in the book was also called "Paul". The book was bizarre in the same experience as Flora: After the heroine Marina and "Paul" got along, Paul also quietly disappeared one day without any news.

In other words, "Paul" disappeared again. However, the story in the book took place in 1967 and Flora lived in 2015. The two are nearly 50 years apart. Paul either has a fictional character who has crossed from the book, or the role of the novel "Portrait of Daolin Gray" by the novel "Portrait of Daolin Gray".

In order to find out the truth, Flora went to Moro Columbal Gil, who was full of fog, to find the author of "Danjill Mist". What kind of choice would she make before the cruel real and sweet fog, and what ending would the story go?

Because of reading a novel and leaving the original life, Flora stepped on the trip to find a foreign lover without hesitation. This seems a bit incredible. But remembering, I was the same as Flora, and I was born with a sense of extraordinary life.

Sometimes it is on the road of commuting, in the crowded subway, spend two hours on the subway every day, and suddenly realize that this is the life you want? So when I saw Flola seizing the opportunity, I resolutely left, and I could understand her to some extent.

Thinking of this, we must admit that Flora is a lucky and visible woman. Before leaving the original life, she already had independent conditions: there was a job, her own deposit, no children, and unconditional support from friends.

Flora used Marina's story to guide her life. The two lived in the same experience, so Flola believed that Marina's suffering and happiness will also happen to him. However, the future is not as expected ...

Is there a framework for life?

Flola quickly encountered the first hindrance of reality. In a foreign country, someone stole all her documents, property, and precious jewelry. She began to shake, and she was not sure that she had abandoned her husband who complained about the peaceful and boring life of the two. Is it correct to go to a foreign country to find the "truth"? Is it too impulsive?

As many people are facing difficulties, they long for a powerful external force to rely on and give her confidence. In the end, Flora chose to follow her heart and gives reason to her behavior according to the story of "Danjir Mist".

In my life, I am a weak person. When I encounter a major choice and dilemma, I fall into suspicion of self, then timid and delayed. At that time, I subconsciously hoped to seek the experience of elders, to find the knowledge in the book, and to find a conventional model.

The TV series "The Story of the Editorial Department" has a "Guide to the World" magazine. Sometimes I think that if there are this magazine in the world, and everyone has a customized version of "Human Guide", how good it should be.

As in the student days, there will be a few pages of "standard answers" after the work exercises. That's right, that's it. Reliable and stable, there will be no errors. Complete everything in life in a way to do a question.

The reason is that once the fear is wrong, I don't know what kind of situation will face. This kind of thinking has the development of self -development, and life has become stubborn and conservative. I often want to have a shell to have a shell to shrink back to the shell.

It seems to have been doing "right things" to ensure the smooth operation of life. Just as Flora at the time, like a religious, it was determined that the story in the book was enlightening to her life.

Life is scattered, you need to use a set of paradigms to frame yourself so that life will not be scattered. Sometimes, you must deceive yourself to do meaningful things and escape the real life outside the conventional.

The pursuit of life and art does not need to consider gender. "Art is not imitating life, but living in imitation art." This is a famous sentence from Wang Erde's "Lie", which is the summary of Flora's soul in the first half of the story.

When encountering obstacles, Flola persisted with longing for art romance.

Flora is looking for the story of himself, which is Kafka's "Transformer" continued.

She lives and work day after day, copy the role assigned to herself yesterday. When a lover appears in life, she becomes a beetle that escapes life. She experienced pain and dreams without drowning in it, so she got rid of the beetle and wins again step by step.

This process is worthy of praise. However, a married woman embarked on a foreign journey for her lover, no matter what culture was, it was not understood. She had to hide her original intention one by one, and borrowed a reasonable reason to make reasonable reasons for herself. No one can understand her.

Women always label with passive, home, and virtuous. When a woman comes to travel alone in a foreign country, men around them always consciously or unconsciously take on the mission of the so -called "flower protection messenger" and give them "safety" suggestions they think. It seems that as long as it is dangerous, women will be gone. I think this is exactly the arrogance of men.

"Women can pursue what they want without the outside world." I am afraid that this topic needs to be quoted. We need to let the overall external environment be more friendly, and "girls cannot do" that are derived from "protecting women".

Don't worry about wearing your favorite clothes, you are pointed out, you don't have to be anxious for men to evaluate your appearance ... Do what you want to do, not for "saying that women can't do it, I want to do this" Go to work hard. Pursue what you want, without considering gender.

One day, women do not need to imagine the romantic life of art to support their courage to support their lives. Instead, appreciate the beauty equally, face the difficulties of life frankly, accept the love of people around you, and do not have to barely live.

Because only women themselves know what life is thinking.

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