Liang Yongan: From the bottom of my heart, I don't pay much attention to love

Talking about faith is stressful to people, so I don't talk much about it now

But in the process of a person's life

Must have surpassed lifetime unchanged things

A society of civilized development also needs to be more than diversified

There is a common spirit that conforms to humanity

On the third day of Shanghai's "lifting static management", Liang Yongan went to the photography equipment city and bought a new camera. A week ago, he just took out the two cameras and six lenses at home and blown the ash, and looked at the equipment with a bed. He felt that each of them was shouting: "I want to go out, I want to see it, I want to see Dashan Dahe ... "

In the past two months, Liang Yongan only went out once. That day, friends in Beijing helped him order some food and delivered the courier to the gate of the community. The volunteers did not know why they did not help them to get home. After asking the Changlong, he was told that he could try it to get it. From the mouth of the mouth to the main entrance of the community about 500 meters, Liang Yongan was like walking 5000 meters, and he stopped to take a few deep breaths every few steps. When he returned home, he sent a circle of friends in a period of French writer Meng Tian during the Renaissance: "Enjoying the fun of life is his normal activity, while others are informal activities."

When freedom finally returned, Liang Yongan could no longer hold back. He prepared to turn to Tibetan areas in the southwest, and took some photos with the newly bought camera, made some interviews with the locals, and later wrote a graphic story like Eugene Smith's "Village Doctor". "I like to travel, not (for) to see the mountains and water. I am curious about human life and like to see different people alive." Liang Yongan told China News Weekly.

What is slightly troubled is that he doesn't know if this journey can go quietly. In a trip to Xi'an in March, he was still recognized by young people on the high -speed rail, so he had to greet all their requests. Similar situations, Liang Yongan has already experienced a lot in the past two years. Even if he takes the subway on weekdays, he will often be secretly aimed at the mobile phone lens, but he is still not used to the feeling of attention, and he can't even think about why people in this era could not figure out why Follow the traffic. In his opinion, he is just a matter of positive communication for the public.

In September 2009, Liang Yongan broke the bridge in the River in Lyon, France. Photo/Interviewee provided

Love as a fulcrum

Liang Yongan is indeed "fire". He opened an account only for more than a year on station B. There were 912,000 fans subscribing to pay attention. The most effective video playback volume of 1.037 million was praised. The content company and video website of the head line up to find him to cooperate. The reality show of emotional marriage and love also invited him as a guest. CCTV News has been reported twice about him. Each publishing company also stared at this In May, just in May, only two new books were published in "Liang Yongan: Reading, Traveling and Love" and "Liang Yongan's Love Class" ... Now Liang Yongan has become a new in the field of knowledge. "Love instructor" in Jinnet celebrities and public vision.

Everything starts with a speech.

In 2017, Liang Yongan was invited to board the "one seat" podium. As a professor at the Fudan Chinese Department, he originally thought that he was just talking about things in the professional scope. He did not expect that the organizer was not limited, so he could talk about some contemporary youth life. The most contradictory and most anxious things need to be faced. During that time, he happened to read the "Single Society" of American sociologist Erik Krinberg, and remembered the young people who came into contact with the universities all year round. How do we face love "is determined as the topic.

Once the 35 -minute speech video was pushed, the click volume quickly exceeded 100,000, and then continued to increase. The related text version was also read and reposted in large quantities on Weibo and circle of friends. The attention beyond the expected, let Liang Yongan and "a seat" realize that this is a universal social problem. Then the two sides continued to cooperate and launched a series of courses "Teacher Liang's Love Class". 35 keywords such as loneliness have been detailed to intimacy and emotional world. After the first season, the click rate led the Internet again without accident.

"In fact, from the deep inside, I don't pay too much attention to love issues." Facing "China News Weekly", Liang Yongan still felt that the so -called "popularity" was completely inadvertent to insert willow. ":" Along with the huge process of integrated and urbanization, the change and construction of greater people are behind. We need new lifestyle, game rules, value concepts, thinking methods, social emotions, etc. Unprecedentedly, it brings a huge choice difficulties, and no choice has no ready -made basis. (Especially) young people today have become a generation that is not relying on before and after. , I am not willing to follow the inertial life as traditional, so everyone in the heart is the battlefield. "

Love is just a part of this battlefield, but it also constitutes a foundation to some extent. Liang Yongan said: "In this world, the life that can be established relatively autonomously is love. If love problems are not resolved, how can we talk about independent and plump life." Because of this, he is willing to treat love as a One fulcrum, leveraging the thinking and finding of young people and even the whole society on the mental situation of the transformation era: "Love is not only a combination of two people, but also the combination of two lives. It is highly condensed at this point. "In fact, many colleges and universities have set up" love courses "in recent years, which are very popular with students. Chen Guo and Shen Yifei from Fudan also became popular on the Internet because of teaching love. Liang Yongan understood the psychological basis behind this fiery: "What young people have not realized, largely (reflected) in the field of love, so a strong sense of this problem, this is an inevitable phenomenon. In the small emotions, it is an enlarged look. It is a particularly large -sexual contradiction. "But for his love class, he still defined a strict boundary -insisting on metaphysical lectures and not making a change of coincidence. "I saw too many people tactical when talking about emotions. It was not interesting. I would not talk about the emotional relationship between specific, skillful, and chicken soup." Liang Yongan told China News Weekly.

For Liang Yongan, communicating with young people in public space is a responsibility: "Intellectuals are not an existence of being alone. In the times, I have a very strong sense of urgency. If we are silent, the young people will lose a large piece, and it will lose a large piece for us. "However, he does not regard it as a kind of teaching It is just accompanied by, "Everyone is zero, belonging to the three people's banks as a teacher." Just like the sentence he would say at the end of each video at each issue: "I hope to help you with everyone and be a new era. Traveler. "

It is also in this sense, and sometimes he can find a little surprise and comfort from the annoying heat wave generated by the spotlight. Once, a fan of Jilin went to Shanghai to find him and asked him to go to the air restaurant in the center of Lujiazui Shanghai for dinner. "To be honest, I feel a little tired in my heart, and I feel that there are extra more things." Recalling that wonderful meeting, Liang Yongan said, "But when you meet, it's quite moved. Emotional emotions in life are very sincere and natural. Because I have a problem in the university, students have a high similarity, and life in different groups and different levels of life is less exposed, so such a communication is very Good expansion and expansion. "

"Build the world according to the mood of an optimist" "

"Everyone around me is saying, 'Your teacher is particularly hot now, so I also watched some (video). I am not surprised at all. Now he sees it. He saw him 30 years ago. There is no change. "The writer Hong Ying once studied in the Fudan writer class, and Liang Yongan was the head teacher during her school. In the late 1980s, the Chinese Department of Peking University, Wuhan University, Nanjing University, and Northwest University founded the writer class. Liang Yongan always wanted to do it in Fudan. of. However, in 1990, the State Education Commission notified that the writer's class across the country was suspended. "Originally, we were with Peking University at the Lu Xun Academy of Literature. After Teacher Liang knew (suspended), we took the entire class of our class." Hong Ying said. For the writer's class, Liang Yongan ran four or five trips to Beijing and tossed for almost two years. He still failed to get the undergraduate qualification. In the end, he could only issue a certificate of completion by the Fudan Academy of Education.

At that time, Liang Yongan was just a young teacher in his thirties. Now he is 68 years old, and his time has already left traces on his face. Of course, the teacher's "unchanged" in Hongyingkou is not pointing to the face.

"Other teachers are class in class and never go to our dormitory, and Teacher Liang will come to the dormitory almost a few days after a few days. If you have any questions, he will help you. At that time, there were some houses left by the Hongkou Japanese Concession at that time. He lived exactly a Japanese -style (house), and I was particularly impressed. "Hongying told China News Weekly. Yongan's past: "I have always been taken care of by Teacher Liang. Later, I went to the UK. The test scores and those documents were Teacher Liang. I do, and I send it to the designated place in person. "

From the perspective of Hongying, what Liang Yongan is doing today is the same as those who have talked with students and help everyone who encounters problems. "He uses his views and inner views of the world to help more people. I am very happy that more people know my teacher, I think (everyone) knows that he is a kind of luck, and he doesn't know that he is a kind of misfortune."

Liang Yongan's modesty, kindness and enthusiasm, almost everyone who has come into contact with him can feel it. Reading UP Master Bingxin a few days ago with Liang Yongan, a live broadcast connection. During the signal testing process, the cameraman "commanded" how he adjusted the position and sitting position of the lens. It can be tirelessly smiled at Teacher Liang, who is alone in the mobile phone. "Zhou Yiming, a reporter of Life Monthly, said in the interview article that he and Liang Yongan had a sense of kindness for many years; the writer Li Hui was the same classmate when Liang Yongan was studying in Fudan. He also wrote in his memories. After returning to school at school after graduation, Liang Yongan did his best to help everyone arrange food, food, housing. The formation of this personality may not be difficult for a person who is smooth and good, and tastes good, but Liang Yongan's life is not the case. He not only has repeatedly bumpy, but also gloomy.

His father was an intellectual in the army, and Liang Yongan's childhood had been wandering. The initial growth was in Nanjing. Later, Xi'an formed a new military college, and then moved to the northwest. On the eve of the "Cultural Revolution", the military colleges transferred to the National Defense Science and Technology Commission. Take the family to Yunnan.

Liang Yongan's elementary and middle school spent in the Cultural Revolution. He graduated from high school in 1973. He wanted to take the university and he faced an impossible way. He could only pick up the bags of the countryside and went to the Manghe under the mountain of Gaoligong.

The farming life in Zhaizi had a huge gap with his previous daily life. More importantly, like all educated youths at that time, it is unclear where the future is. This life may be rooted in this "vast world". "After the details of the reality are unfolding, you will feel the closed nature of life, a kind of cycle like a century -old loneliness, and my heart is very vast." Liang Yongan said that the feeling is like walking in the mud road full of stones in the village. Even if there is no moon, it will not step by step, because it is too familiar. "Once I was very impressed, after half a month of rain, the firewood was wet, and I couldn't order it when cooking. If you can't order it, it will always be this kind of smooth and half -dead state. "

However, such sadness is not often in him. Most of the time, even in the turbulence and traps, he can see some other content. "It's very lucky, because in Xi'an, the" Cultural Revolution "has a great influence. It turned out that those classmates in elementary school were very bumpy. Many people went to Hanzhong to repair the railway. Life was very difficult. The place where Yunnan went to the frontiers was located in the frontier, and in history, they respect the culture very much. Fortunately, at the beginning of the "Cultural Revolution", (we) primary school had not graduated, so they were not qualified to be a red guard, and there were no trauma on them. "

This is not the memory filter of youth, nor is it the deviation of the survivors who have moved to the time of transit, but more stem from the "sunflower character" that Liang Yongan created by himself. "The earth is half white and half white. If you want to see the black words, you can't finish it. You can't see it. I think people must know the complexity of this world and see the black, but it is like a sunflower. Brightly facing the light. "He said to" China News Weekly ":" We have to make the most difficult efforts, understand the world according to the perspective of a pessimist, and then build the world according to the mood of an optimist. "

"Efforts to write the word‘ person ’up positive”

In Liang Yongan's network ID, there is a string of numbers: 03031978, which represents an important date.

In 1977, Liang Yongan had bid farewell to Manghe and became an electrician at the Poishan County Dragon Machine Factory. Because the factory played the "National Broadcasting" of the Central People's Broadcasting Station at 8:30 every night, he planned to replace a loudspeaker. Liang Yongan volunteered to assemble a assembly. After receiving the consent of the factory, he really created it. After more than a month of the new speaker, Liang Yongan heard a message from the inside: the college entrance examination for ten years will be resumed at the end of the year. "I was standing there at that time, and my heart was quiet, without the excitement of imagination, but I knew that life was going to change greatly." He recalled many years later.

He still remembered that in the fall of three years ago, he studied at the Party School of the Yunnan Provincial Party Committee. He walked next to the dormitory building of Yunnan Normal University one night. He heard the brisk laughter in the window. Now, envy can finally turn into hope, and melancholy will float like a smoke.

The day before receiving the admission notice, Liang Yongan and two workers ate breakfast outside the cafeteria. Suddenly a group of bird dung fell in the sky and smashed it on the steamed bun who had just bite. Essence Unexpectedly, the postman really sent a telegram the next day, saying: "Records Fudan, prepare for it, and set off after receiving a notice."

On March 3, 1978, he took the green leather train of more than sixty hours, and Liang Yongan finally entered the school gate of Fudan University. "This day is the key inheritance of the key. In the two years of Gaoligon, the life experience obtained by the factory and the factory two years need to be expanded, and the overall value of human beings is also needed." Liang Yongan told China News Weekly.

The practical experience of labor and survival is with the trend of the campus atmosphere of crazy reading, and the trend of emancipating ideology. In this way, it has begun to connect to him, and finally formed the ideological base that adheres to to this day: "personal life, happiness, freedom, and rights, so All the value of all values. "In 1984, Liang Yongan stayed in school and studied for a doctorate degree at the same time. Instructor Jia Zhifang's life tide and ordered, he entered and exited the prison several times, and tasted his tragic sadness. He left the most unforgettable sentence to Liang Yongan: "Work hard to write the word 'person' more correctly." "Real intellectuals are not autistic people, self -proclaimed people, nor narcissistic people, but should have the heart of the world." Liang Yongan said. In the post -modern cultural and academic work, "Reconstruction: Talk to Jimson", he also carefully conveyed similar concepts: individuals often fall into a mystery in historical life, especially for self -confidence, for self -confidence in self, the obsession of the self Essence

On the day of Shanghai, Liang Yongan began to systematically read and think about the changes in the entire world after 1500 AD. He wanted to follow the lines of history to see how human civilization achieved complex transformation again and again in the specific and rich internal connection. "Because I think our society is particularly lacking in constructive solutions constructed in each other. Many people are full of passion and concepts. They use very limited knowledge to make absolute judgments to the world. In fact It seems very impulsive, but it is very thin, so it has some characteristics of simplification and even extremeization. Others are slightly different, and they will immediately oppose it. "He has planned, and then take two series of courses, one about the Enlightenment Movement. A European and American writer about 1850 to 1950, to show and discuss different issues and people's choices of each era.

He also has a more magnificent plan. He wants to walk all the way from Zhoushan, Zhejiang to Lhasa, Tibet, letting ordinary families tell his own stories, and record the changing life of the Chinese. "Today's Chinese people, too many inner imagination, rich emotions have not been opened, life is vertical, and she is desperately climbing up daily on the level ladder. There are different scenery. "

Of course, the literature that teaches a lifetime will not give up. Right now, Liang Yongan is now translating Margaret Atwood's short story "Blue Beard Egg". He likes the narrative style of the Canadian female writer who won the Booker twice, and the infinite tenderness of human beings in the depths of the Buddha: "From the perspective of the Canadian's survival, she painfully appreciates her personal facing the edge of the big industrial society. Feelings, with a modern awareness of life, observe the anxiety of women's growth nervously. "

Liang Yongan's last graduate student will graduate this month. Although he never felt his old age, he continued to offer two courses for Fudan and China University of Science and Technology every year, and his classroom was de factoly reduced. So at the end of the interview, "China News Weekly" asked him such a question: "Assuming it is the last lesson in your life, what will you say?"

"I will definitely talk about faith. Talking about faith is stressful to people, so I don't talk much about it now, but there must be surpassing life -long things in the process of a person's life. There is a common spirit that conforms to humanity. "

Send 2022.6.20 Total Issue 1048 "China News Weekly"

Magazine title: Liang Yongan: Deep in my heart, I don't pay too much attention to love issues

Reporter: Xu Pengyuan ([email protected])

Edit: Yang Shizhen

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